nat

spending half the class in the bathroom with my friends is my favorite part of school

i’m gonna fucking kill somebody i swear

difference between pda and doing crazy freak shit in public the post i do with him is a TAME makeout i see couples grabbing eachother and shit on the train like gosh calm tf down

when someone says something bad about him it genuinely hurts me bc that’s MY boyfriend why are you being rude

bro be your own person

i’m so sad i’m gonna throw up

i relate to every word of back to friends by s*mar but the song is so fucking bad i would never listen to it

“you’ve never like cracked right” ..depends on who you ask

my blood is still on my wall i don’t wanna clean it cause it reminds me of the damage done and if it’s not there it was all for nothing my knuckles are still bruised and skinned and i’ll continue picking at them so it shows so i can see its all real and my scars will never heal into normal skin they’ll always be purple and risen because if im not damaged what am i

no you don’t get it i know im a horrible person i know im absolutely awful and i know you know that too so you don’t have to tell me im not

i think i’m going into derealization again i really hope it’s not as bad as last time

“i don’t think im more than i am”

i’m not gonna control your life but watching you hurt yourself genuinely kills me

i love him so much