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âžyou were ino's older sibling which often led you to hang out together
âžand shikamaru was immediately infatuated by you
âžthe way your blonde hair moved and the way your [e/c] coloured eyes would glisten when sunlight met them
âžsince you were from the yamanaka clan, he knew of their flower shop business
âžso for you, he learnt all of the meanings of the flowers
âžthis guy is the master of manipulation, he isn't a member of the nara clan for nothing
âžhe's lazy with everything but for you, he is ready to do anything
âžthis guy will always have information about you
âžtries to get information about you from ino and she wouldn't even realise it
âžknows your likes, dislikes, hobbies, favourite flowers, the food you like, colours you like, etc
âžknows your height to the exact millimetre
âžyeah, that's how obsessed he is to know everything about you
âždrags you out to watch clouds together
âžsince you are older than him, he'll pretend that he has difficulty in the academy about something and come to ask for your help just to spend time with you
âžino says that shikamaru spends more in the Yamanaka clan than the nara clan
âžthis dude saw you hanging out with your teammate once and jealously boiled inside him
âžwhenever he's free he'll go to you
âžclaims that he is bored of everything but will follow anything you do willingly
âžanything you like, he likes as well
âž"the more I am like [y/n] the more i am a part of them!"
âžthat's how his mindset is
âžwhen you become a chunin and he's still a genin, he is pissed
âžnow that you are a chunin it means more difficult missions
âžmore difficult missions, the more danger you'll be in
âžso he wants to be a chunin soon
âžonly to realise once he becomes a chunin, you've become a jounin
âžhe's so frustrated that he releases blood lust
âž"yo man, you alright?" he forgets that he is with chouji
âž"I'm fine,"
âžthat's what he says but is he really?
âžchouji shrugs it off
âžhe's really good at hiding his infatuation with you
âžshikamaru is an expert at sneaking opportunities with you
âžnot only imitate actions but also to spend time with you
âžfucking persuaded tsunade-sama to put you and him together on a mission
âžshows off his iq to get praises from you
âžhe may act disinterested but throughout the whole mission, his attention only stays on you
âžonce he decides to ask you out, he will thoroughly prepare
âžknows that there is a chance that you might reject him so he has a whole series of persuading techniques so that you will agree to be with him
âžwon't hesitate to manipulate you to be with him
âžknows that you are the yamanaka heir so the relationship between you and him would be beneficial and no one would oppose it
âžboth yours and his parents quickly agree to your relationship
âžif he finds out anyone, and i mean anyone has the slightest interest in you, his mind will work at the speed that will shock even the fourth Hokage
âžif the person is a ninja, he will make sure that the person goes on suicide missions so he doesn't have to dirty his hands, it's easier than killing them
âžif the person is a civilian, will make sure the person cannot live in the village
âžhe is the heir of the nara clan after all
âžshikamaru will not hesitate to kill anyone in the way
âžno one will even find he is the culprit because he's so smart
âžwill get involved in the investigation so that he can put the blame on someone who spends too much time with you
âžyou can only belong to him in all of the lifetimes
âžlooks at your sleeping figure beside him
âž"i love you more than anything, you love me as well right?"
heyy ! can i request some headcanons about neji and shikamaru waking up with a boner after having a wet dream with their fem crush ? like how do they feel about it, how do they act when they see her after, etc. Yes i like nsfw btw i love ur blogđ
a/n: yeah sure thing! Iâm glad you love my blog!
warnings:Â 18+ readers only content: wet dreams, masturbation, fantasising (NSFW) under the cut!
Shikamaru Nara
-One word: troublesome.
-He had been having these thoughts about you every now again since he realised he was attracted to you. But honestly he didnât plan on pursuing you or even telling you. It was too complicated right now.
-But he was a little masochistic about it. He would push aside the thoughts and avoided touching himself - mainly because he knew he would think of you and he didnât need the guilt that came afterward. Itâs no wonder he has the dream.
-It happens the night before his day off. He has a particularly deep sleep and for him thatâs the only time he really dreams. And this time he just had to dream about you coming on to him, kissing him and going down on him. Kami, he could feel your lips around his cock. So warm so good.Â
-Shikamaru is grinding himself against his mattress.
