Steph stared at the gourmet waffle menu with a look bordering on worship, and Jason hid a smile behind his menu, eyes skimming the breakfast platters as his stomach reminded him that Pentabux at six am didnât keep a belly full all day. Heâd been planning to invite just Steph out on a special dayâŠmight as well call it a date, Todd, because it sure as hell is after those kisses earlier. God, Iâve been in love for months now, but tonightâŠHe studied her adorably messy ponytail, all full curls as natural as his own, her gorgeous dress and the way it flowed over her amazing figure, those eyes so full of love and life and joy even after the hell sheâd been throughâŠthe drill-scars on her arms and lower legs.
The scars had healed over enough that if she was moving, you barely saw them; she certainly didnât care if his scarred ass saw them anymore, not after the last six months of training in shorts and a croptop in his warehouse sparring arena. After all, Jasonâs own scars started on his forearms and lower legs too, and mapped out over his back and chest, with the edge of one just barely visible into his hairline on the back of his neckâŠWe havenât talked scars, butâŠwell, maybe itâs the whole dead thing, or just a Narrows thing, or justâŠtwo people who get one another thing. But I donât feel self-conscious with her, and I donât think she feels too much with me. ItâsâŠcomforting, and falling in love with her? Itâs just icing on the cake.
Jason hadnât ever expected to really get married when he was a kid; it wasnât important then. And when he became Robin, he was still young enough and naive enough to not care; he was Robin! He had Batman! He didnât need anything elseâŠ
I need that nowâŠand Jason hoped Steph might need it too. Might want it too. But that was hatching his chickens before heâd even gotten the eggs, so he flicked his eyes over the menu once again, and decided on the extra large breakfast platter, with waffles instead of pancakes and extra bacon.
âJay, what are you ordering?â Steph murmured, still gazing in wonder at the varieties, and he smiled, setting his menu to the side and propping his head in one hand.
âIâm thinkinâ the big platter for me, with waffles and more bacon.â
ââŠoh god, that sounds good, but they have an amazing looking mixed berry waffle comboâŠâ She showed him, looking dazzled by it, and he groaned a little.
âThat looks great, babeâŠtell you what, you could get that, and we can share?â She brightened at that, and when their waiter came back over, Steph ordered with glee, making sure to get extra eggs too, and hash browns (and Jason didnât mind at all, he was swooning at how cute she looked), then settled back, looking happy and sipping her coffee with a sigh. He sipped his too, relaxing at the rush of caffeine, and she gave him a shy smile. âSomething on your mind, sweetheart?â
ââŠYou?â He grinned at that, color high on his cheeks, and leaned over to kiss her, lingering and squeezing her free hand.
âSame hereâŠI know weâŠhavenât talked in depth about dating, butâŠumâŠâ
âYes. Yes, a thousand times, yesâŠI can talk to you, and with you, and IâŠyou make me feel loved and encouraged, and so damn happy, Jason.â He blushed at that, really blushed, because he had sincerely been trying his hardest to make her feel good about herselfâŠafter what Tim had done, and oh, Jason wanted to beat the fuck out of that annoying fuckinâ twerp, even still. But it was also in the little things, like how proud he was of her being a good mom to her baby, especially because sheâd given the little girl up for adoption. How Steph worked on campus, did full college hours, and patrolled the Narrows with him every night. How she always made his heart leap with joy when she smiled at him.
ââŠIâm gladâŠâ He murmured, then took a deep breath. âI wanted you to feel good, baby. I mean that. YouâŠfuck, youâve had to deal with so much, so so so much over the yearsâŠand youâre barely twenty-one, and itâs just utter bullshit that no one else has ever had a goddamn good word to say to you, except maybe Al and Dick.â
âAnd you.â Stephâs immediate response made him blush again, but he firmed his chin, nodding, even though that one hit him hard in the heart.
ââŠand me. Always me. I mean that. IâŠknow I was a grumpy asshole the night we metâŠâ She chuckled, and he felt a grin touch his lips again, because he remembered that night well, and the grumpy façade had dropped like a concrete boot in the bay when sheâd suckerpunched Red Robin for ordering her about.
âOh, I can forgive that, considering you werenât grumpy for long.â
âHell no, I wasnât after that punch, I think I was equal parts horny and oh-god-marry-me.â Steph laughed at that, really laughed, her bright giggle filling the restaurant, and though Jason was sure this swanky place would get them glared atâŠpeople actually looked happy to see a young couple laughing and joking, and he felt a warmth settle over his whole being.
âHe was being such an ass, and I know he was doing that to get a rise out of both of usâŠbut, honestly, it felt good to tell him where to shove it and punch him in the nose. I was better off patrolling with you anyway, and I think that first night, even with all the awkwardness of getting to know one anotherâs tactics, was still better than my first night with B and Tim.â Jason laughed at that, deep in his chest, and leaned over to kiss her again, warm and hot and so so happy.
ââŠThatâs the best compliment Iâve ever been paid, baby. Thank you.â Her eyes softened, and she raised the hands theyâd entwined together, kissing his knuckles with a tenderness that took his breath away. He couldnât remember anyone ever being so gentle with himâŠ
âThe best one Iâve ever gotten was the day you told me I was a better Robin than Tim.â She murmured, and Jason gently drew their hands back to his lips, kissing her knuckles this time. âYou were so honest and pure about itâŠâ
âItâs true.â She sucked in a breath now, eyes wide, and Jason kissed her wrist, eyes locked on hers. âYouâre intuitive and smart, youâre an amazing detectiveâŠbut you have something that Tim still hasnât mastered. That even Damian has in spades, and that poor kidâs as fucked up as I am.â
ââŠwhatâs thatâŠâ She whispered, and Jason smiled, warm and real and happy.
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The route to Stephâs apartment was a little bit difficult in a truck, but with the little bit of time he had to spare, he found a decent place to park in one of the quiet parking lots provided by the city, surprised to find a spot under an awning for a change. Jason loaded up his reuseable bags; it was a bit of a walk to Stephâs place from here, but with his jacket over the bags and his hood up, he was mostly protected, and this rain was a gentle one, not one of the hurricane-force bastards from the South. Boots splashing through puddles as he walked, Jason made his way through the Narrows, checking on everyone he passed with careful glances.
Everyoneâs looking goodâŠthatâs a relief. Then again, Steph and I have been working hard to get people the help they needâŠand having Pops foot the bill goes a long way. It was the agreement that Bruce had eagerly signed with Jason; Red Hood would stop most of his killing, and Batman would fund the repair work needed to get the Narrows and Gotham back up to where they needed to be. Not that Bruce wasnât already doing that, but having his and Stephâs eyes and ears in the thick of things made the job easier, and heâd already admitted that even his âLeftyâ persona wasnât half as good at sussing out what needed done as Jasonâs quiet questioning or Stephâs cheerful chatter.
