The thing is, I actually am interested in WAP Sonyamary but like only in a fucked up toxic codependent AU of the epilogue I have in my head.
One because I think Marya should be allowed to do something bad, cheating (and she should have gay sex), and agonize about it as she keeps doing it.
But I think there’s a interesting dynamic to be had on Sonya’s end as of all the people to finally start to see her at this point, even in a unhealthy way, it’s the one who basically is a stranger to her. Not her family, not the woman who raised her or the siblings raised alongside her, who all dehumanize her and dismiss her in the end. But this woman who is family to her family but not family to her.
Like I think it would be an emotionally co-dependent and imbalanced and bitter relationship. But my favorite ships are the really fucked up ones so what else is new.
Also I think Sonya should be allowed to be more resentful and vindictive and that’s only gonna happen in an AU with some extreme change in circumstances.