-Then he is on top of you whispering something about how the two of you shouldnât do this. But you tell him you want it that you want him. But now the two of you are in the shower and he is kissing you.Â
-His arm slid under his pillow, cheek pressing against it as he rolled his hips against the mattress again.
-He has you pressed against the wall, holding your thigh as he thrust into you. âI like...your hair down.â You said as you grab hold of it. And wow now he was really turned on. Suddenly he wanted to never wear his hair up again. âShikamaru...â His name leaving your lips. Itâs sweeter than honey.Â
-There was a loud buzzing noise and Shikamruâs eyes open to find his alarm blaring. He had forgotten to turn it off. With a sigh he hits the button and rolled onto his back. That was when he realised that that problem, the very hard problem leaking in his pants.Â
-Now he had two options: rubbing one out or a cold shower. He couldnât 100% get on board with either option but one was far more tempting than the other. He had embraced too many cold showers this week alone trying to stifle his thoughts. And it had been ages since he had jerked off. It probably wasnât going away that easily. Fuck it.Â
-Closing his eyes he reached down to palm himself through his pants. His fingertips lingered on the wetness there, the precum had been leaking before he even woke up. With a firm touch he teased himself a little, tracing around the outline of his cock. Kami, he was so sensitive from the dream.Â
-He could still see you on your knees in front of him, taking his erection into your mouth so willingly. Damn. He shuddered. He was close already. Wasting no time he pulled down his pants to release his erection. He hissed as it exposed it the cooler air.Â
-Biting his lips, Shikamaru spread the pre along his shaft and began pumping it with hard, long strokes. He tried to chase the images of the dream but they were fading quickly. Instead he found himself fantasising new scenarios. You on top of him, you under him, you you you. He came hard, barely reaching to the bedside table for a tissue in time.Â
-When he came down from his high the guilt kicked in but not as bad as he had thought. Instead he felt a little hopeful? Like maybe you wanted him too. Shit. It was too good to think about. He peeled himself off the bed to go and shower.Â
-The next time he saw you was later that day. He realised he had an errand he had forgotten to do and rush into the village after his shower. He had forgotten to tie is hair up when he ran smack bang into you. With a chuckle you apologised as made small talk.
-Shikamaru acted his usual self but on the inside he panicked a little. He couldnât get those thoughts out of his mind. And he felt a little hot. Definitely hyper aware of you, especially since he kept looking at your lips.Â
-Â âI like your hair down.â You said catching him completely off guard. His eyes widened and he completely shut down. It was exactly what you had said in that half-remembered dream this morning. He couldnât help but blush.Â
-Â âThanks.â He said, scratching the back of his neck. Maybe one day he would tell you how he felt, minus the part about the dream of course.Â
Neji Hyuga Â
-Neji always ends up having wet dreams because he refuses to masturbate a lot lol. Itâs having a crush that awakens this side of him in the first place and he thinks itâs disrespectful to think about you and he canât not think about you. (chill out Neji lol)Â
-The odd time he does jerk it it has to be in the shower because it makes him feel a little bit better plus no mess to clean up. He is efficient okay. And he can also pretend it didnât happen.Â
-Then one night he gets back from a long mission, showers and crashes the second he gets into bed. He started dreaming and it was a little weird. He was walking through the village with his team when they reached ichiraku. Except when they went in it was a dessert shop run by the ichiraku workers. And then his team was gone and you were sitting in front of him.Â
-You were talking to him one minute and stroking his hand the next. But it was normal everything felt normal. The next thing he knew he was walking into your bedroom, with you leading him by the hand. And you kissed him again and again.Â
-Neji rolled onto his back and thrust his hips into the air with a groan.
-Then you were on top of him, lips not breaking from his and rolling your hips. His hands were on your hips coaxing you along as he pushed up against you. He was hard and needy and you were his. Oh kami, he wanted you more than anything in the world.Â
-His hands snaked down and palmed his erection before he rolled onto his stomach.Â
-Your hands were on his chest, running up his neck, into his hair. You pulled him closer and he let you. He thrust up against you feeling the sweet friction against his erection. His hands slid up and down your back then onto your backside with a squeeze. You moaned against his lips and he smirked into the kiss. âSo hard for me.â You whispered and he almost came right then and there.Â
-Neji rolled his hips over and over against the mattress his erection leaking precum against his pants.
