#simon hc

Like this guy got merged with the tree when it spring up from a seed in seconds. I like to think that is what could help him survive losing his arm and being dragged out of the blood ocean. He just has these small things that should be more of an issue but just aren't. He can hold his breath for an incredibly long time and his skin closes minutes after he stitches it together.

There are also so many angst potentials. Simon keeps physically healing quickly but it is just another reminder every time he scars instantly that he's not quite human anymore and he feels like there is something invasive still lingering in his blood

Grace comments that he is getting better really quickly which is so good! But his body still carries the trauma long after the wound closes.

the urge to play a little rough with simon

Going toe to toe with him, pushing him down onto the worn down coach. Climbing into his lap. One hand tangling into his short hair and pulling, sharply. The other hand going around his throat and simply holding before tightening. Not enough to cause serious hurt or injury. Never that. But enough to slightly constrict his airflow.

Simon looking up at you with a small smile and glazed over eyes when you tower over him and snarl into his face. A viscous sound escaping you without your say. Kissing him with probably too much tongue and teeth but not caring. Simply wanting to taste every part of him. To take. Biting into his lower lip until you taste blood and hear simon let out a breathy sigh. His hips bucking up into you at the feel. Earning him your fingernails biting into his shoulder blades.

"Stay." You command. Voice coming out rougher than expected, but Simon only swallows down a whimper and obeys. Trying his best to stay still. Moving your hands to pin his wrists next to his head and dipping your head down to start sucking marks into the flesh of his neck. Feeling the overwhelming need to feel his skin between your teeth, to bite and soothe the sting with your soft tongue. To leave your mark on him.

because a full length list would be too long of a post.

1. His love of magic could easily be interpreted as a special interest

“No ones loves magic like I do,” (Carry On, page 9).

2. He is shown to have poor spatial awareness

“That’s when we hear the first scream. I stand up, knocking the table over and breaking the teapot more conclusively,” (Carry On, page 235).

“...before she starts treating me like a Great Dane who can’t help knocking things over with its tail… You’d have to be incorporeal not to knock anything over,” (Carry On, page 267).

3. He is always interpreting things literally

“‘Let hardship sharpen your blade, Simon.’ I thought he meant my actual blade… Eventually I figured out that he meant me,” (Carry On, page 9).

It even affects his magic: “And sometimes when [Simon] casts metaphors, they go viciously literal,” (Carry On, page 119).

4. He has his whole thing with lists to help him process things

“I keep a list—of all the things I miss most—and I’m not allowed to touch it in my head until I’m about an hour from Watford. Then I run through the list one by one. It’s sort of like easing yourself into cold water. But the opposite of that I suppose—easing yourself into something really good, so the shock of it doesn’t overwhelm you. / I started making my list, my good things list, when I was 11, and I should probably cross a few things off, but that’s harder than you’d think,” (Carry On, page 11).

^ Not only is the list thing autistic, struggling to take things off because he's grown used to the list as it is is autistic.

5. He has difficulty with verbal communication

“Half of Snow’s sentences are shrugs,” (Carry On, page 354).

“I’ve never been good with words,” (Carry On, page 107). They mention this like a million times.

This is the bit that really convinces me: "I don’t remember when I learned to talk, but I know they tried to send me to specialists… I used to see a counselor and a speech therapist. ‘Use your words, Simon.’ I got so bloody sick of hearing that. It was so much easier to just take what I wanted instead of asking for it. Or thump whoever was hurting me, even if they thumped me right back," (Carry On, page 108).

“Simon seemed conscious, but wasn’t saying anything. And he wouldn’t make eye contact,” (Carry On, page 427). The eye contact thing in here is also pretty autistic.

6. He does a lot of stimming

“Simon groans and rakes at his hair,” (Carry On, page 362). He messes with his hair a lot.

“Simon was pacing around my bedroom, swinging his blade,” (Carry On, page 454).

“I intentionally slam my shoulder into the wall next to the door. (People who tell you that slamming and bashing into things won’t make you feel better haven’t slammed or bashed enough),” (Carry On, page 274). This one especially stands out to me.

Chloe is 5'3"

Kim is 5'4"

Chris is 5'6"

Leo is 5'7"

Tina is 5'7"

Elijah is 5'9"

Simon is 6'3"

Nines is 6'4"

Josh is 6'4"

Luther is 6'5"

Prompt // @amyriadofmuses

🍑- What lengths are your muse/s willing to go, to please their partner?