What have you become . . . ? #OBL1TUS, independent, highly selective, mutuals only multi-fandom original character. Blog is mostly based around canon events from various fandoms but takes some aspects and runs ten miles in every direction on five different tracks. (i.e. very chaotic).
blog roll: @ruinsought (sideblog) @sacredslaycd & @cag3dsong
uses: beta & x-kit rewritten (will not write with none beta users.)
about: Leia, 27, she/her, gmt
activity: low
001. caard, 002. opens, 003. memes, 004. commission blog
currently reading: Fourth Wing (Re-Read)
currently watching: the vampire diaries (re-watch)
❛ I'd bite myself and take out my feelings with my teeth.❜
Heavily affiliated with: @astormymind & @insufferablemonsters
a study in: the loss or mortality, becoming a monster, being the black sheep, the cruelty of grief, surviving trauma, losing your innocence, the true meaning of family, battling your demons, running, always running, burying your rage, being forgotten, vampirism, humanity vs the monster inside, abandoning the ones you love.
[ 1 ] : I HAVE A ZERO TOLERANCE FOR DRAMA POLICY, I will not tolerate people policing my blog, callouts are not welcome here and you won't find me participating in any either. I have no interest in dni's, people I cannot interact with or faceclaims I cannot use. fc's people consider to be toxic will be found on this blog I will be largely iconless and gif/photo sets will be tagged accordingly.
[ 2 ] : low to extremely low activity warning, please tag: self harm, animal abuse and disordered eating. please also tag smut/nsfw accordingly. I also ask you reblog from source. I am not a meme blog and will block for this. homophobia, transphobia, biphobia, etc, is not tolerated here. duplicate friendly.
[ 3 ] : smut is unlikely to take place on this blog, unless I am super comftorable with the mun ooc. I am a ship whore, if you ship it, I probably do too. canon, canon divergent, au and original character friendly. my writing preference is multi-para. para and liner starters may however, make an appearance.. If you have a length preference, please let me know ahead of time.
[ 4 ] : all edits on this blog, belong to me unless otherwise stated, i use a combination of psd's. mostly smolresources and endlesswood. alot of original characters on this blog may be considered 'stereotypical'. these will not be forced on anyone and often I don't write them unless requested or plotted. these muses will still be seen on this blog and very much loved, you may wish to unfollow if this isn't for you.
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So I did A THING— the thing essentially being an apocalyptic/dystopian vibe rpg with various fandoms but Marvel and TWD arguably at the forefront.
Think The Walking Dead meets Marvel's What If...? BUT LIKE on steroids. Wanda Maximoff accidentally shattered the multiverse with a massive surge of chaos magic, pulling different realities into a single, decaying 2024. Now, Avengers, survivors, and vampires are all stuck in one gritty zombie apocalypse where the virus has been 'warped' by magic. You can play any version of a character (MCU, Comics, etc.), but the catch is 'The Decay' the world itself is slowly draining everyone’s powers
It's discord based rather than Tumblr! Mostly for ease for those of us who spend the majority of time mobile 😅 you can find it here and read through everything before deciding if it's for you or no. No pressure to stick around for anyone who joins.
{shardsofstark} — independent, highly selective, mutuals only original character blog for Nadia Stark of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Blog is mostly based around canon events but takes some aspects and runs ten miles in every direction on five different tracks. (i.e. very chaotic). Lover of AU's, angst, chaos and heavily runs off ✨vibes ✨. Blog will contain faceclaims some people consider to be toxic. May also contain triggers regarding: emotional abuse, self harm (emotional), mental health issues, death, loss and grief, abandonment, betrayal, violence and survivors guilt. Blog may also contain mentions of: alcoholism, smoking and may contain dark themes.
. . . 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨.
A study in: living with ghosts, embracing the darkness, standing apart, grief that lingers, scars that stay, losing yourself, fractured family, the true meaning of family, fighting demons, running from it all, burying rage, vanishing into the background, the battle between light and dark, pushing love away, the cost of survival, the lies we tell ourselves, quiet rebellion and more.
Disclaimer: I will post about my ships for Nadia with canon characters on this blog. This is no way means I will force a ship if you write this character.
{shardsofstark} — independent, highly selective, mutuals only original character blog for Nadia Stark of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Blog is mostly based around canon events but takes some aspects and runs ten miles in every direction on five different tracks. (i.e. very chaotic). Lover of AU's, angst, chaos and heavily runs off ✨vibes ✨. Blog will contain faceclaims some people consider to be toxic. May also contain triggers regarding: emotional abuse, self harm (emotional), mental health issues, death, loss and grief, abandonment, betrayal, violence and survivors guilt. Blog may also contain mentions of: alcoholism, smoking and may contain dark themes.
