Little update on my love life (cause it’s been a few months lol)
Slut for Sony (my long term ex) is done with me. Like, done-done. And I’m honestly really broken up about it and I don’t know why. Like yes, I was quite literally planning on spending my entire life with this guy but he really needed to grow up before that was going to happen. We broke up over 2 years ago though. Have I really been avoiding those emotions for this long?! I mean, I’m thinking about the guy almost every day. Then I have a good day and I don’t, or I convince myself I can’t stand him. Then I see a pic of him and I just… 😭
Fiery ginger and I are still together, but I don’t know for how long. He’s a great guy, and the sex is okay but… I’m just not in love with him. It’s been 6 months. If I was going to feel it I would have felt it by now. Part of me wants to keep him because I do enjoy being around him! But part of me thinks it would be kinder to end things and let him find the right person instead of wasting both our time. Also, our relationship is open, but the only person I’m not allowed to hook up with is, you guessed it, strawberry shortcake. So… that’s also annoying because part of me just wants to get that out of my system 🙃
Speaking of hookups, I also have an old crush that I met on tumblr that I might be seeing soon! His dick is, well…. Let’s just say that I’m a little frightened by it 😂 It’s so big!! But I’m gonna try it because why tf not at this point. Besides… I really enjoy his personality regardless. If we have a good time other than sex and I end up with a bruised cervix it will probably be worth it 😂 We’re gonna give him a tag and name it #smlx. If he’s comfortable with it, I might just tag his blog lol. (I know you’ll see this, so lmk 😘)
I also have another new tumblr crush, but we’ll see where that is in a month or so! No point designating another tag yet, especially with him being across the country 😂
Edit to add: I’m single as of a few hours after this was originally posted 😭
