#ShellysKids Dear Mama, I feel empty without you here and I would do anything to bring you back but You and the Wards raised us right, that shit saved our life. Thank you for standing in the rain so your SONs could see the light and we now see you in Yolanda’s eyes. You home now, it’s not 406 Hill Meadow home, but your pain is gone, your heart was my heart and I would burden your pain 1 million times over and over just for another day with you ma. It’s hard to stomach because I never visioned this life mission without you. It wasn’t perfect but you raised us right, you never let us feel the pain that you was feeling, you never let us feel the struggle that you had to endure and it’s beautiful seeing your 1st baby walk that walk and talk that talk like you. Yolanda’s the rock of this, she’s the captain of this ship, she looked to your boys for guidance and we wasn’t strong enough to burden them Ma, please forgive us. Ma, you lived a life like no other but I just wished you didn’t have to answer that call when God called you, you with your son now, losing him cut you deeply and we knew it, you just never showed us because weren’t big on emotions, but now I wish I could hear you say you love me one more time. Right or wrong you was doing it the Shelly Way, tell Cornell, we love him and look over us because Yolanda got us down here. There will never be a love that’s greater than the love of your mother, love you Ma, you will forever be the greatest 🕊❤️🐐4:06 Gang, this isn’t a goodbye, this a see you again, Shelly!!!! #thisisknowledge (at Family) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSPCSGEHMxH/?utm_medium=tumblr