He did try his best, but throwing money at things down here ainât the way to fix thingsâŠhe knows that now, thankfully, and hey, he is listening. And on top of that, I think he enjoys the challenge of fixing things without making it feel gentrified. That had been Jasonâs worry; that commercial investors would flood the area and ruin things for the people just trying to surviveâŠbut Bruce had had other plans for them. I think his lawyers were gnawing on their desks in boredom; siccing them on the scummy landlords and assholes trying to take over was exactly what they needed. Jason grinned to himself as he waved to the local bakery shop owner, taking a break from her work and sipping a cup of coffee, flour dusting her dark hair and apron.
Instead, Bruce had quietly bought out all the landlords in the area, installed a set of vetted managers to act as landlords with a dedicated maintenance staffâŠand made the entirety of the Narrows rent-controlled for the next fifty years. Jason had been awestruck when Bruce had revealed his plan, and he still remembered how worried the old man looked, hands clenched together, lips pursed thin.
ââJasonâŠdo you think itâs a good idea? I plan on leveling out the rents so that theyâre reasonable, and every place will get a renovation, with free stays at hotels while the work is doneâŠand if thereâs a dedicated staff, I figure that way we can tackle problems before they become disasters. And no one person controls the rentâŠit all goes into the maintenance budget and to pay the managers, and the managers work as a team.ââ
âââŠif you werenât my dad, Iâd kiss you right now.ââ Jason grinned to himself at Bruceâs blush of pleasure and happiness, and hummed a little as he gently kicked a soccer ball back into a yard. Iâm sure itâd grate on peopleâs nerves to still have someone running it all, butâŠwell, Pops does know how to pick his managers, and so far, thereâs been nothing but good reviews. Nearly every tenant heâd talked to had been ecstatic. Between rent control, utilities dropping because things were getting fixed, and quality of life improving, the Narrows had become a place of hope, rather than despairâŠand he chuckled as he almost walked right past Stephâs building, long legs already warmed up for a jaunt around the neighborhood.
Later, Red; your girlâs gonna be wanting those waffles. He walked up the stoop and keyed in her visitor code; usually, he went in through the roof, but well, that wasâŠkind of a dick move during the daylight, and this kept him from being caught. With care, he shook himself free of water before stepping inside, wiped his boots on the mat, and started up the stairs, wondering if he should call in a favor to get the elevator fixed. It wasnât like stairs were hard, but he knew this building had a lot of eldersâŠIâll ask around, see if anyoneâs got a job for it yet. Probably, itâs one of Bruceâs buildings now, and it can be hard to find a qualified tech with the time to spare.
As he crested the third floor, he mused a little more. Though, given the enrollment numbers at GothTech, I have a feeling that weâll have plenty of engineers and handyfolks within the next year. Giving kids and adults a free certification in whatever they want through vocational school has been a godsend for the whole city; we need qualified people doing the work, and with Wayne Industries paying them the right amounts, weâre getting the kind of numbers that Gotham U wishes they had. Sure, thereâs grants and stuff, butâŠwell, GothTech doesnât have complicated history with the Maroni and Falcone clans.
Hell, even Steph had transferred into the nursing program at GT, and Jason was seriously considering the automotive mechanics classes, if for nothing else to fix the goddamn sputter in his motorcycle. Only so many Youtube videos I can watchâŠHe grumbled to himself as he made it up to the eight floor, hardly even panting despite his legs burning a little, and he knocked on Stephâs door with a sigh of relief, shelving his thoughts for a later day. Digging into his bag as he heard her approach, he held up the Eevee plate with a winsome grin on his face, and when Steph opened the door, her squeal of delight was the best sound heâd heard all day.
âEevee!â
âSaw it and thought of you, baby. Shall we waffle?â Her laughter was all Jason needed, and he scooped her up into a kiss as she pulled him insideâŠbut the smirk on her face as she pulled away just made him grin even bigger.
âBetter get to work, Hood, Iâm expecting only the best golden waffles.â
âAnd only the best golden waffles for my lady. With sprinkles.â
ââŠI love you.â
âLove you too, Stephie.â She dragged him to the tiny kitchen, where apparently some cleaning had gone on this morning; dishes were freshly washed in the drainer and the counter had been cleared off of all of Stephâs normal debris, which made Jason smile fondly as he set down his finds on her tiny table. Together, they unboxed the waffle maker and wiped down the plates, and Steph pulled out a mixing bowl and spatula while Jason laid out the ingredients and got the maker warming, spraying it lightly with a bit of oil. With her direction, he started mixing up the batter while Steph surveyed the haul in front of her.
âHmmmâŠâ
âWhat sounds good first, sweetheart?â
âWell, I had berries last nightâŠI think chocolate chips this morning!â He chuckled and set the bowl down for her to dump two heaping cupfuls of chips into the batter, stirring it expertly before stealing the half-cup to start ladling in batter, remembering what heâd looked up last night before heâd crashed. âOhhhh those look so good.â
âHell yeah they do, and Iâm not normally a chocolate fan to that extent.â She kissed him and he melted into her kisses, the last vestiges of his nightmare from this morning finally breaking away. Something mustâve shown on his face, because she cupped his cheek, eyes worried, and he just pressed a kiss to her palm, nuzzling in close.
âYou okay, Jay?â
âMmnâŠjust a really bad nightmare this morning.â Jason didnât have to say what from; she knew. She knew better than anyoneâŠit was what had made them really bond when theyâd first met, when he was so angry still fromâŠwell, everything, and hadnât been inclined to care about anyone in the Batfamily. Steph, however, had dug in under his skin, demanded that he at least talk things outâŠand he pulled her into a hug, rocking her close. âThought of you, though, and that helped.â Her smile was brilliant against his skin, and he pulled back just enough to kiss herâŠwhen the stink of burned batter filled the kitchen and they both sprang apart with a yelp, flipping over the waffle maker and digging out the now charred waffle.
âOh shit, shit shitâŠâ
âItâs okay, babe, I shoulda paid more attentionâŠâ Steph cracked open her window, and Jason was glad for the cleansing scent of the rain outside while he tossed the lost waffle into the trash, fanning the smell out with a towel. They surveyed the wafflemaker, making sure it wasnât toast, and with a sigh of relief, he cleaned off the crusted bits and laughed a little. ââŠWell, that was exciting.â Steph gave a chuckle, and they kissed again, this time with all the time in the world.
