#sobning

Guys

GUYS.....

'It is the end of your penitence

It is the end of your sadness and pain

It's the return to your innocence

It is the end of a life grieved in vain

You will, too, I will, too

Everybody leaves one day

I know it hurts

Everybody goes away

Come with me to the rainbow's end

Come with me to the Holy Land'

GUYS IM GONNA CRY.....

(lyrics from Ghosts new song Excelsis from Skeletá)

I have a very specific type of relationship I want and it seems like no one else wants the same and imma cry

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~•♡ Age: 18

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~•♡ Sexuality: Omnisexual w/ Masc preference, polyamorous, AceFlux [sometimes Ace, sometimes Alo, sometimes in between], Panromantic

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~•♡ Status: Taken

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~•♡ Gender: Genderfluid Transmasc [My gender shifts rarely, but is always masculine leaning.]

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~•♡ Pronouns: He/they/it/she

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~•♡ About me: Im a bubbly extroverted person when you get to know me, but I'm usually awkward and kind of weird before I know you well. Im 5'2", and mid/plus sized. I looveee Ghost BC, Sleep Token, Creepypastas, Undertale, FNAF, IHNMAIMS, MHA, Hello Kitty & Friends [not Sanrio as a whole], Alt fashion/music, and Gravity Falls. Some of my hobbies are Cooking/baking, DIYing/altering my clothes, Painting [oil & acrylic], Kandi, Reading, Drawing [Traditional & Digital], and I have a niche hobby/interest combo of off-putting or disturbing topics [Usually history or psychology related].

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~•♡ My tags: #nixs rambles <3 for rambling about life things, #nix writes <3 for stories/concepts, #nixs art <3 for [rare] art posts, and #nixs blabs <3 for random shitposting, and ill use fandom tags accordingly <3

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~•♡ Warnings/Things to know: I am a part of a system, though I [Nix] am the only one that will post on this blog. I am ADHD autistic, with special interests on Ghost, Sleep Token, and history [with a specific focus on WWII/Pre-WWII era warcrimes!!]. Being autistic means I cannot read tone well over text, so please PLEASE clarify tone/intent when talking to me!! I am a chronic overthinker, so if I don't get clarification [either w/ tone tags or some other way] I think I upset people often. I am a Polytheistic Pagan, though I follow the teachings of the Satanic Temple [Not the same as the Satanic Church], so please respect that when talking religion with me.

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i did finish a canvas course earlier tho, so thats a benefit ig