I've kinda hit a block again where I am fully so convinced that my writing is rubbish and I am paranoid that Bryn rly isn't that great and I shove my silly little aus at people and also just her in general and I just. Words are hard ok. Cannot fully express it. Maybe this is partially that I am so ridiculously stressed at having to resit my OSCE's next Tuesday since I failed and it's manifesting as this? Idk. Maybe it's my own fault because I'm never here or drop things too frequently or write too slowly.
Anyway, this is a full apology to all those waiting for things be it ims or meme replies or thread replies. I want to write with you. I want to plot with you. But my brain is a dick and I get all excited and then panic that I'm actually bothering people and they're just being nice and tolerating me π hopefully after my exam I will feel less stressed? Idk.