Jason woke up around five am, bleary and in a tangle of blankets again from yet another nightmareâŠSweat-soaked, he peeled himself out of his bed with a grimace and stripped first himself, then the bed, tossing everything into his washing machine before turning on the shower and stepping inside. Lukewarm woke him up a little better than hot right now, and felt better on his scarred skin; he leaned heavily against the tile, head tipped back as his waterfall nozzle rained down on him. The familiar sound of the washer going was a comfort, and piece by piece, he brought himself back to the present, breathing slowly, evenly, just as Bruce had taught him all those years agoâŠ
ââŠFuck.â He sighed out, and started washing up, glad for the indie shop he supported down the street that made its own soaps, shampoos, and conditioners. They were bar form, of course, but the natural scents helped ground himâŠanything heavily chemically scented was too triggering, too much like the factory heâd died in. A lot of things triggered thatâŠtannerite, for one, which was why in all his varied explosions, heâd only ever used C4. IronâŠHe unconsciously touched the cheekbone that Talia had had her surgeons rebuild, for even the Pit couldnât do everything. Not on a body that had been so badly brutalized that itâd been a closed casket funeralâŠ
âKnock it off, Todd.â He growled out to himself, scrubbing furiously now. Fuckinâ donât go down that path again, JasonâŠyou know where it leads. Besides, you promised youâd make waffles this morning. Canât leave a lady waiting. Stephâs smile filled his mind, and Jason relaxed, as he had for months now around his BatgirlâŠand he felt a tiny smile tug at his lips. He didnât have a waffle iron; he rarely did more than griddle cakes, eggs, and bacon for himself, and thatâs when he felt like cooking, so it was a good thing heâd woken up before his alarm; he had time to run to the nearest Lux-Mart. He finished his shower, relaxed now, and other than rescuing his book from the floor and setting it on his nightstand, left his bed to airdry for a while; heâd learned that lesson the hard way.
Dark jeans, boxer-briefs, a soft tee shirt, socks, his boots, and a hoodie, and he was ready to brave the pre-dawn crowds. He twirled his keys on one finger as he made his way down the stairs to his garage, and side-stepped the engine for Royâs Corvette, unlocking the truck and opening the door with a flick of a button. It was dark still; small wonder, it was just barely five forty-five, and the sun wouldnât be up for another hour or soâŠthe garage door slid closed behind him with a whisper, and Jason set out for the Lux-Mart, following the main roads this morning, since they werenât clogged yet by the early morning commuters. A few early birds passed him, and he waved at the Batmobile as they both continued on out of the city, since the nearest of Lux Luthorâs monster all-in-one stores was in the suburbs on the mainland.
Jasonâs phone buzzed, and he answered it on the dash with a grin, glad for his blue-tooth dashboard connection.
âHey Pops.â
âI thought that was you, JasonâŠwhat has you out so early?â Bruceâs voice was warm, exhausted, but for once, actually pretty damned friendly, and Jason hummed a little, smirking to see the âmobile keeping pace with him.
âWell, I promised Iâd bring Steph waffles this morning as incentive to get her homework doneâŠand then I realized I didnât have a waffle iron.â Bruce laughed at that, low and surprisingly genuine, while he heard a squawk from Tim. Now, he didnâtâŠcompletely hate his replacement in the Robin line-up; certainly, he adored Steph and Damian. But Tim wasâŠwell, everything that Jason hadnât ever been, and Jason was still too aware of how similar Tim and Bruce really were. Dick had commented on it, last time heâd come up from Bludhaven, and if Dick could see itâŠwell. Jason still felt like heâd been the downgrade from Dick, and that Tim was the super upgrade.
It wasnât trueâŠbut emotions could be ugly, ugly things.
And Tim had stolen his ex-girlfriendâs waffles.
âWell then, that makes complete senseâŠdo you two need anything from us? We had a busy night dealing with Boyle again.â Jason winced; Ferris Boyle had been a problem since Bruceâs early days, even before Dick, and Jason hated the man almost as much as he hated Joker. Totally aside from how heâd fucked up Victor Fries, his actions regarding Nora had been absolutely appalling. He wanted custody of her so that he could experiment on herâŠand since Victor is now a supervillainâŠgoddamn, Iâm glad Bruce was able to win custody of her.
âBastardâŠwas he after Nora again?â
âAnd Victor. We convinced Fries to come back to Wayne Inc. and talk to us about Noraâs future; weâve made some serious progress towards a cure, and with his research, we might just have what we need. And Iâve been working on something to help him as wellâŠBut we can talk about it later.â A yawn broke his sentence, and Jason smiled fondly.
âGo home, Pops; Steph and I will take patrol tonight. You two take the night off.â
ââŠThank you, Jason. I really appreciate it; Damian and Tim do too.â
âYes, thank you, akhi.â Damianâs voice was softer over the phone, tired, and Jason smiled, though he grit his teeth when Tim spoke up.
âSure, thanks Hood. Hope you two actually get some patrolling done, and donât just make out on a roof.â
ââŠWell, Timmy, Iâm quite certain weâll keep our professionalism at the fore. After all, we wouldnât want to attract undue attentionâŠlike Kon did the other night.â Jason responded, voice sickeningly sweet as Tim choked over the phone call, and Bruce made an inquisitive noise.
âWe were going over tactical plans!â
âTim, Iâm sure itâs fine.â Bruceâs voice was gentle, but curious, and Jason felt his grin stretch to maniacal proportions.
âOh, of course you were! Silly olâ me, âtactical plansâ, of course! Mustâve been wall plans!â Jason replied sweetly, and Tim choked again, a strangled noise coming over the line. Bruce snorted suddenly, clearly understanding now, and Damian just sighed; Jason could almost hear his eyes rolling.
âDrake, do not give Todd grief for kissing; we all know you regularly have intercourse with Kon-El.â Timâs voice was pitched even higher now, babbling as Bruce snorted again, clearly holding back laughter, and Jason snickered.
âDamian, Lil D, I want you to know how much I love you right now.â
âAs I love and cherish you, akhi. Please do tell Grayson this.â
âDO NOT TELL DICK ANYTHING, JASON, I SWEAR TO GOD.â
âThen donât steal Stephieâs waffles again, and I wonât~â He purred, and Tim let out a heavy sigh.
ââŠI apologize to her later.â
âSo good to work with you, Tim, itâs just such a pleasure!â
âGod, I hate you sometimes.â Bruce was laughing now, deep and highly amused, and Jason gave the âmobile a salute as he turned off towards the Lux-Mart, still snickering.
âLove you too, Timmy; good night, you three, Iâm off to waffle-maker hunt.â
âLove you too, Jay; good luck! And tell Steph we love her too for me, will you?â Bruce asked, over the other twosâ groaning, and Jason chuckled.
From there, he grabbed utensils that he knew he didnât have, then a few things from pharmacy to cover his personal stores for the week. Bandages, wraps, gauze, alcoholâŠall the usual stuff, and then he made his way to the grocery area, where things were getting a little bit busier. Two boxes of waffle/pancake mix, maple syrup, and a carton of eggs; a package of bacon made the cut too, as did a gallon of milk, a bottle of his favorite fancy protein juice smoothie, and as he made his way into the produce section, a bag each of blackberries, raspberries, and blueberries. He also got a couple apples, good for a snack as well as baking into the batter, and a pair of pomegranates. Bananas too, just as small bunch, and a small tub of butter.
On a whim, he also grabbed sugary snacks for later, mostly Hostess cakes and some Little Debbie stuff, and a big bag of Chex Mix; not healthy, no, but they held up to patrols well, and heâd gone hungry too many nights to ever feel good about not having food around. BesidesâŠhis stay in the Lazarus Pit hadnât just accelerated his healing factorâŠitâd forced his metabolism onto a higher level, and now he could almost match Kon pound for pound with food. He also grabbed some pizzas; just in case, he liked to have them. Checking his watch, Jason bit off a swear; it was seven am already, and it was easily a half-hour drive back into Gotham.
