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Serhii, 2023, oil on canvas, 170 x 180 cm
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Serhii, 2023, oil on canvas, 170 x 180 cm
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GOTHICA#29 Мова: Українська Сторінок: 110 Дизайн: Featon Фото обкладинки: Featon Модель обкладинки: Lola Misaka Безкоштовно завантажити: https://gothica.info/uk/gothica29/ Перше на що б хотів звернути вашу увагу це велике інтерв'ю Йохена Арбайта - гітаріста однієї з найбільш впливових світових музичних формацій - Einstürzende Neubauten. Це справжня честь розміщувати в нашому виданні матеріали такого рівня. За що звістно ми вдячні автору Ігорю "Stereoigor" Панасенко, що є одним з найвпливовіших музичних журналістів України. Також ми повернули в журнал старий розділ про мандрівки "Gothica Travel", яких нам наразі так не вистачає. Цього разу розповідь буде про Костел святої Ельжбети - одну з найколоритніших будівель старого Львова. Також в номері багато інтерв'ю з ціавими українськи гуртами і також з вокалістов Amorphis в спецпроекті "Люди мистецтва і татуювання". В номері: Einstürzende Neubauten, Amorphis, AGHIAZMA, Interiia, Proxima Thule, DarkCrystals, Обійми Дощу / Obiymy Doschu, They Drink Champagne, Ravenblood, Serhii Andrieiev, Stereobaza :: первый аудио журнал, Chimera G.T."/Venetian masks #EinstürzendeNeubauten #Amorphis #Aghiazma #ОбіймиДощу #ProximaThule #DarkCrystals #Ravenblood #SerhII #TheyDrinkChampagne #Interiia #Stereoigor #chimera #gothica #gothicamagazine #energyfestival #energyopenair (Cherkasy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLbiBfpnuVG/?igshid=r39qo5a7z5h2
From writing today -
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"Practicing has really helped,” said Elliot, incredulity on his face. “I feel so much more like myself. I think I could defend myself now. Like I used to.”
“You have to be sure.”
“We can’t be totally sure until we start,” said Sahara. “Give him a break.”
“We can’t have any weak links. That could massacre us all.”
Elliot’s eyes flashed. “Alelu’s life is at stake. I’m not letting her get taken again.”
From writing today -
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Serhii clenched his fists. “But I fought back. I would not let him win. Especially since he was russian. I molded it into another version of the fight. I’d been captured, after all… taken away… made to serve a russian, the worst possible thing. But it didn’t mean I was beaten. My heart was still mine. It still beat with freedom. And so I resisted him in any way possible. I dragged my feet. I did anything short of severe punishment. When I’d just been punished and needed to recover, I obeyed—but didn’t put any effort into it I didn’t have to. And all the while I thought of ways to kill him. I did not respect him in the least. He wanted me to call him Mikhail Ivanovich or ‘master’. Every time I said his name, in my mind I would say ‘Misha’ instead. I will never honor him with his real name now that he is dead, except for explanation’s sake. And when he…tried to crush me…. I immersed in images from the war, from times I killed russians, and times I will kill them in the future. And… I wasn’t able to bear it… I hate that he even touched me, much less…. But I was able to get through it. And I would never let him own me. It’s hard not thinking of myself being degraded after..... But even if I sometimes can’t get out of those feelings of being less, of him nearly crushing me…. I think of how much less he is. Of who I am and what I have. The beauty in the world. The things he could never feel or appreciate. I remember I am so much more than this. And I think of you, and you keep me sane. Relatively.” He smiled, glancing at each of them, tears glistening in his eyes. He looked at Zakhar, whose eyes were gleaming in a desperately pale face.
“Zakhar—" he said. “Are you alright?”
this story takes place in 2014. That's when I wrote the last 2 stories, which are just several months ago in story universe (bc we do mention certain events from the show in 2013... unless Odyssey time is different... but I'm thinking of it this way).
I'm thinking that Serhii was on Maidan. Became a soldier (he already seems like that type). And he will go back to Ukraine and he will fight in the war, and he will have a happy ending, bc Ukraine will (and also I need to give him one after this... plus I hate sad endings. And after the war everyone deserves something good. And hope now.)
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A me gli occhi, Bianco spudorato. Non gli importa cosa c'è sul davanti: esatto, diffuso, promette candore. Languente, velo estremo lo zittis
Совсем скоро!) Приближается праздник к нам!:)
Можно выкурить кучу сигарет, выпить много алкоголя. Но это все равно не поможет забыть того, из-за кого болит внутри