-Then his hands pushed under your top, feeling your skin beneath his fingertips. He was about to tell you something, something about his feelings when suddenly he awoke. With a groan he rolled onto his back and rubbed his eyes. Then he looked down at his rock hard erection, straining against his pants.Â
-The sight made him sit up a little straighter. âDamn it.â This was exactly what he wanted to avoid. Getting hard over you without your consent was too much. What you would think of him... although the dream had sparked something inside of him. What if you actually wanted him???? The possibility made him shiver.Â
-He couldnât continue this. He couldnât...right? Biting his lips Neji groaned and pressed his palms against his face. Fuck it. He slung his legs over the side of his bed, pulled his pants down just enough to free his erection and started pumping. It hurt-barely lubricated but it was his punishment to keep rubbing through it.Â
-Biting down against his bottom lip Neji pushed down a moan. He was at breaking point already, grabbing some tissues from the bedside table. He focused lots of pressure at the head with every stroke. Then he was hunched over and cumming.
-The second he finished he disposed of the tissue and stormed over to the shower. He wanted very badly to ignore what had happened but he couldnât. These feelings he had were getting worse and he didnât know what to do.
-When he finished there was a knock at his door. And he was mortified to find you standing there. âWant to get lunch with me?â You asked and Neji blushed so hard you thought he had a fever. He couldnât look you in the eye the whole day. He was a flustered MESS!Â
Hello love! Could I please request headcanons for Shikamaru and Kakashi with a civilian s/o? I canât remember if youâve done this already for them or not lol đ
a/n: anything for you Fae, anything. Ehe ily <3
warnings: none (is fluff and general)
Shikamaru Nara
He would love civilian s/o. Itâs not that he has a preference its that heâs in the village most of the time and youâre in the village all the time and he honestly lives for that. Can basically see you ALL THE TIME.
I think its a breath of fresh air to him too because after working all day, sometimes he just doesnât want to talk about shinobi life. Enjoys listening about your day while he relaxes on the the porch. Likes it more if his heads in your lap.
Sometimes he does like talking things over with someone not so ingrained in shinobi life. Just having you to listen and give a fresh perspective on things helps him think. Jokes you are his assistant when out. Even if you scold him for it. Just joke back that heâs so useless he NEEDS an assistant lol.
Strolls around the village. Stopping by your work (even if you work from home) just to say hello when he runs an errand. Him âforgettingâ to take lunch on purpose she you will come and see him. Especially if you two have had a fight. Fights donât happen often though.Â
Lying down together after a long day. Sometimes hugging, sometimes lying on the porch heads next to each other and watching the clouds. Talking or just mindless sentences to add to the calm mood.Â
If you cook something he will eat it. Even if you canât cook, this boy will eat anything you put in front of him without complaining. Okay he definitely thinks oh what a drag but yaâknow he loves you lol.
Likes quiet dates. The kind of guy who just likes hanging out a home with a drink or strolling around the less busy streets of konoha. Will loosely hold you hand and lazily smile.Â
You two always just happen to eat out during these strolls. You walk past something that smells good and bam you two are having dinner there. One time it wasnât even a restaurant just a friendly villager who offered to serve the two of you dinner. Best dinner and date ever. The old couple that took you two in told you stories all night.Â
Soft Shikamaru. Shows you his tender side. Wants to be soft with you and protect you from the world even though you donât need protecting.Likes that youâre strong in other ways. LOVES someone who is intelligent. Or even just knows so much about a specific field or thing.Â
Kakashi Hatake
Is sooooo hesitant about dating in general but with a civilian he is more so because he feels like he would taint them. As is they arenât exposed to the horrors of the shinobi world lol.Â
You gotta be one resilient person and make him open up. It would probably start as a common interaction between you two. Maybe he stops by a shop you work at or you frequent the same place. Something to put you in the situation to see each other enough.Â
You also got to be the person to help him open up to his trauma because he just refuses and suffers alone. Donât have to be his psychiatrist but you have to make sure he deals with it.Â
I think he would also be attracted to a somewhat positive person. He will go towards you and seek you out like a moth to a flame lol. He will also avoid you when he feels to close too. You have to find him and be a little persistent.
