#so complex

all my behind-the-scenes concept work and such for the HGCZ! i had a blast working on it all.

Vindemiator: /vɪnˌdɛmi.təɹ/ originates from the Greek term for 'the grape gatherer', a simple bright yellow star. A mere servant to others' desires; nothing more than the name assigned to him. Vindemiator, the star: a grape gatherer. Never to enjoy the fruits of his own labour, dismissed the moment the job is done. Vindemiator, the incubus: a sex demon. Meant to transform and lose himself to satisfy others, for a mere crumb of nourishment, kicked out of sweat soaked sheets once the fun was had......that was over. He wasn't going back to that life. He was Gavin. A white hawk, with wings that paved their own path.

Time to make this more angsty. Do you guys think that Filbrick would make Ford dress up all appropriate and normal in this photo? Do you think that Filbrick saw his “favorite” son wasn’t normal because of his hands? Do you think Ford tries to hide his hands a lot behind his back with this posture because it looks more professional?

Then, you realize…

“your father won’t want you returning without millions,”

Filbrick doesn’t care for Ford anymore. He once saw his son as a person who would be successful, but it is all put on pause when Stan accidentally “wrecked” Ford’s future. He only saw Ford useful when he had potential to only make money. Now he doesn’t see him as anything anymore.

However, Bill does now. This cycle will repeat with Bill.

When they're finally alone in that stone house by her father's secret lake- she confesses that she only pretended to love Peeta to save HIS life.

"President Snow told me he'd kill you."

She then lays out her escape plan.

Gale is delighted. Laughing, spinning her around- finally included in a vision of bliss with her.

He confesses he loves her.

She is too fucking traumatized to say it back.

Of course she loves him. But love is vulnerability. A luxury she can't afford in survival mode.

It's such beautiful slow motion tragedy.

Such exquisite whump.

Then she tells Gale she wants Peeta to go with them into the woods. And Haymitch.

He realizes she's saving everyone she loves. Not just him.

It becomes simple again. The hurt takes over. He leaves the gloves.

"I don't want anything made in the capitol."

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA