#shivapandya

Raavi thinks Shiva is not fighting for their relationship and that he gave up on her. What she doesn't know is that he's been fighting for far too long. He fought the world for her, he fought his family and took all the blame on himself, he let everyone say whatever shit they wanted to say to him, he let her think whatever she did because he wanted to give her space and let her have time to come to herself after the dreadful trauma of trying to commit suicide on the shaadi day. He respected her enough to let tell her "darr mat. Ladne nahi aya hu. Lad lad ke thak gayi hogi" but at the time she was too overwhelmed with everything and failed to see that he HAS been trying hard in this marriage- not just to save their relationship, but to SAVE HER. He never cared about what anyone said about him but he cares about what Raavi thinks about him. He DOESN'T have an inferiority complex 😒 He just sees himself as she did. She admits she did. They were never able to communicate their feelings to each other but it wasn't their fault. Not Shiva, not Raavi's. He fought the world, he fought her, he fought himself.. Shiva's been fighting for too long 😔 He's been strong for too long 😔💔 And now he is breaking. He is already broken. Despite being broken, he's trying to pick up the shattered pieces of his heart and try to change himself into someone he thinks she would prefer, FOR HER. Not for himself, but for her. Not because he wants her to take him back. He thinks he doesn't deserve that. He thinks she doesn't want that. But simply because for once.. Just once.. He'd like her to look at him, the way he looks at her.. 😔💔 . . . #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #ShivaRaavi #ShivaPandya #RaaviShiva #RaaviShivaPandya #RaaviPandya #KanwarDhillon #AliceKaushik #AliKan #AlKan #KanLice #KDIce #PandyaStore #KDIceSlayingAsShiVi #iTV #StarPlus #SphereOrigins #SphereOriginsProduction https://www.instagram.com/p/CUJnXhVKIS9/?utm_medium=tumblr

[CHECK MIDDLE POST] PS: really hope you like this edit too KD 🥺 @kanwardhillon_ 🥺💖 . . . [PLEASE DO NOT STEAL OR REPOST U̶n̶l̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶r̶e̶ ̶K̶D̶.̶.̶ ̶I̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶c̶h̶ ̶c̶a̶s̶e̶,̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶a̶h̶e̶a̶d̶ ̶K̶i̶n̶g̶.̶] #KanwarDhillonSupremacy #KanwarDhillon #ShivaPandya #PandyaStore #KDians #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #KanwarDhillonEdits #FanEdit #FanArt https://www.instagram.com/p/CndS6BcKUdC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

So I- I kinda made something 🥺👉👈 (This is a digital sketch. Worked on this for 3 days so I hope you like it 💖) @kanwardhillon_ 💖💖💖 . . . [PLEASE DO NOT STEAL OR REPOST U̶n̶l̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶r̶e̶ ̶K̶D̶.̶.̶ ̶I̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶c̶h̶ ̶c̶a̶s̶e̶,̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶a̶h̶e̶a̶d̶ ̶K̶i̶n̶g̶.̶] #KanwarDhillonSupremacy #KanwarDhillon #ShivaPandya #PandyaStore #KDians #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #KanwarDhillonEdits #FanEdit #FanArt #DigitalArt #DigitalSketch https://www.instagram.com/p/CndS0V-qEka/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[CHECK MIDDLE POST] PS: really hope you like this edit too KD 🥺 @kanwardhillon_ 🥺💖 . . . [PLEASE DO NOT STEAL OR REPOST U̶n̶l̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶r̶e̶ ̶K̶D̶.̶.̶ ̶I̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶c̶h̶ ̶c̶a̶s̶e̶,̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶a̶h̶e̶a̶d̶ ̶K̶i̶n̶g̶.̶] #KanwarDhillonSupremacy #KanwarDhillon #ShivaPandya #PandyaStore #KDians #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #KanwarDhillonEdits #FanEdit #FanArt https://www.instagram.com/p/CndSXZtqvd5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

