#sleepytwt

i miss phil and techno lightheartedly making fun of sleepytwt and i miss wilbur and tommy playing into it because they saw more in the idea than they were willing to admit. i like to think that that’s actually how i started to form such a strong love for sbi in the first place 7 months ago. like... i miss when there was something there to tear down and make its people cry with desperation all in good fun, only to forgive and forget it all the next time we got even a few crumbs of 4/4 content.

i’m tired of losing things that were so important to me once. i mean, at least we still have 4/4 creators making content, be it altogether (rarely) or individually, but first it was the muffin trio (skep/bbh/a6d) falling apart and then triotwt & a6dtwt (rightfully but still), and now this. we still have sbi but we lost the best part of the community and it hurts. it hurts how the most iconic techno stans, a few of whom i was friends with, just... gave in to all the pressure and even became one of those awful people. i’m sure anyone who spent some time there would know imara @/pLgrank, and i’m still so bitter about how much hatred it has for technoblade now when they just. didn’t before?? like it took it a good couple months to just turn on him after all that history they had.

it especially hurts because as someone who spent a lot of time in only triotwt and then privtwt, i never got to even be apart of it and that’s something i partially regret, although i know it would’ve ended worse for me if i had been. and now i watch all these people try to deplatform all four of them for unjustified bullshit reasons because dttwt is so much better. i know there was a lot more genuine hatred between the two than it appeared on the surface because it was just that obvious, but i guess dttwt really meant it enough to act that savagely, because i’ve never come across a techno anti who wasn’t mainly a dream or george stan. so yeah, i have a lot against you guys and i’m making it personal. don’t care.