Honestly though, he wants this? He wants someone he can come home to and just welcome him back. He has been lonely for so long, it gives him a reason to come home. Lots of love.Â
Refuses to tell you certain things in wholes. Will tell you summaries or certain things. Same with Shikamaru he doesnât want to âtaintâ you. Does open up a bit though, once you express your desire for it.Â
Likes just lying in bed with you and talking about things. Deep conversations while just beside each other or in each others arms. Falling asleep like that then eating dinner at a ridiculously late hour. His body clock sucks aha.Â
Reading together in silence. If you are into books or work with books then he loves you. Like doesnât have to be icha icha, he just likes getting caught in the fantasy of it all. Discussions about storylines and plots. He doesnât talk much in these conversations but he loves listening and agreeing along.Â
Home dates are his favourite dates. But will eat out every now and again while trying to dodge his friends in order to spend time with you. Ultimately though sometimes the best dates are when you two run into Guy or Kurenai and/or Asuma. Even Yamato can serve as a fun time. They all like telling you about Kakashis âtrue selfâ but also talking him up at the same time. Kakashi hates it (but appreciates them lol).Â
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Hello ello love, a while ago I sent a request for headcanons about Neji and Itachi having a S/O that would write notes and impressions and highlight the books they were reading as a hobby and I loved it so much! So, I was wondering if you could do some more for my man Shikamaru and Kakashi? No worries if youâve run out of ideas for it though! Iâm glad youâre writing again hun! đ
a/n: anything for you fae bby <3Â
warnings:Â none itâs pure fluff
Shikamaru Nara
Heâs not really much of a reader in his spare time but when he notices you reading a lot he gets intrigued by what you are reading. Then when you arenât home he opens your books to have a little look.Â
He was going to simply read parts of the book when he noticed your little scribbles in the margins. They were your thoughts on different things. Characters for novels, analysing lines and just general little notes about each chapter. It was cute and made him smile.Â
Then he picked up another book and another. He wasnât so much absorbed in reading the books themselves but the parts you had highlighted and the the scribbles in the margins.Â
It made him happy to learn about your thoughts and find out a little addition to your hobby (reading) and it gives him ideas of what books to buy for you now.Â
Kakashi HatakeÂ
Kakashi also has quite the reading habit. Before he discovered icha icha he read a variety of things. One day he sees your book on the bedside table and it made him curious what sort of reading materials you were into.
He was surprised to see the book covered in highlighted excerpts and little notes at the bottom of the page. He had never seen a book so throughly analysed like that before.Â
He sat down on the bed and read the whole book from start to finish. Then he went back and probably examined all the highlighted passages and notes. It made him want to read the book again.Â
Goes out and buys you new pens and highlighters and leaves them out for you to find. He also (in secret) goes and reads all the books you have highlighted and written notes in.Â
AM I LATE FOR REQUESTS??? if not!?!?! can i requests some pegging hcs for tobirama, shikamaru and madara??? i'm just in a pegging mood 24/7 yknow KDKSKDKAKD
a/n: yeeeeeeees more p*gging headcanons bless ari
warnings: p*gging, sexual content (all below the cut) 18+ only content
Tobirama Senju
This man needs a good fcking, honestly. And never in a million years would he come up with this idea on his own. You need to convince him and you need to ease him into the idea. He is a very proud man but in the bedroom that is very easy to change.Â
You have to ease him in by starting small. Blowjobs are the way to go with some added ass play. Get him on edge and then start with a finger and work your way up from there.
Heâll think that one was a one off but then you do it more and more and add more and he knows somethings up. Asks you about it. no he doesnât say it explicitly he just says something like âwhat are you doing?â and you know what he means. Up to you whether or not you play dumb to tease him.
Thatâs the perfect time to bring it up. Afterwards he just sort of stares at you in silence. The truth is heâs never really given a second thought to sex before you and he never imagined anything along the lines of kinks so he is processing lmao.Â
After the very tense and long silence he just sort of says âvery well then.â and that is that. Wonât bring it up again until you are ready to do it. He literally canât stop thinking about it though.