He got through self checkout with ease, and hauled his finds out of the store, leaving the cart at the entrance and legging it to his truck. To his surprise, clouds that hadnât been visible in the darkness were rolling over the whole of Gotham City, heavy thunder rumbling out on the ocean, and in the low light from the rising sun, he made a few quick calculations. He had just enough time to get back to the city before the rain really started; he loaded up his backseat and tore ass out of the parking lot, hopping on the freeway in record time. He glanced around, confused at the lack of carsâŠthen laughed to himself.
Of course it was empty; it was Sunday. I think Iâm getting to love Sundays nowâŠJason thought to himself as he gunned it back to Stephâs place, settling back for the drive with a sigh. Just then, the familiar strains of âHomeâ came onto the radio, and Jason grinned, then started singing along.
âIâm goinâ homeâŠto the place where I belongâŠâ
Jason parked the truck in one of the public lots just outside the main market district, finding a decent spot just before the big evening rush, and Steph was happy to have his hand back out to the ground, tucking her hand into the crook of his elbow as he led her gently over the pitted gravel lot. Certainly, she could have done it herself with a little extra time, butâŠwell, leaning on Jason was nice, and Steph was, frankly, enjoying the attention. Maybe it was just the fact that we were young, and totally mismatched, but TimâŠnever acted like this with me. Sure, heâd help me if I really needed it, but just being a gentleman? Just doing it for the sake of being nice? Definitely not. And Jason, of all people, didnât hurry her along, nor did he patronize her; he was steady, strong, and encouraging, giving her sweet smiles as they found their footing back onto solid concrete.
âSorry about that, I should have looked for a better lotâŠâ She shook her head, kissing his cheek again on her tiptoes, and Jason blushed all over again, and when had Tim ever apologized? She couldnât remember.
âJason, thatâs so not a problem; this is nice and close, so we donât have to take a shuttle out to the truck, and a little gravel isnât going to hurt us.â His eyes softened a little more at that, and she patted his bicep, snuggling close. âBesides, you made me a happy woman just by taking me out like this, yâknow? Not every day a girl gets her crush to like her back.â Steph felt him freeze, and she glanced up, worried nowâŠonly for Jason to catch her lips in a searing kiss that struck her like a bolt of lightning. OhâŠJason pulled back, panting just a little, and Steph gave a tiny moan, clinging to his arms where heâd wrapped her up tight, and he pressed his forehead to hers, brilliant eyes glowing, just a tiny bit, from the Lazarus Pit.
ââŠBaby, Iâve cared about you for so damned long.â He whispered, and it was Stephâs turn to freeze, eyes wide as saucers. âYou never treated me like an outcast, never judged meâŠâ
âYou make me feel like I belong.â Steph whispered back, her voice cracking, and Jasonâs eyes closed in pain, honest, real pain, before he kissed her again.
âYou belong with me.â He murmured, and oh, her heart took a swan dive. âYou belong on our patrol, you belong in my armsâŠStephie, baby, you belong. And if B or the Replacement or anyone fuckinâ tells you otherwise, Iâll blow off their goddamn kneecaps.â Jason growled, and Steph burst into slightly teary giggles, laughing as he grinned, his hackles lowering at her joy.
ââŠMaybe like, just shoot through the bicep or something?â
âFuck no, kneecappinâ teaches a proper lesson.â He muttered, but Jason was already calming down, snuggling her close as Steph took a deep breath and let it out, centering herself. âBut seriously. You fuckinâ belong; you were Robin, Batgirl, and now youâre Spoiler againâŠfuck, youâre a Dead Robin, youâre extra special.â Steph smiled at that, and Jason nuzzled her cheek, his lips softening back into that familiar grin. âI mean, you were extra special already, butâŠâ
âFlattery will get you everywhere, Mr. Todd.â
âAinât flattery if itâs true, Ms. Brown. CâmonâŠIâll bet youâre hungry, I know you missed out on Alâs waffles today.â Steph made a face again, but let Jason turn her back towards the market and restaurant district, feeling her stomach growl at the thought of something other than protein bars.
âIâm still pissed at Tim for that.â The fucker had told Alfred that Steph had texted him that she and Jason both were running late, and so when theyâd arrived at the normal time, Alfred had already gone out to do his errands, and Bruce and Tim had just finished demolishing the waffle supply. Jason had been angry, but Steph had been both livid and hurt; one punch to the nose for Red Robin and sheâd stormed out, Jason right behind her after tossing Tim into the trash, and theyâd hit up Pentabux in the Business District for coffee and pricy snacks to tide them over. Jason had paid, of course, because heâd insisted that Steph save her money; he was making more than enough for both of them.
Hmm. Maybe thatâs when I realized he was more than just a friendâŠHeâd been so protective over her, and yet, encouraging too. Heâd taken over her training, helping her lock in all the skills sheâd been thrown into one by one. And the whole time, heâd been grumpy, but never at herâŠit was always âGoddammit, B, he shoulda shown you how to duck and roll properly, do it like this to protect your head.â or âFuck that twerp of a replacementâŠYouâre doinâ great, Blondie, keep that punch lined up and youâll never need another blow to knock down a henchman.â Steph was in the best shape of her life, physicallyâŠand surprisingly enough, mentally too. She leaned into his chest, and Jason slid his arm away from hers long enough to wrap it around her shoulders, keeping her closer now.
âAs you should be. Câmon, youâre gonna love what I have in mind, Stephie.â
Contrary to practically every asshole in Metropolisâ assumptions, Gotham had sunny days. Sunny days, in fact, bright and cheerful and blue with wispy soft clouds high, high in the sky, the skyscrapers all colorful and glimmering, the suburbs and apartment blocks full of life. Part of that life was aided by the Wayne family fortunes, and the Martha Wayne Foundationâs constant commitment to bettering the world for those who had been left in the dust by city council members and the Mayorâs office.Â
Even down in the Narrows, hardy flowers and little vegetable gardens, built in raised planters or punching through cracks in the sidewalks and alleys, tended by a trio of elderly florists, who even now were passing on their skills and bounty to the eager, pinched faces of the orphans who swarmed them.
It was good to see.
Even the various gang members left those hardy planters unmolested, walking around the dandelions and ice plants and stubborn ivy, and very few of even the most violent pricks to walk Gothamâs streets were willing to harm their own people, worn down and battered by all those above them. The Narrows might have been a place where supervillains recruited their henchmen, but it remained quietly protected, safer than many other boroughs of the city⊠And today, one such of its protectors, Spoiler, was settled quietly up on the rooftop of the old Baudelaire Flower shop, smiling a little as she watched over her neighborhood.
