#source vent

I usually limit the vents I post here or just don't at all because. It's the internet. But vent ART is a WHOLE NEW SITUATION. Also what do you mean I have an entire tag for whenever I'm joking about my trauma. No I don't. What're you talking about.(/j/sil)

ANYHOO ART TIME WHOOPEE

I shall describe my thought process below because I was BORN AND BRED TO YAP AND IT WON'T STOP NOW!!!

The red is constellations, and the lyrics to the song "Minor Holiday" stylised to look like constellations as well. I tried to include every held item like the weapons, accessories and keys, but I'm sure I forgot something. The only held item I included that isn't involved with battle is the Porcelain Doll because it brings me joy-

There are two change gods in the sides, to be honest I don't know why I added them? Whenever I draw it's just me zoning out for hours on end until it's done so they just appeared and I went with it-

Also the Siffrin in the art is me, so that's why it has things the canon sif doesn't (like bird talons n a tail, very similar to Critter Siffrin, the son of Hero and Princess AU so ermmm)

tw kinda maybe idk?? i miss nicole. i always say i want a sourcemate of a nicole fictive. and i do. but no fictive nicole will ever be the same nicole from my source. i miss nicole. MY nicole. even if she was never really mine.

it gets kinda ventish under the cut, also generally proceed with caution idk if any tws apply

- They moved on.

❝ ..Without me? ❞

Value my sight.

I'm a masterpiece you'll see,

Ignore my tears reflecting in light.

Hands on my body,

It's made out of gold.

Precious, expensive,

And already sold.

The outside is perfect,

Inside it's scarred.

I'm an addict,

the attention my drug.

High on your touch,

Bodies so close.

I can't get enough,