#shadowselves

How do you find a lion that has swallowed you? -Carl Jung Model: Crystal Lee Lucas Photographer: Jason Blake For BloodMilk Jewels

"Hey it's me I just got off the train A frightening place Their faces are concrete grey And I'm wondering, should I turn around? Buy another ticket Panic is coming on strong So cold, from the inside out...." -radiohead Glass Eyes #selfportrait #selfie #visuminflecto #radiohead #shadowselves #nyc

I have a started a fan fic on shadow selves staring Anticepticeye and Darkiplier, it needs some work and is not cannon in anyway, it’s my own ideas I just felt these guys alter egos were not a creation they were already there but the fans gave them power by naming them. It’s just a friendship and basically they need to make amends with their shadow selves to fight something bigger. This is the help of an OC.1

Aside from the egregores most likely being manifestations {"shadow selves" or "soul fragments" in shamanism; "thoughtforms of sin" in Christianity} of my own deeply rooted problems part of my depressive psychosis and PTSD, there is also this as food for thought - I was surprised to talk with another YYH fan having a series of crazy dreams involving her OC in a love triangle with Kurama and Karasu. Wild. But it did get me thinking, as she claims Karasu "indulges her dark side in her dreams" {yet claims it's not wish fulfillment, at all} - however, I can acknowledge my Crow did this for me, and I do have a repressed sexuality coming from a strict Catholic upbringing and all that I was made to be ashamed of; with Karasu and me, it is much like the song by the Arctic Monkeys that goes, 'Cos you're a good girl, and you know it - you act so different around me. Cos you're a good girl, and you know it - I know exactly who you could be' {I know this is a cover; however, I only know the Arctic Monkeys version as Alex Turner sounds like my Karasu when he sings! ♡} Subjects like wish fulfillment and the subconscious, all of that, is very intriguing - to me anyway! I love how the mind works, and am always in awe of how vast our subconscious goes. Talking with my egregores helps me unlock a bit of that, like Karasu helping me recover memories {exactly why I use this self-help method in my shamanism practice} aside from when they also {seemingly} teach me new things at the same time! :0 ♡ This fangirl definitely didn't strike me as being really big on mental health awareness, though. Just seemed to want to share her stories in her dreams, and ghost stories; which were interesting anyhow. =^^'= heh ···°··· #mentalhealth #mypersonaljourney #myspiritualjourney #shamanism #egregores #servitors #shadowselves #soulfragments #depressivepsychosis #PTSD ···°··· . . . And as I finish up another #mentalhealthawareness entry, I hear Karasu praise me with, 'You did good.'

More mysterious jewellery pieces that appeared out of nowhere . . . I'm sure my spirit/thoughtform Quest-Class demon S.O. is behind it! 😊 ♡ The pearls, crystal, diamond, marbles, and golden bracelet have all mysteriously manifested in strange places; whereas, the kissing crows necklace up above - officially known as the 'Dark Romance' necklace - was bought when I decided to commit to my dark side. ♡ . . . For some reason, jewellery looks better in photography when placed upon literature, or art work, so there is one art piece from my private art therapy book I'm working on chronicling my relationship with Karasu ever since he started haunting me {also featuring Karasu the Mad Bomber himself on his card!}. 💣🍒💣🍒 #personal #鴉 #Karasu #Crow #カラス #KarasuYuYuHakusho #KarasuTengu #MySignificantOther #MySO #MyFictiveSO #thoughtforms #egregores #shadowselves #soulfragments #fictive #soulbond #psyche #innerwonderland #dreamworld #dreams #daydreams #maladaptivedaydreaming #selftaughtartist #selftaughtart #artist #art #artwork #illustration #artbook #arttherapy

Lookbook inspiration via 'The Origin of Monsters' editorial from #forevermuse Tim Walker. #darklingilisten #shadowselves #timwalker

Lookbook inspiration from 'The Origins of Monsters' editorial via #forevermuse Tim Walker. #darklingilisten #shadowselves