Sure, she could be patrolling; it was a Saturday, after all, but it was the first warm day of spring, a balmy seventy-two degrees with a light wind and a tiny hint of rain on the breeze. There werenât any clouds in sight, but on the ocean as Gotham was, it wouldnât surprise anyone if a spring storm built up and washed the city clean again. Itâd just happened a week prior, and would again and again, and frankly, that was Stephâs favorite part of spring, even if she did love the sun. Thanks to Wayne Industries again for helping eliminate the acid rain problem that Gotham had been plagued with, and of course, a littleâŠextra help shutting down Black Maskâs old metal plant had brought clearer skies back to Gotham, and so much less pollution.
Hell, itâd even brought jobs; she could see the solar panels glinting off the old smokestacks from the factories down by the bay, and the shipping warehouses that ringed the bay were full of new goods and former henchmen happy to have good paying jobs again without all the danger. Even the villains hadnât had much problem with the changes; Joker hardly cared one way or another, Two-Face was perfectly fine with it, since, after all, it brought âbalanceâ, and Penguin was actually going somewhat legit by retrofitting the old factories (and hadnât that been a surprise to Bruce; turned out there was more profit in being better at the job than anyone else, and Cobblepot knew how to work that system). Harley and Ivy had both retired to live in Robinson Park, taking over an old caretakerâs cottage and managing the parkâs needs quite neatly, thank you very much.
Black Mask, howeverâŠSteph closed her eyes to the memories, swallowing the anger and fear and pain, and opened them again at the familiar hissss of a helmet being removed, heavy boots crunching over the gravel on the rooftop beside her. Jason sat down on the ledge next to her, his red domino mask crinkling with his eyes over a warm smile, and Steph couldnât help but smile back, sliding her own hood and mask down and letting her braid out of confinement, pulling her goggles up to keep back her bangs. Jasonâs presence, as always, washed away the nightmare fuel that was Black Mask and his fucked up sins, and Steph breathed a little easier.
âOld memories, Blondie?â Damn, but he could read her like a book, but it wasnâtâŠlike the others; even Dick could be too much at times, for all that he was a goofy sweetheart. JasonâŠwell, maybe it was because they were both kids from the streets, a sort of trust that they were all raised with that just bled between them, like ink in the rain.
âYeahâŠI appreciate the distraction, Jase. Thank you.â He chuckled at that, warm and low and so sexy, and Steph held back a sigh, her tummy curling with knots of pleasure and joy at him He was justâŠso kind and sweet to her, and those penetrating green-blue eyes held an interest that sheâd fought to even see in TimâsâŠAll in all? Flirting with the Red Hood was a hell of a lot more fun. But first, always first, was their jobs; this was their home, and they would do anything to protect it.
âNo problemâŠkinda figured from the look on your face. Howâs the Narrows?â He kept his voice light, gentle, and Steph adored him for it; it was casual, understanding, and not another goddamn demand. Like B. Like Tim.
âLookinâ good, everyoneâs beenâŠwell, honestly, in a pretty decent mood today. One of the usual troublemakers was even napping under a tree over at the churchyard, so I just left him be after talking to John.â
âFather John okayâd it?â
âHe said, and I quote; âBetter anyone comes here to rest, than to cause trouble to others. I welcome them all with open arms and a cool drink.ââ Jason smiled at that, another real, honest smile, and Steph grinned back; both of them liked Father John, not in the least because he looked like the pastoral version of Santa. Heâd been setting out large coolers full of lemonade, tea, and water for people to take as they pleased when Steph had walked up, and knowing John, probably some homemade cookies too. And his only fee was a handshake, a hug, or a blessing, which had won him both Spoiler and Red Hoodâs undying (or would it be dying? Kinda hard to tell) affection.
âI love that old guy. So, since things are looking decent, and I was just at the docks, even the old gangsters are sunning themselves over a game of Scopa. I saw Cobblepot and his crew working on the old paper factory, and really, doing a damn fine job of it. Even told him so myself, and I never thought Iâd see the day Oswald Cobblepot didnât try and shoot me on sight. Maybe the world really is ending.â She laughed at that, happy and bright, and he laughed too, pulling her easily into a hug against his side, and Steph shamelessly leaned into his bulk, sighing happily as he rubbed her shoulder. âSo, fellow Dead Robin; how about we let B and the Replacement patrol tonight, and we go enjoy ourselves, hmm?â He murmured, lips moving against her forehead, and Steph nuzzled up a little, wrapping her arms around his waist.
That sounds an awful lot like a date to meâŠÂ Her subconscious whispered, and she felt a blush creep up her cheeksâŠbut she pulled back a little to meet his eyes, reading the unspoken truth in them. He met her gaze, a tiny blush on his own face, covering strong cheekbones that could have been a dead ringer for Bruce Wayne if you didnât know better, the wind playing with his soft wavy locks, the lone streak of white fluttering against his forehead. Jason Todd was devastatingly handsome, fiercely intelligent, and dangerous as the Narrows themselvesâŠand Steph smiled, feeling those knots uncurl in happiness at the honest hope in his eyes.
âWhatâd you have in mind?â His grin was as bright as the sunshine bathing them both, and he winked.
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âAsshole cop.â Jason grumbled as they walked back towards the truck, and Steph giggled wildly, her lipstick only just cleaned up from the wipes she kept in her bag, eyes dancing as they made their way through the crowded Saturday night boardwalk, said asshole cop glaring behind them. Sure, they maybe got a little too into making out on the bench, but Jason had been so thrilled by her reference, and Steph was justâŠabsolutely in love with Jason. So. Yâknow. One thing led to another and Jasonâs hand had crept up her skirt while sheâd straddled his lapâŠ
And then Officer OâGrady had blown his whistle. Right in their ears.
âI agreeâŠsorry he got your bad sideâŠâ Jason shot her a grateful smile, and she kissed his cheek softly, all sympathy. The explosion when he was fifteen had ruptured his eardrum, and high-pitched sounds bothered the hell out of him on his left side still, which was why his helmet had specialized protective ear guards, and he wore sound-reducing plugs with his domino. ItâŠwas perhaps one of the few things that Bruce and Jason had bonded over; Bruce used similar ones for his own cowl, and had adapted Jasonâs with regard to the minor hearing loss.
âEhâŠAt least it didnât make my tinnitus start up. All he had to do was cough or somethinââŠâ Steph agreed, and rubbed his back soothingly, smiling as Jason squeezed her shoulder and kissed her temple. As much as sheâd liked the idea of the Ferris WheelâŠOâGrady was following, she could sense his eyes on her ass, and evidently, so could Jason; he raised his free arm to flip the cop off and hugged her a little closer, arm sliding down to wrap around her waist. Not to grope her, not that Steph would have mindedâŠbut she smiled, snuggling in close anyway. It was possessive without making her the possession.
Makes Dean look like the pervert he was. Creep. And Jason and I are whatâŠthree years apart? She made a few mental calculations and nodded to herself, satisfied; they were right at three years and two months apart, and while she and Tim were the same ageâŠshe had more in common with Jay. More shared life experience, tooâŠ
âBabe? You okay there? You look like youâre a million miles awayâŠâ Jason murmured, pausing at the entrance to the carpark, and Steph shook herself, smiling up at him.
