i'm not even mentally ill or anything. like i'm not diagnosed with anything i just. want to die
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i'm not even mentally ill or anything. like i'm not diagnosed with anything i just. want to die

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i always kinda miss how the scars used to look on my wrist
Why do my c//ts hurt more when I'm finished making them. Where was this pain 5 minutes ago when I was actually hurting myself!!
I actually gave myself a c//t I had to put a bandaid on for once. Not because it bled all that much but because its somewhat open (yucky) and I worry about infection. You would think as much of a hypochondriac as I am I wouldnt c//t myself at all but sh-ing at all is pretty irrational so yknow
icl ts pmo bru yhu don een no mi kuh my life’s lowk falling apart sybau lyke talk bout sum ts ts pmo bru sybau
hung out with him my sleeve falls off without me realizing i see him looking down and i realize im cooked then the next day he drunk texts me about how he doesn’t wanna lose me and doesn’t want anything bad happening to me…that’s suspicious

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This is the only platform that I have, where nobody knows me. Nobody I know personally follows me. The only platform I can use where I can admit that I’m so fucked in the head that it’s so hard to breathe. I feel like I’m trapped under water, breathing through a straw. And cutting is the only thing that gives my lungs the relief they need.
when someone tells me habits I have could kill me but they're the only thing keeping me alive
got freaking termed. lost all my entries as if this wasn’t my personal diary. hope my moots find me.