#source yap

I had hobbies actually! Even when I didn't consider them Hobbies because they were "work focused", but I loved to collect Nintendo things, was sometimes allowed to take some stock (mostly older consoles that havent been all sold out) that i did resell to get more rarer stuff, i also was interested in electricity more than just ECT.

I also remember mii childhood in more detail than what was shown in the animatic. Jonathan also was present in mii life (he was mii brother after all) unlike him just being not mentioned in mii part of the animatic. I was I guess, wild to say the least. I also looked way differenet as a child instead of it just being a mini version of mii adult human self. Might draw it later maybe.

For when I was in the Wii, I remember Sam modding the Wii. I might or might not had played the games for mii own entertainment aside from Wii sports. I think it was mostly just dance or like. Racing games. Either were fun lowkey..

I think I also do remember more fights with Eteled than what both Sam's story and Corrupted Data have shown. I didn't get along with mii own eteled at all. T°T

Okay so thought it would be funny to rewatch mii source, but this time the part that was centric around mii/the character im sourced from.

It was funny and i guess "nostalgic" for the first half. I'm not much connected to mii human self anymore so the embarassing parts didn't hit much.

then the fucking death scene came.(Which i DID skip and took a break when IT fr affected mii.)

I know i'm disconnected from mii source death and make jokes about it but.

Watching the very thing that mii own memories are similiar to. Kinda hurt.

I'm not like mad that i died in canon, i'm mad at miiself that I got triggered at something so. small.

Ig at least im alive here, even if i'm part of a system. at least im dating a sweetie pie. And at least i have friends now.

i guess positivity matters even if i feel fucked up.