âYeahâŠsorry, was justâŠthinking about things.â
ââŠGood things? Bad things?â
âA little bad, then a little good. I promise, Iâm okayâŠjustâŠmaybe more tired than I realized.â She winced at that, but Jason just chuckled, warm and sweet.
âI donât doubt it, we were both up early. As fun as the bench wasâŠhow about we head back and get some rest, hmm?â
âYes pleaseâŠUmâŠdoâŠyou mind if I ask you to take me home?â His eyes softened at that, dark green with the night, and he kissed her softly, guiding her back over the gravel with care.
âNot at all, sweetheart; besides, I donât put out on the first date.â Steph burst into giggles at that, and Jason snickered, helping her back up into the truck. He hopped over the hood, every inch the reckless Bat-boy, which made Steph break into more giggles. Joining her in the cab, he swooped in for a kiss that Steph gladly gave, and carefully got them out of the parking space, bitching a little about idiot tourists and shitty drivers as he made his way to the road again. âGoddamn fuckinâ cop could be over here clearing this mess outâŠâ
âAt least Penguinâs men have it well-lit again; the city didnât do shit about that.â Steph growled out, suddenly feeling far more charitable to Cobblepot and his crew. Whatever else Oswald might have once been, fatherhood seemed to have mellowed him immensely, and his mostly-legit wealth was going into things like lighting the Mile, same with Bruce; hell, Bruce had even sent baby gifts, both has Wayne and Batman, since Cobblepot had largely dropped out of the Roguesâ with the birth of his daughter.
âYeah, I think B thanked him for it the other day, Barb was shocked on the comms because they actually had a polite conversation; he asked about Robin, B asked about Tracey and little Eugenie.â
âAwwwwwâŠIâll get a purple penguin for her when I go out on patrol tomorrow.â Jason chuckled at that, and Steph relaxed into his shoulder, fine with taking the back roads home to her apartment. Here too, the little improvements had made things better for everyone, not just the wealthy Gothamites; lights brightened the once gloomy alleys, and people, feeling safer, had begun cleaning them up. Dumpsters had been moved to the backs of the buildings, and play areas built, full of beat up toys. Old sawhorses and a few semi-straight boards sporting carefully repaired flowerpots full of cheap herbs and little flowers leaned against the brownstones, painted bright with cheap acrylic and leftover housepaint.
Graffiti artists, once the bane of the neighborhoods, had been given purpose and permission to express themselves via the Wayne Urban Art grants, and now murals of every color covered the once ugly cement walls. Meanwhile the old abandoned lots, once ignored by the city, had been bought up by Wayne Industries and given to the neighborhoods as small leisure areas, with young saplings and soft grass and little free gardens, tended carefully by gardeners hired by Bruce himself.
Crime still ran rampant, of course; hell, thatâs why they still had patrols.
But more and more, that crime was white-collar or supervillain; the average Joe was happy to have a good job again, and a place to call home that wasnât covered in trash and grime. Petty criminals with a family to feed or a dangerous addiction had more avenues for help now, with flyers on every corner, and kind counselors available night and day. And the only requirement was only âif you know someone else who needs us, please bring them here.â Steph approved of that, as did Jason, and Bruce had only smiled and said âI thought of you two when we set that up.â Highest compliment heâs ever given us, I thinkâŠitâŠit really has made a difference. Just in my life aloneâŠ
Crystal Brown had been among the first heâd welcomed to the program, and Steph had broken down crying on Bruceâs shoulder the day her mom had come home clean. Really clean now; whatever else might have happened between them, Steph was just glad to have her mom backâŠand Jason had had much the same reaction, so Alfred had told her, when Royâd gone through it too. Roy was Jayâs best friend in the whole worldâŠshe smiled a little. Iâd almost be jealous, butâŠCass is my best friend. And if Cass swung that way, Iâd have dated her in a heartbeat, I thinkâŠIâm not mad that he and Roy were a pair. Iâm just glad theyâre still friends.
âGotta say, Bâs really made home feel a lot less gentrified, and moreâŠâ
âAlive.â She murmured, and Jason nodded, his voice a little tight as he pulled into her apartmentâs lot.
ââŠI was worried, when he started this, that itâd be the Bowery all over again.â He murmured, and she squeezed his arm, taking a deep breath.
âMe too, if weâre being honest here. ButâŠitâs not. Itâs not. ItâsâŠwhat we would have wanted. Hell, he even retrofitted the Starlight with green tech so that the Narrowsâ best babysitter didnât have to close down.â He laughed, soft and sweet, and kissed her forehead.
âTell me about it, I begged him to bankroll it when I was a kid becauseâŠwell, itâs the last original roller rink on the East Coast. I couldnât bear to see it torn down. I think he started doing it after I diedâŠkinda sweet, to be honest.â
âThatâs what I would have doneâŠOoh. We should go skating next time.â Steph mused, and Jasonâs answer was in a hot, sweet kiss, his eyes dancing in the streetlights.
âItâs a date. Câmon, Iâll walk you to your door?â He suggested, offering his hand, and Steph let him pull her out, heart as light as a feather. He was easy to lean into, not handsy in the slightest, big hands rubbing up and down her back, and already, Steph was boneless against his chest, drowsing as they rode the elevator back up. Their hands clasped, Steph swung them a little as they pulled apart, yawning widely as the elevator stopped and she could lead him back down to her apartment door, pulling out her key.
âMmnâŠthank you. I love youâŠand I hope this is still okay?â She murmured, hopeful and more than a little nervous. Jason kissed her again, then once more, and bussed her nose with his own, the smile on his lips as clear a confirmation as the wordsâŠbut she liked hearing him anyway.
âI love you too, babe, and this is so okay. Get some rest, alrighty? Tim took our patrol tonight, B sent me an apology text earlier, so weâre good till tomorrow.â
âGood. Bastard should know better than to get between me and waffles.â The roguish grin on Jasonâs face made her grin back, and he stroked her hair back over her ear again, something she never let Dean or Tim do, because it feltâŠweird with them. It felt right with Jay.
âGoddamn right, Blondie. Sleep tight, babe, can I bring you waffles in the morning, or are you waffled out?â
âJay, if you bring me waffles in the morning, Iâll put out, alright? Waffles are life.â She retorted, and he fell back with a snicker, shaking his head as he kissed her.
âWell hell, if itâs really that easy, babeâŠâ She swatted his arm, still grinning, and he kissed her once more, leaning into her doorway in a gesture that should have felt intimidatingâŠbut like before, wellâŠit was Jay. It felt right. Steph kissed him back, sighing softly, and he pulled back to kiss her in the center of her forehead. âHead to bed, babe, Iâm not far off. If you need anything, call me, okay?â
âMmn, sounds goodâŠare you really gonna bring me waffles?â She replied, hopeful, and he grinned again, his smile as addictive as his kisses.
âGoddamn right I will, babe. What time works?â
âProbably eight, at least? I need to get up early, do housework, do homeworkâŠâ She made a face, and he made a face with her.