. . . 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨.
A study in: living with ghosts, embracing the darkness, standing apart, grief that lingers, scars that stay, losing yourself, fractured family, the true meaning of family, fighting demons, running from it all, burying rage, vanishing into the background, the battle between light and dark, pushing love away, the cost of survival, the lies we tell ourselves, quiet rebellion and more.
Soooo I did a thing? 👉👈 Tbh Nadia is my only and highest muse rn. I really want to get more going with her! I'll probably get her bio / more information up tomorrow. Alot of you already know her.
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Hello, the next couple weeks are going to be busy for me! My friend from Canada is in the UK so for the next two weeks I'll be going on adventures to give her the best trip! I will be around a lil via mobile but won't have access to my laptop!
We threw in an appendectomy two days later 👌 two days after the op I went to London because apparently I am insane and we've been going on trips on and off since then! I'm officially back at work Tuesday and my friend leaves Monday. If I get chance to be around next week I will bc I miss you guys ❤️
(but also I'm making a Nadia blog BC I have insane brain rot and like ten aus etc to add. K. Bye. )
Hello, the next couple weeks are going to be busy for me! My friend from Canada is in the UK so for the next two weeks I'll be going on adventures to give her the best trip! I will be around a lil via mobile but won't have access to my laptop!
❛ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I did not ask to be this. . . this hideous creature of cracked skin and snarling voice. But this prison of flesh is the only thing you ever gave me so I will stretch this skin until I fill every crevice and I will wear it until you regret that you created it.
You made me a creature to be feared. So fear me. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❜
#OBL1TUS— independent, highly selective, mutuals only, multi-fandom original character. Blog is mostly based around canon events but takes some aspects and runs ten miles in every direction on five different tracks. (i.e. very chaotic). Penned by Leia, 28, GMT. Crossover and original character friendly; Anti J-plec etc. Hate or 'phobia' of any kind not tolerated.
Isolation was a cancer to the soul. It had consumed all his light and positive thinking throughout the course of his imprisonment. His mind had him convinced he no longer mattered to anyone. He was forgotten. Unimportant. That's why he knew with certainty this moment was reality. Her reaching out and actually pulling him in for a hug was something he could not have imagined during his years in slumber.
His response is delayed, but his arms circle around her frame and he holds her close. The weight on his chest lifts and he finally feels like he can breathe again. "Good" he says after some moments, when he dares to try his voice again. "Then let us put this behind us." He pulls back so he can look at her, his expression softer and his features visibly more relaxed. "You know I hate fighting with you."
Her features soften; earlier anger seeping into something milder, more tolerant. . . something akin to regret. She exhales heavily, a small dip of her head in acknowledgement as they pull away. " I know. " she says gently, blue hues full of sincerity. " I don't enjoy it either. " her lips twitch, trying for something teasing " Even if I am difficult to deal with sometimes. "
The truth is; they both have their demons. Years of distance and time have fractured the bond they once shared; the people they used to be. They're both different now, both re-learning the other and Bryn is no longer the girl who would follow at his heels as a child of pull him into games. She was no longer the girl who was full of optimism and joy, always smiling. Perhaps she had never been that girl.
And Finn? Finn was darker now too.
She's silent for a beat, then speaks again, voice tentative. " Do you want to get out of here for a while? " there's no expectation, just a quiet offer. " Some air might do us both good. "
( @obl1tus liked for a starter call from Elijah Mikaelson )
The tension in the Mikaelson household was at its usual high. He was growing quite accustomed to it but he couldn't help but feel for the others stuck in its chaos. "Sister," he began as he came to stand next to her. "I see we have managed to avoid starting any fights today. I think this is a new record."
She's leaning against the railings of the upper floor of the compound when he joins her, head dipping in acknowledgement before tilting. A brow lifts, curiosity lacing her features as she angles her body to face her elder brother slightly.
His words are unexpected and for a brief moment she freezes before breaking out into a grin, a choked laugh reverberating in her chest. " I can't tell if you're trying to be funny. " she drawls, lips twitching into something akin to a smirk. " The day is still young; don't get your hopes up for any notions of lasting peace. "
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Every Mikaelson had their issues. The things that had ate at them in life continued to do so in death, and being turned had only made everything worse. Old wounds had been given far too long to fester in the face of their immortality, and somewhere along the way they’d begun hurting each other out of spite for grudges that should have been laid to rest long ago. It was a vicious cycle of pettiness and revenge that drove Kol crazy, yet he was just as guilty as the others for perpetuating it when slighted. So he had no leg to stand on in the face of Bryn’s (somewhat deserved) bitterness. He had his own issues with his siblings.
