#sooooooo.

𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋. [ 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦. / multis specify ]

having some thoughts :/ like it doesnt matterrrrr. but it does. but it absolutely does not except a little bit

this is a shipping call, like this post if you want to ship our muses.

very funny thing about being someone part of subcultural circles and going back on and off tinder is i get a WILDLY different response depending on what photos and framing i use. if i present super goth forward where ppl who r outside of my circles can still say “oh thats a Goth™️” i get SO many bitches (even tho i think those photos are less flattering and represent who i am in a different way since i mainly dress in all black for events). if i present using more my day-to day dark mori/strega-esqe aesthetic, while i get people stopping me on the street to tell me they love my style, i get a bunch fewer matches on dating apps. even tho i get less than the flood of matches i get when i present Super Goth, the ppl who DO match w me when i use more day to day photos tend to message me first more often and are a Lot more interesting, and dont just tell me im cool and that theyd dream abt being with someone like me 🤡🤡

u may have guessed that my cncentration on this book is rlly slipping now so i’m gonna,,,, leave it for now, do some stuff here, etc.

I'm calling it a night simply because the medicine I'm taking makes me all sleepy. Good news is I'll probably get off of this stuff on Monday.I'll answer replies and what not and try to work on some drafts.

my friend: I've had spaghetti and meatball baby food and I wanted to kill myself. It was pretty much the worst thing I've ever tasted. Except like semen.