#selfship tw

akdjjdkdl PRETTY MUCH EVERYONE !!! It’s honestly fucking ridiculous of me and yet I absolutely cannot help it whatsoever ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 tho id say my main self ships are —

enjin x caitie - i run some sort of side hustle outside of the school i work at (which is what he likes abt me, that i teach) and we meet through Arkha. I’m honestly okay with keeping it casual bc … idk! Enjin just can’t seem to figure it out! Esp bc I treat him like my boyfriend in every single way but … don’t really ask the same from him? And that bothers him a lot lmao for some reason (see: he thinks it’s super baffling) and eventually becomes this thing where he’s on a mission to tie ME down. I have a good relationship with the rest of akuta tho :)

zodyl x caitie - I haven’t fully figured this one out yet bc most of the time i daydream about him, i go with a modern au? But I think whatever I do for the raiders is very benign, like I simply just keep the shit running food and dress wise bc Zodyl can’t??? and because he has his weird mommy issues make it really sexy to him to see a regular woman just doing her thingy thang💔 eventually he pulls some kid off the street and we somehow become coparents

kyoka x caitie - im her lil kitty cat, she keeps me on a leash❣️ (eventually I run into zanka somehow and make things either better or worse depending how I’m feeling)

gris x caitie - he’s my Enjin rebound bye

tamsy x reader - I am constantly HIGH off my ass, and given the way I interact with him, tamsy has a suspicion I can see right thru his “good guy” facade (which is half true, eventually I punk him into revealing it fully to me) … but for reasons of my own (which have to do with arkha somehow, either I love him or I receive special treatment from him bc of my “condition”), I’m not at liberty to expose tamsy… so we do this weird back and forth dance that eventually ends in hate fucking (I’m knife cat essentially) !!!

It’s honestly hard for me to articulate some of this bc I don’t have any .. canon selfship “lore” since I’m constantly going thru my daydreams and altering things depending on any number of reasons!! But this is the basic gist of things I think!! I also have less prominent selfships with jabber and follo and august and arkha … along with self insert dynamics with really everyone (semiu and cthoni … we’re not always fucking but we’re on that weird gay shit together. AND NOERDE TOO OFC my love) !! Sorry to blab about it anyway LOL

Yes I selfship, but usually pretty discreetly cause I always feel a little embarrassed as well as vulnerable. (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

Usually keep it a bit with friends. Bas, you’re actually one of the driving forces for making me feel comfortable to talk about selfshipping, and it’s been super therapeutic. Since you guys are mostly into OP and that's been one of my main obsessions too, I'll be keeping it at that.

Abhi, you're actually right, but you're still missing one. My main selfships in OP used to be Shanks and Ace, but those two had to make way for Izo lately, he's become a major comfort character lately!

There's some very soff selfshippy feels towards Kiku and Robin too, but actively selfshipping is mostly Shanks and Izo. Ace is becoming less and less because I am getting more and more conscious about the age difference, even though it's not really big and the age gap is way bigger with those other two, since they are WAY older than I am. And yet. Ace is baby. I do still love him loads, I am very weak for freckles and himbo energy UwU

It's mostly self comfort, I write short ficlets with them and short blurbs. It is very comforting, therapeutic and helping me reflect on what I'd want on a real life relationship.

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I envision that bakugo has three kids. His oldest daughter, which I imagine that she shares the same personality as nobara in jjk, his middle child son who starts sweet and shy but after the age of fourteen he begins to symbolize bakugo (obsessed w/ his little sister because he is only a year older than her compared to his older sibling which is prob three-year gape), and then his youngest daughter, who is the perfect balance of you both -but tips a little bit more towards you- and is a total heart breaker without even knowing.

No, no... my favorite topic in the WHOLE world is how everyone imagines their little family with their f/o, so… I adore this!!!

Love, love, love the Nobara-esque daughter. Just the right balance of sweet and passionate but temperamental and fierce… definitely squabbles with you all the time because she thinks she’s grown and pretends to hate little brother even though she actually really cares for him and is part of the reason he wants to be tough. I feel like this works well too because she could go both ways on wanting to be a hero, you know? 

And your son, too!!! So funny to think about your sweet boy trying to be cocky like Bakugo and just being so bad at it. Not bad but phony, you know? Wears his pants all saggy but keeps pulling them up and complaining about them… tries to be rough on his classmates and then cries when he gets scolded LOOOL. 

It also making me laugh to think about your youngest daughter being attached to you like, “people only like me because I’m related to dad. This sucks” while actually being like, genuinely SO nice. One of those people with RBF who you think hates you but is actually so kind and funny (even if she turns down everyone who tries to ask her out)… I can definitely imagine the screaming matches your kids get in where it’s oldest daughter VS. the two youngest that Bakugo literally has to get involved in LMFAO.

(Whatever youngest does gets defended by your boy who gets cussed out by big sis who gets cussed out by the youngest and then hair is pulled and boy starts crying and on and on...)

(bakugo dad ask here!)

this is so relatable EEEE, i never usually use them all at once but i definitely have a handful of my own variations of bakugo + i's love children too LOL, who i often pick and/or change depending on the need of the daydream (there's the cool one, the awkward one, the crazy one, etc+... but i digress cuz i wanna talk about Y-O-U).

,jgjhhjnhj,h;lkxlfaljzd!!! angel is honestly such a bakugo name, and i really love the dynamic of older son who does love his dad but definitely causes him a good amount of trouble just because... he's way too smart for his own good and knows how to get away w/ it, too (cuz of your genes that are also mixed in there).

and it absolutely is cosmic karma, esp since like… you know Baku raises any and all of his kids very kindly so they don’t end up maladjusted like he used to be… but that doesn’t mean they aren’t still half of him, all the grumpy bits and all, and berry resistant to… how do you say, criticism (even if it comes from a loving place)… which is why arguing happens no matter what.

PLUS, please correct me if I’m wrong, but it’s probs why you get less trouble than bakugo when it comes to ang, since stubborn + stubborn = bickering no matter the subject (I’m just imagining them having a logic battle in the kitchen over how to fairly split the last spoonful of hot sauce lmaoooo)