June 9th. Happy Birthday Shiva 💖 I don't need to express how much this character means to me or how much I see myself in him. How I relate to him or how he makes me feel. Words will always fail to do justice to what Shiva is, to who he is to me-and many others I'm sure. But nevertheless Shiva want to take this moment to celebrate not just him but what he means to so many of us. I've heard first hand accounts of how this character, this fictional character has touched the lives of so many people, just as he has mine. And a huge part of that credit goes to @kanwardhillon_ and his beautiful portrayal of Shiva. Kanwar made Shiva real to us, made him tangible to us, made all his emotions, his struggles and his adversities real to us. It's not that hard to simply say that Shiva isn't real, but I know for sure that if he were, he'd be just as joyful, just as selfless and just as pure in the love and affection he gives and would give to each and every person he loves and cherishes. To all the people that connect with Shiva, Shiva would be grateful to have all of you. As am I 💖 So here's a small tip of the hat to one of the best characters, and the best character in #PandyaStore. Happiest Birthday Chattan Pandya 🪨💖 Happiest Birthday Raavi ke Bhootnath 👻 And Happiest Birthday to the Light of all our lives 🌟 . . . #HappyBirthdayShiva #HappyBirthdayChattanPandya #HappyBirthdatShivaPandya #ShivaPandya #KanwarDhillon #PandyaStore #KDians #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #KanwarDhillonSupremacy . . . #ShivaRaavi #KDICESupremacy #KDIce #PandyaStore #ShiViKiShaadi #ShivaRaaviKiShaadi #ShivaxRaavi #ShivaPandya #RaaviShiva #RaaviShivaPandya #RaaviPandya #TeamKanwarDhillon #ShiVians #KDIceSlayingAsShiVi #iTV #StarPlus #SphereOrigins #SphereOriginsProduction https://www.instagram.com/p/Cej8D2aK77F/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

What a beautiful episode today! @kanwardhillon_ was absolutely amazing! KD stole the show today!! 😭💖 Shiva donates blood to Gombi despite Dhara saying Krish can do it. It seems they share O Negative blood. I know Gombi has become irredeemable for a lot of us after he physically beat up Shiva & all the other things he did, but this was a beautiful, almost surprising reminder of what Gautam means to Shiva. Remember Shiva views his Gombi as his Bholenath, his God, his father. After losing his actual father, Gautam was the only semblance of paternal love that Shiva had in his life. He means the world to him. Shiva recalls the memories from the Haveli where the brothers feed each other food. "Ek bottle to kya, Gombi ke liye 10 bottle bhi de dunga" Shiva, the kind of person who wears his heart on his sleeves, is always ready to do anything and everything for his family. Even if it means sacrificing everything he is and everything he has ever dreamt of. That is Shiva Pandya. A selfless, giving man. I just can't express in words how beautiful & great @kanwardhillon_ 's performance was! I almost felt my lip quiver! With both fear & courage, with great strength & resilience, Shiva shows up at the competition despite these grave circumstances. With Raavi by his side 🥺💖 I liked today's episode a lot 😭 PS: Kudos to the camera department & the director for some really beautiful shots! & To the light department for the finale setting! IT'S SO STUNNING . . . #KanwarDhillonSupremacy #KanwarDhillon #ShivaPandya #GautamPandya #KinshukMahajan #PandyaBrothers . . . #AliceKaushik #ShivaRaavi #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #KanwarAlice #PandyaStore #ShivaxRaavi #RaaviShiva #RaaviShivaPandya #RaaviPandya #TeamKanwarDhillon #KDIceSlayingAsShiVi #iTV #StarPlus #SphereOrigins #SphereOriginsProduction https://www.instagram.com/p/CdH7fX5vfDB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

For a person like #ShivaPandya who has been ridiculed, mocked, insulted & humiliated all his life, having confidence/faith in himself is one of his biggest issues. It's a flaw that's not really a flaw but something that shapes his character- into one of strength, of resilience, & of strong, bold depth. Shiva's inability to believe himself is not just a mere "self esteem" issue, he does believe in himself. He believes in himself when he believes he is capable of doing something & That has been made possible only & only because of #RaaviPandya who has been his only constant support. He knows that. Despite that, his faith wavers when he questions himself. BECAUSE he questions himself. All his life people have told him he is incapable. Something that has been ingrained in him for 10+years. Ever since he lost his father, ever since he gave up his education for his brother- the only constant thing that has remained is Shiva's constant humiliation at the hands of others. That is slowly changing. With Raavi by his side. Because she believes in him. She has faith in him. But it is often that even when people believe in you, you are unable to believe in yourself. Raavi sees a side of Shiva that he has never seen in himself. Because how do you see something that you don't believe is there? Shiva- an otherwise strong, bold & confident man wavers when someone points at his inner insecurities. Today there are not where they were a year ago. All thanks to Raavi, but how do you wash away half a lifetime worth of insecurities in just a short while? Shiva's pain, anguish and his inner demons will only vanquish after someone continually reminds him of what he is capable of. That support, that constant is Raavi. His bhabhi may give him words of support, but they don't reach through to Shiva because he believes she is simply doting on him. He knows that with Raavi, he can be real.That she will tell it to him straight-the good, the bad, the ugly. This is the faith that Shiva has in Raavi. And it is only & only Raavi that can push him towards the future. + (Contd in comments) #ShivaPandya #KanwarDhillon #RaaviPandya #AliceKaushik #PandyaStore #KDians #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #StarPlus https://www.instagram.com/p/CdCr_wRqV_q/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=