Raavi thinks Shiva is not fighting for their relationship and that he gave up on her. What she doesn't know is that he's been fighting for far too long. He fought the world for her, he fought his family and took all the blame on himself, he let everyone say whatever shit they wanted to say to him, he let her think whatever she did because he wanted to give her space and let her have time to come to herself after the dreadful trauma of trying to commit suicide on the shaadi day. He respected her enough to let tell her "darr mat. Ladne nahi aya hu. Lad lad ke thak gayi hogi" but at the time she was too overwhelmed with everything and failed to see that he HAS been trying hard in this marriage- not just to save their relationship, but to SAVE HER. He never cared about what anyone said about him but he cares about what Raavi thinks about him. He DOESN'T have an inferiority complex 😒 He just sees himself as she did. She admits she did. They were never able to communicate their feelings to each other but it wasn't their fault. Not Shiva, not Raavi's. He fought the world, he fought her, he fought himself.. Shiva's been fighting for too long 😔 He's been strong for too long 😔💔 And now he is breaking. He is already broken. Despite being broken, he's trying to pick up the shattered pieces of his heart and try to change himself into someone he thinks she would prefer, FOR HER. Not for himself, but for her. Not because he wants her to take him back. He thinks he doesn't deserve that. He thinks she doesn't want that. But simply because for once.. Just once.. He'd like her to look at him, the way he looks at her.. 😔💔 . . . #ShiVi #ShiViSupremacy #ShivaRaavi #ShivaPandya #RaaviShiva #RaaviShivaPandya #RaaviPandya #KanwarDhillon #AliceKaushik #AliKan #AlKan #KanLice #KDIce #PandyaStore #KDIceSlayingAsShiVi #iTV #StarPlus #SphereOrigins #SphereOriginsProduction https://www.instagram.com/p/CUJnXhVKIS9/?utm_medium=tumblr
