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that arc is crazy, WILD………………

-Mustache

I come home from work and thia puppy follows me. shes scared but she follows me. So I give her some water and she whines a little. so I go to my place and grab some hotdogs. she eats some and wants more water. she licks my hand but wouldnt let me pet her. an hour later of me sitting out there with her I try to bring her in for the night. she comes in for about a dew seconds and leaves. just stands at the door. I couldnt grab her. I could see she was tired. so I made a box bed with a towel in it. after I shut my door, I wait and look out the window and shes laying in box bed I made. I hope shes okay.... but now I'm wide awake. I keep peeping out my window. shes still there. but she gets startled everytime I move my blinds. My neighbor saw her too and was like its too cold. even for an animal. :( *siiiiiiiiiiiighs* I really hope shes okay. #straydog #lasvegas #sleeplessnights #awake #shouldsleep #animal https://www.instagram.com/p/BqKLWO0D6lS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ay2z81bzkpd2

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Pasticheofskin.Sarahah.Com #sarahah #sarahahapp Feel free to answer my q's anonymously #thoughtsoftheday #awake #shouldsleep but craving some things. Lots of questions I need to answer to myself, not any of them great and the answers even shitter than the questions. Though it might be worth being #openandhonest about it. Is what I make absolute #dogshit ? plenty of #creative doubt going on bit items an honest question. Is there an audience of 0.005 of the English speaking population for me? That's approx 50k people in the world who'd like to listen to me talk maybe a fjrther sub section of 5k that can fully interpret my accent. If they exist I would absolutely love to talk to them BTW. Kinda the whole reason why I've made videos everyday Where are you people? because I have a feeling the people I've been talking to all my life never really wanted to discuss with me in the first place. I was simply foisted upon them by circumstance. Currently what I do is #financallyunviable but personally full filling as is anything you WANT to do and I've have found the method to monetise sad endeavour but what I've lack is an #audience , good or bad though I'm possibly just wasting effort that could be better spent . This doesnt occur in a vaccum it's always when we compare ourselves to others that we find the flaws in our own method and I'd like to ask all and sundry, Can I get some confirmation or rebuttal, is it shit? Why are others doing so much better than me? comparative assesment is native to anything we do its an intrinsic competitive nature and defining orselves by those around us. Is forging my own path pushing too much against a tide and do i have anywhere near the charm or charisma to pull it off? These are things that sometimes you can't answer for yourself I joke that I feel like a non-playable character spawned into everyone else's life with a tidbit of relvent quest information to each but I long feel like I've just started repeating my script just to be skipped through as the player scans through to ensure 100 percent completion, I'm a start quest in a game of much higher experience

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