One night he comes home and you are ready to go. You tell him this and he kind of just stops and is like âwhat do I do.â you smile and say nothing because youâre going to do all the work.Â
So fast forward to the good stuff. Now picture Tobirama on his back, pillow under is butt, you eating him out why jerking him off at the same time. He is dead, the stimulation is waaaay too much but he canât let you stop. He is a hot mess. Definitely going to cum at least once before you stick in the dildo.Â
The best position is probably on all fours but he refuses (he wants to look at you okay but you didnât hear that from me) so leave him in that position, cum streaked up to his chest from his first orgasm and grab onto his thighs and pull him close to you.Â
Be a sweety and give him a kiss. He will give you an exasperated look for making him cum so quickly. âAre you ready?â You ask and he just grunts with a nod. He wants this over with tbh.Â
He winces as you put the tip in so go slow. You ease it in and once itâs all the way in he squeezes his eyes shut. Is this how it feels every time he enters you? Okay he has a new found respect for you. Also he feels hot but also good.Â
Once he adjusts he will open his eyes and firmly say âdo it.â and thatâs your queue to start thrusting. And god is Tobirama a sight beneath you. The harder and faster you thrust, the louder his groans get. And then he is just a complete mess.
He is still sensitive from that first orgasm and just thinking about the fact you are fucking him senseless and that he still has cum over his chest is enough to send him over the edge but he controls himself as best he can. You can see his resolve breaking so nows the time to crank it up.
You reach your hand down and begin stroking him and the moan that slips from him is enough to make you cum. He is more vocal than usual, heâs losing control and yep he is cumming hard. This time he cums so hard itâs not just over him but over you too.Â
Clean this man up because he is thoroughly fucked out. Draw a bath and cuddle up with him for the rest of the night.Â
Madara Uchiha
100% down for some good p*gging. He is such a bottom at heart and just the thought of you fcking him gets him excited. Even encourages you to get a bigger dildo. He is ready to be fcked.Â
He is such a tease the whole time too, making sly comments through the whole process. Has smirk on his face the whole time too and if you want to get him back for that I have one word for you: overstimulation.
The whole point of you two getting down and dirty right now was to start easing him into the process but now this is grounds to tease him. He also has no qualms getting down on all fours with his ass in the air but you know he will enjoy that way too much.Â
For now you settle for him on his knees on the bed so you can stimulate the front and the back. You sucking his cock while your fingers (with a lot of lub) work his back.Â
At first heâs talking a lot with a few sharp hisses and unsteady breaths here and there. But once you work two fingers into him and begin scissoring he is less talk and more moan.Â
You continue to work your fingers in nice and deep looking for that certain sweet spot. You almost choke when you find it because he thrust forward deep into your mouth. Ah, found it.Â
You continue to hit that spot and deep throat him at the same time. he is panting above you, barely able to stay upright. The whines that come from him only spur you along. And just when heâs about to come you remove your mouth from the equation and take a firm grip at the base of his cock.Â
Madara groans and tells you to let him come. You smile and insist he ought to wait for the main event. He tries not to beg but his âhurry up then.â comes across desperate and he knows it.
You continue fingering his asshole, slow and firm, opening him up nice and wide. Every now and again you will take his cock into your mouth and take him fully to the back of your throat before popping off again.Â
And you continue to edge him then prevent him from cumming constantly until he canât take it anymore and begs you to put him out of his misery. He needs to cum.