âUgh. Well, I can help with the former, and as for the latter, I can be a quiet boyfriend and clean my guns?â
âDealâŠSee you then?â Steph wanted to crash, she really did, she was yawning so much nowâŠbut she didnât want him to goâŠ
âSee you then. Goodnight, Stephie.â He murmured, kissing her once more, then closed the door for her. She leaned against it, listening to him slip down the stairs, and smiled, stepping out of her sandals with a groan of relief (they were cute, but she was tired enough for them to start hurting finally), and made quick work of taking off the rest of her make up, hanging up her dress, changing into comfy undies and a huge tee shirt. Taking down her hair, she glanced over at her phoneâŠand grinned to see his number light up on the screen. She swiped to answer, and leaned back against the pillows.
âMiss me already, handsome?â He chuckled, warm and low, and it didnât matter that sheâd been hearing it all night; she could hear it a million times, and never get tired of it.
âYou know it, baby. Figured youâd probably have trouble getting to sleep, as tired as you were, soâŠI thought maybe I could read to you?â He sounded so hopeful over the line, and Stephâs breath hitched in her chest. OhâŠ
ââŠIâd really, really like that. What did you have in mind?â She could see his grin as she closed her eyes, and heard the soft sound of pages turning, the faintest creak of an old book opening.
Theyâd agreed to meet up at four in the afternoon after a quick run back to their respective apartments to shower and change out of their patrol gear, and Steph bit her lip as she tugged the towel a little tighter around her chest, wondering just what would be best to wear out. Sheâd asked Jason for an idea of what might be best, thinking heâd probably want to go clubbing (their usual whenever Dick and Kate were in town) or go to barhopping (Roy and/or Artemis), but heâd paused, giving her question serious thought as he stopped the motorcycle outside her apartment building.
âHonestly? Wear something comfortable to walk around in, if youâre up for it? IâŠwanted to do something a little different. Kinda celebrate the weather, yâknow?â And she did knowâŠHeâd been blushing at that, sweet and shy and a little more school boy, a little less sexy asshole, and sheâd hopped off and given him a kiss on the cheek, beaming at the butterflies in her tummy. âOhâŠâ
âAlrighty, that sounds good. Make sure youâre the same?â She almost asked, but Steph decided to add a little more weight to that one; ninety percent of the time, Jason would pull off his armor and change tee shirts, but otherwise, it was always the black/gray camo pants, the tan jacket, and a black shirt. Every. Single. Time. Donât get me wrong, itâs hot as fuck, but I know damn good and well the man has more in his closet than just that. Jason had been a mob boss himself for a time, and she still lusted over the thought that some day, she might see him in the black and red suitsâŠBut for today?
Today was casual cute, for both of them.
âDeal, only fair. Iâll be back at four, okay?â
âSounds good; are we going on your bike?â
âActually, I had a different plan for transportation, if thatâs okay?â She nodded, actually a bit relieved, and he beamed, then leaned in and kissed her, full on the lipsâŠand oh, that made those butterflies burst into life all over again. Sheâd floated up to her apartment in a daze, and after a quick pause to do her dishes (just in case, yâknow, she might have company later) and a shower, sheâd put up her hair in a curly soft messy pony, bangs fluffed out and cute, then followed that up with some classic make up. A touch of mascara, a wickedly sharp wing on each eyeâs liner, a brush of purple eyeshadow, then rosy red (because why not make sure he knew she was interested too?), then a soft pale pink to brighten  just under her eyebrows.
Rose red lipstick completed the look, and she grinned a little, feeling vintage and sexy and cute, then strolled out, still in her towel, to peruse her clothes. After a long conference with herself, she was left with three possibilities. All were cute; all were comfy, and only one required a heel higher than an inch to look fabulous in. That one, the bodycon dress in deep amaranthine, she put away after a long look; it was super cute, but definitely more club than âabout townâ. She also decided against the denim short-shorts and purple crop top; not quite the look she was going for, to be honest, and as pretty as the shimmery crop top was, it might actually be too cool for today.
That left her with the dress sheâd bought a month ago, and she smiled as she undid the buttons on the front of the bodice, pulling out a matching set of lingerie in dark red to put on first. Sheâd found it in a shop just outside the Narrows, and lusted over it for weeks before working up the courage to go in. Thankfully, the woman who ran the shop was from a similar background, and rather than most boutiques, who looked at Stephâs eclectic style and judged, this lady had helped her pick out the right size dress, a cute pair of kitten-heels to go with it, and even a shawl to match. Purple linen, with black polka dots, soft and cool against her hand, made up a lovely day-dress with a sweetheart neckline, fluttery cap sleeves, and a lovely, knee-length, full skirt. With pockets.
And it was easy to step into, sliding up her hips with a whisper of linen on her skin, buttoning with no gaping (which, from experience, Steph could tell anyone was a fuckinâ miracle.) Steph stepped into the matching heels, and gathered up a cute flowered handbag sheâd picked up at the thrift store that rather accented her new dress, matched some studs to the color of the dress, and pulled the wide-brimmed sunhat out of her closet, giggling as she spun in her mirror, feeling cute and happy and justâŠgirlish in a way that sheâd never felt. Even when she was a little girlâŠ
Thankfully, a knock sounded at the door, rapping in the familiar Bat-pattern theyâd all been taught, knocking her melancholy out of orbit and Steph glanced at her phone. 3:58âŠI love a man whoâs never late. She happily danced her way to the door, and when she opened itâŠStephanie Brown froze, jaw dropping.
Because standing at her door, holding a bouquet of purple roses (and where the fuck did he find  PURPLE roses, of all things?!) was Jason Peter Todd, looking as starstruck as she felt, dressed down in a pair of soft gray jeans that hugged his glorious thighs and ass, a pair of slightly battered red Converse, and a red cotton button down over a soft black tank top, buttoned up almost all the way, but left free on the last two buttons, the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, his shirt tucked in, wonder of wondersâŠShe felt herself start to drool a little, and snapped out of it with difficulty, because UNF.
âOhâŠJaseâŠare those for me?â He suddenly snapped back to himself too, looking absolutely adorable as he blushed and nodded.
âOh, uh, yeahâŠThought you might like these, given that your favorite color is pretty much a dead giveaway.â He grinned as she laughed, the ice between them melting once more into easy friendship, and she took the flowers, beckoning him inside as she pulled a vase out of her cupboard. She smiled to see him looking around with interest at her books, her game systems, even her tentative bits of crochet with the soft yarns sheâd bought months ago, and still hadnât quite finished.
ââŠSee something you like?â He blushed, glancing up from reading the back of one of her fantasy books, and grinned sheepishly as she finished putting the last of her roses in their new home. They smelled so so good, and already were opening up, and she hugged her arms to herself shyly as she walked back to him. Jason shelved the book with infinite care, and his eyes seemed to warm even more, his smile creasing his eyes in all the ways sheâd always loved in her fantasy guys.
