#so normal.

Something about how he's been yelling the entire time that all vampires are monsters.

Something about how Pyro said being a vampire brings out the deepest darkest parts of you.

Something about how Owen said Avid has the makings of a monster in him.

Avid has such a clear internalised hatred towards all vampires, even ones he claims to be okay with (mostly Shelby, but see the way he reacted when he found out about Apo and (supposedly) Legs as well). He's spent his basically whole life convinced all vampires are monsters, and now that he is one, well maybe now he's a monster too.

He's been trying to move past what he's done and what's been done to him. He's horrified at what he's become and what he's becoming. He's realising that there's no going back to what he was before. He afraid maybe there's nothing to go back to, maybe he's been a monster all along.

The dark descent started a long, long, long time ago. That isn't what this is. No, this is the landing, rough and violent and explosive and with a blast radius that covers the whole town.

Oh, Junior!

insp by @bagelb0nes ‘s comic

still in love sees her so normally.