So nows the time you tell him to get on all fours. You donât miss the way his arms seem to shake as he does. Youâve teased him enough so you quickly line up the dildo and push the tip in. He moans when you do and you continue entering him slowly.Â
The second you enter you donât wait for him to adjust, you simply pull out and slam back in again. His whole body shudders but he doesnât protest. He always did like a little bit of pain.Â
You continue this, growing in speed and force until he is a mess of moans again. He can barely keep himself up on his arms and heâs pushing back against you. God he wants to cum.Â
And he doesnât take long to cum either, you donât even have to touch his cock, the stimulation from behind his more than enough. He is a mess, cumming over himself and the sheets.Â
He expects affection and care after. Clean him up, get him comfortable. Wonât let you go to sleep before he gets you off though even if you have to lazily ride him to do it. He is spent lol.Â
Shikamaru Nara
So casual about it. âOh you want to fuck me from behind with a dildo? Sure when should we do it?â And you just kind of sit there in shock like âtonight?â and he thinks for a second. âTomorrow night, I have to get up early tomorrow morning.âÂ
And thats that. You make the preparations and he comes home ready for action. Well he insists on showering first while you get the lub and the dildo ready. You also make a point of looking extra sexy just to up the mood of the whole thing.Â
He comes out with his lower half wrapped in a towel, his hair out and wet, sticking to his neck and shoulders. Oh is it a sight to see, ah this man. He looks at you expectingly, before scratching the back of his neck with a neutral expression.Â
âI prepared myself in the shower so itâll be easier.â Oh yes he fingered himself and opened up in the shower just for you. âAlso I thought I should lie on the edge of the bed. Itâs supposed to hit deeper and will probably give you a better view.â
You blink. Once, twice--what did he just say? âHow do you know that?â You ask, entirely surprised. He just shrugs. âI think I read it somewhere.â Did he research this or did he actually just know it? He just knows okay.
Walks over to you and starts kissing you. He always was big on setting the mood even if it was just some deep kissing. His tongue pushes against yours and wait who was fcking who again?Â
He pulls away, drops his towel and sits on the edge of the bed. you kneel between his legs and push him down against the mattress with one hand while your other takes his cock and pumps it to life.Â
He sniggers at your eager hand and you lick a broad stroke up the underside of his cock. He lets out soft puffs of air as you begin to suck his dick. Then you manoeuvre him a little so one hand slides down to his asshole to begin to work your fingers inside him.
Two fingers slip in unhindered and wow he really did prepare himself in the shower. Itâs not long before you start scissoring inside him and pushing him to the edge. His legs begin to shake and you can pracically hear him biting his bottom lip.Â
He was beyond ready. You stood up and pulled him so his add was just over the edge of the bed. âReady?â You ask. âSure.â he replies. You donât miss the redness of his cheeks. Everything felt very hot.Â
You line the tip of the dildo against his hole and begin pushing in. He watches your face the whole time through squinting eyes. He is determined to see this through.Â
And then youâre fully in and he sighs, wiping the sweat off his forehead. Then itâs time to move and wow it really does hit deeper when you are standing. His lower half jolts but he doesnât protest. You continue this, picking up speed each time.
Itâs not long before he is gripping the sheet below him in balled fists and pushing against you with every thrust. And when he finally does cum itâs seconds after youâve reached for his cock and given him a few tentative strokes.Â
Ultimately he enjoys it but only when he doesnât have to be anywhere the next day. Please take a lazy shower with him he wants to lean against you and get cleaned up. How troublesome he needed two showers.
Hello! I'd like to request a scenario with Shikamaru comforting his wife after a miscarriage. :(
a/n: soooo angsty!!! But yesÂ
warnings: miscarriages, angst
During the moment Shikamaru is panicked, making sure your okay, getting you medical assistance if itâs required. His sole priority is making sure youâre okay.Â
But after that, after he as made sure you are physically okay (lets face it everything else is a mess) it sort of hits him. He feels absolutely terrible. About losing the baby and how awful you must feel but also how it makes him feel.Â
He takes a moment for himself to let it all sink in. Thinking about the ifs and buts, wondering if it was something he did that caused it. Knows itâs no ones fault and shakes his head out of that space pretty quickly. He is still incredibly upset but now he needs to take care of you.Â
He comes into your shared room and sits beside you. He isnât much for words and he really doesnât want to say something stupid so her just puts his hand on yours.Â
If your crying and press yourself against him then he will wrap his arms around you and stroke your back. Will honestly cry with you because itâs just so awful. He never thought he could feel this deeply before and now theres a pain in his chest he canât shake.
Squeezes you every now and again to keep reassuring you that he is there and isnât going anywhere.Â
Will let you grieve in your own way for as long as you need. Does little things like taking care of breakfast, the chores, everything. If you have prior engagements he will go in your place or reschedule on your behalf.
Tries to hide his pain as much as he can from you because he doesnât want to make you feel worse than you already do. Assures you that he will be there when you are ready.
Encourages you to do little things each day. Lets you rest if youâre feeling physically or mentally exhausted. Lets you take your time with things. Doesnât rush anything but doesnât let you get stuck in a dark place.