âI do indeedâŠyou lookâŠGod, you look absolutely amazing in that dress, you know that? Itâs so fuckinâ cute.â
âYou look amazing in that shirt and those jeansâŠI mean it!â He turned away, blushing at that, looking shy now, and she caught his hands in hers, blue eyes trained on his. âSeriously. Itâs a good look.â
ââŠThank you.â He murmured, smile returning to his lips, and she took a risk, rising up on her tiptoes to press a soft kiss to his lips. He kissed her back, just as soft and sweet, and Steph didnât know if she wanted to go out after all; this wasâŠthis was really nice. Jason pulled back, though, and she sighed a little, making him chuckle as he wrapped an arm gently around her waist. âBelieve me, babe, I hate to stop kissing you, but I did make us some nice plans for dinner, if youâre still up for it?â
âOh? What might dinner be?â He grinned at that, so much more in his own comfort zone now, and nodded his head to the west, where the sun was starting to lower in the sky, just a little.
âCare to let me surprise you?â Steph smiled, and put her arm around his waist in return, scooping her handbag up again.
âI suppose I can, this one timeâŠâ She rolled her eyes and he laughed, letting her lock and close the door before guiding her to the stairs, and walking down them in time with her, which, given his longer legs, was definitely something she appreciated.
âI promise, you wonât be disappointed.â As they walked out of the building, Steph was surprised to see a nice, large red truck waiting for them, and Jasonâs hand up into the cab was just as nice as the interior, though it wasnât leather, thankfully, but comfy heavy cotton seats. Dark grey with white accents, made it look a little more typical while still appealing to his color scheme, and Steph wasnât surprised to spot a very, very well hidden (but not if youâre a Bat) gun compartment just under the dash. He gave her a worried look when he realized where her eyes were looking, but she met Jasonâs worry with a smile, and kissed his cheek.
âYou know me, Jase; Iâm not gonna lecture you.â Jasonâs tension melted away at that, and he chuckled, turning on the truck and backing neatly out of the space.
âI should, by now; but I stillâŠpanic, I guess? Too many years of being lambasted by B.â
âDonât I know itâŠbutâŠeh, we both grew up here. We both know what really stops criminals.â She murmured, and he breathed an âAmenâ at that, his right hand gently squeezing her left hand as he drove them towards the livelier market side of the bay.
âStill, I appreciate yourâŠI guess, kindness? Tact?â Steph just smiled, twining her fingers with his, and grinning a little when his big thumb began to rub circles in the side of her hand.
âLetâs go with understanding.â She replied softly, and he gave her a flash of a smile and a squeeze.
Steph breathed in the scent of Jasonâs soap (something natural and sage-y, probably something he found online from an indie seller) and the distant tang of gunpowder, and let him hold her close, the steady tosses and CRACK of the metal milk bottles toppling over behind them a bit of white noise to drown out the memories. Sheâd be five nowâŠSteph snuggled into Jasonâs chest a little, more, relaxing as his big hand rubbed up and down her back, nose buried in her hair as they justâŠleaned together, letting the sea wind ruffle her skirt and his shirt. Five years old. I wonder if she got Deanâs eyes? Or my hair? Best not to wonder too much, though, Stephie, you know where that leadsâŠ
The postpartum depression was a mantle she hadnât really understood at first; being sad made sense, of course, but the fatigue, the listlessness, the apathyâŠTim had gotten frustrated when she hadnât really fought it off, and with Bruceâs reluctant yes, had inducted her as Robin anyway. And for a time, that had workedâŠtraining kept her too tired to focus on her feelings, and detective work kept her mind occupiedâŠbut it was always lurking there. And I never dealt with it. Not until after Black MaskâŠShe flinched, that memory all too vivid, and Jasonâs arms tightened, just a little, his voice soft and deep.
âBabe?â
âSorryâŠsorryâŠjustâŠthinking aboutâŠthatâŠled to thinking about what Sionis did to meâŠâ He gently drew her back, not breaking the embrace by a long shot, but rested his forehead against hers, eyes dark now with simmering rage. She studied him, well aware that Jason, of all the family, was the one person most likely lose his shit againâŠand yet, she had never felt safer. His eyes closed, and when they opened again, that rage was banked, tempered with a love so fierce that that was what took her breath away, melting into his kiss without a moment of concern.
ââŠOne day, I will kill that fucker.â
ââŠI might just help you.â He paused, lips thinning again, but Steph just gave him a weary smile. âI mean it. I get Bruceâs personal oath against murderâŠbut you and I know all too well what really cleans up the streets, JayâŠand Sionis has had it coming for a long, long time. He might entertain high company, but we all know what he is.â His lips quirked up at that, and she kissed him again, and again, gently teasing a real smile from him once more.
âAnd that is?â
âA man whose inferiority complex is fully justified.â Jason burst into laughter at that, sagging back against the light pole as he snickered breathlessly, hugging her close and kissing her as soon as he had air to do so, which made her laugh too, her grin almost hurting with how wide it was.
âChrist on a cracker, Steph, thatâs it, thereâs no other woman in the world for me.â She giggled and wrapped her arms around his neck, purring when he followed her away from the pole in an easy sort of dance, their bodies finding a rhythm that was almost fightingâŠalmost. âMarry meâŠâ
âFirst date, waffles for dinner, and a marriage proposal? Mr. Todd, youâre spoiling me absolutely rotten!â He grinned wickedly and drew her into a kiss, twirling with her in his arms as they danced over the dockâs walkway, footsteps light as air. The sunset through the various carnival hawker stands lit up their dance as they made their way down the dock towards the rides, and Steph felt her heart stutter as it caught the red of his shirt for a moment, then the toss of her ponytail, glowing golden in the light. They danced like two flames, and though she wasnât as good as Cass or Kate, Steph didnât know that it mattered; Jason was good enough for both of them.
âWell, Ms. Brown, I had it on good authority from a little birdie that you deserved itâŠâ He murmured, his eyes so soft and open now, that rage vanished in a sea of love, and Steph let herself fall all the way into that kiss, one that feltâŠmore than the others, and the others had been damned goodâŠShe nipped his lower lip, and he nipped her back, and their dance faded with the last of the sun, the solar-powered LED string bulbs that criss-crossed overhead bursting to bright light, and Steph pulled back just enough, her eyes wide, heart pounding. Judging by the awestruck look on Jasonâs face, he wasnât much better, and he so gently kissed the center of her forehead. ââŠis this too much, baby?â
ââŠitâs amazing, JasonâŠâ She murmured, having closed her eyes and leaned into him, and she looked up again, hoping against hope that her will showed in her glance. âI mean it. And the answerâsâŠmost likely yes. Iâd like a couple more dates, justâŠto be sure, butâŠyes.â He blinked, confused, then his eyes went hugeâŠand she just giggled. âSurprised?â
ââŠand absolutely fuckinâ delighted. And patient. You say when, Iâll be ready, babe. I mean it.â Jasonâs expression relaxed a little, and he nuzzled her lips for another kiss, grinning as she giggled. âToldja you belonged in this family...â
âYou didâŠand you were right.â
âOh? Thatâs a rarity.â She laughed, swatting his bicep gently, and he smirked. âAbout what?â