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I listen to sad music when im sad, not because i want to feel sad or stay sad..
..its because i dont know how to validate or honour that feeling and music seems to do that.
Music makes my sad glad... and i dont know if that makes sense, or if it should or if thats even normal but...music.
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Mexico made me invisible.
Ive stood out, my whole life. Always somehow different... foreign.
I felt like i came home, somehow my face was lost in the crowd of faces and for the very first time in my life, i felt home.
Like that was where i belonged, like my soul came home.
Being in my actual home, i feel foreign, even in the place where i grew up. Like somehow i was in the wrong place and couldnt understand why i always wanted to leave.
Being human and being a person shouldnt be mutually exclusive and yet, for some it is.
#peoplearehardwork
Im not you, i cant be, because you are you. but if youd let me, even for a moment, id try to read the pages of the story you tell and all the words you chose not to say. I cannot carry your burdens, but i can carry you, even if only for a moment. I can hold your hand when you weather the storm, i can anchor you when the waves try to pull you away, i can love you even if i dont know how, i will try and i can wait for you to come home, so that you do.
I cant be you, i need to be me, so that i can have the privilege of knowing you.
Why is it when you stop feeling lonely... you suddenly want to be alone?
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Feelings suck, sometimes.
He llegado a la conclusión de que soy una persona miserable, triste, vacía, abandonada por mí misma y aislada intencionalmente de quienes me rodean; no sé por qué, en verdad no lo sé. Supongo que es un terror interno al fracaso, a la decepción al abandono de los otros. Temo perderlos, temo perderme más de lo que ya estoy, y me frustra, me pesa el alma; como una pesadez en el pecho que no me deja sonreír, no me permite sentir, que no me deja vivir.
Aveces me siento triste.
Y'know what sucks?
Just wanting all the love and affection in the world by a human being and I don't think I'm ever going to have that. Lol