It wasn’t her fault she was envious of Rebekah. Bekah had always been adored and doted on in a way that Bryn herself had never been, and the girl had never been given any real explanation as to why. To the younger Original, it must have seemed utterly unfair the way they all subconsciously seemed to prefer Bex over her. And perhaps that was their own fault. None of them had ever actually told her that she was adopted. Mikael and Esther should have back before everything went to hell, but as they’d never told her…
Well, there was no point in bringing it up and shattering her worldview now. Even if Kol felt slightly guilty for the centuries of silence, he knew it wasn’t his place to say anything. Bryn might not have been his flesh and blood, but she was still his sister. He remembered the day his mother had brought her home just as clearly as he remembered his mother’s belly swelling with Bekah and the long hours of labor leading up to Henrik’s birth. Perhaps it wasn’t quite the same thing with her as it was with them, but he still loved her. How could he not? They’d grown up together.
“It’s not our place to teach her, darling,” Kol countered, stealing the bottle back from Bryn’s hold. “Least of all things she already knows on some level. It is our job as her older brothers to protect her from herself though. And I’d do the same for you, dearest sister, if I thought for a moment you were doing something particularly stupid that wouldn’t end well for you.”
" Yeah, well, I'm smarter than her. " Bryn deadpans, unable to help the defensiveness that creeps in her tone. " the difference is, I don't need someone to protect me. " Bryn doesn't give into the whimsical notion of love her sister holds and her trust isn't easy to gain. She rolls her eyes, snatching the bottle from him again and taking a long swig before sliding back across the bar. " Teaching her would be a waste of time anyway, she's incapable of learning. " blue hues roll.
Because how many times had her sister been through her fantasy of love? Let herself act as though she was human? It doesn't surprise her she wants to become human. No, it angers her. It worries her. But Bryn doesn't know what to do with that. " She doesn't listen to me anyway. " she points out finally, fingers drumming against the bar. " You can handle bex far better than I ever could. " and it's true. If Bryn was to get involved. . . it would likely end in screaming matches and things shattered. The two had never had much tolerance for one another.
I really, very much, strongly, want to come back to writing and creating and screaming at y'all but time is just not something I've had recently. Life has been lifing and I am just— tired tm. I even started a GV that I then immediately had to step away from, joined a RPG I had to step away from— 🙄 very annoying, very not fun.
My biggest challenge rn is getting on my laptop... And also making my brain work. No promises on when I'll be back but I'm actively working on it.
Apologies for lack of activity— life has been lifing. Came into January with a mental health drop and then just as I intended to return— my grandad has had a really bad accident. A lucky to be alive accident and I am living on anxiety and exhaustion. He's doing slightly better. But he's not entirely out of the woods and I don't think I can breathe easy until he is. Until I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Just a little update: My grandad is doing better— he's been moved onto the main ward now. Not sure how long he'll remain in hospital but some of the anxiety is starting to ease and I'm starting to feel a bit better about everything. My dad saw him today and said he was looking really good. Which is good. We think he's finally out of the woods.
Hopefully I'll start returning soon. Thanks to those who reached out or replied with well wishes ❤️ I just needed some time to process because I've been running off fumes. Will start responding to people again soon.
Apologies for lack of activity— life has been lifing. Came into January with a mental health drop and then just as I intended to return— my grandad has had a really bad accident. A lucky to be alive accident and I am living on anxiety and exhaustion. He's doing slightly better. But he's not entirely out of the woods and I don't think I can breathe easy until he is. Until I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
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Honestly thinking I might make Nadia her own blog at the weekend and just make this blog and Nadia my primary ones and temporarily ditch my multi? Truly, Nadia and Bryn are always my highest muses, fighting for attention in my head! My other muses I write on discord more than Tumblr anyway...
Happy New Year to all my mutuals ❤️ I hope you all had a fab evening and that you're not too hungover today 👀👀 wishing everyone the best for the new year.
Going forward, this blog is very much remaining but I'm gonna put much less pressure on myself to be here. I'll probably post / reply sporadically when the muse appeals rather than keep stressing about it.
I'll also be writing all my muses via discord if anyone is interested in writing there— with much faster reply times.
