Step 1: Stand in your crushās line of sight and wait for them to see you
Step 2: Act cool and suave when they do notice you.
[Episode 1, season 1]
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Step 1: Stand in your crushās line of sight and wait for them to see you
Step 2: Act cool and suave when they do notice you.
[Episode 1, season 1]

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So, in light of #shadymariahagain and me continuing this 1990s fic, what do we make of the fact that the actor who played Zip (spawn of the third Rivals member,Ā Romeo) is only maybe 6 years younger than Theo Rossi?
In my head, Romeo was around the same age as Shades and Comanche, so what, do we just age Zip down to 30 (at time of death) and say Romeo was a teen dad?
(In season one, it was always weird that Shades told Zip how disappointed Romeo would be in him, because they looked to be about the same age. At most, Iād thought maybe Romeo was Zipās older brother, not his whole-assed pappy.)
SO YOU MEAN TO TELL ME...
YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT BUSHMASTER IS TRYING TO SAY THAT THE WORLD ISNāT COMPLICATED...THAT THINGS ARENāT BLACK AND WHITE...THAT THIS IS HOW HE SEES THE WORLD....
BUT HE DECIDED THAT MARIAH IS TO BEAR THE SOLE BRUNT OF HIS ANGST OF HIS PAIN??????????!
YOU MEAN TO TELL ME LUKE AND BUSHMASTER ARE HAVING THIS CONVERSATION ABOUT āYOU DONāT KNOW THE PAIN OF MY LIFEā BUT MARIAH IS THE ONLY ONE AT FAULT?
IF MARIAH HAD SAID THESE SAME WORDS
1. SHADES OR MISTY WOULD HAVE BEEN YELLING AT HER
2. TILDA WOULDāVE CALLED HER A MONSTER
3. LUKE OR BUSHMASTER WOULDāVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HOW SHE DESERVES TO DIE AND HOW THEYāD LOVE TO DO IT.Ā
That last ShadyMariah scene will forever hurt. No matter how many different ways I ingest it.
Her unseen but clearly heard sobbing is a well sharpened lance to the heart.
THE FLIRTATION WAS TOO STRONG!!!: Reading between the lines
āYou waiting for me?ā
did you miss me?Ā
āNo.ā
no (yes, but i wonāt say i did)
[hesitant disappointment. trying to find the words.]
(iām hurt. have i lost you?)Ā
āI bet he told you I was deadā
I know heās trying to separate us
āDiamondback got to you, didnāt he?ā
Did it work? Are you with him now? Do you love him?
āNo he didnāt it.ā
No! Thatās not what I said! I missed you okay!

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This is episode 7.Ā
I didnāt want out
Shades still doesnāt want out. Heās been trying and heās been wanting to stay in the game. He wants the club. He wants to keep part of the gun business.Ā Mariah wanted out, but at this point sheās decided to engage Bushmaster, with Shadesā encouragement.
It was gonna be different this timeĀ
Shades wanted the status quo just pre-Bushmaster. Him and Mariah rich. Darius by his side.Ā Ā
I know.
Darius wanted out, for just him and Shades. He wanted Mariah in jail.
Cuz you stay being trash Luke!
bonus:
Iām sorry, Iām sorry bc Iām rewatching this scene in the burnt house and thereās a lot to say.
With the way the OTP ends with Shadesā blaming Mariah for a lack of trust vs how much we see her confide and depend on him...
Sheās yelling at him, tears on her face. Theyāre blaming each other. She starts hitting him and the following:
This is someone she trusts. Thereās no pretense, no lies.Ā āYesā she says.
She tells this man all her worries. Before their lawyer quit, she wanted to wait to leave with him.Ā What happens next is one of the most romantic things ever. In one of the best shot, one of the most well-written scenes in ALL THE NETFLIX MCU - in the midst of his emotional turmoil, his wrecked state of self, Shades gives Mariah a pep talk (watch the scene in this video from @shadymariahmvids )
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU------------
*fans self for from now until...*