#self confession

Seeing as I'm finally confessing my feelings for once, there's one last Fate character I gotta come clean with my feelings for

I really hate to admit it, but I also love Gilgamesh too😂 (agh that hurt to type! ) He's trash, but to me he's golden-quality trash that I'd stan to the very depths of hell... tho imo I really love his dynamic w Enkidu the most

He HATES the fan base (he probably doesn't but that's what it feels like.) because he can't stand us genuinely fixing HIS plot holes.

my idea love is quiet, gentle and romantic, i endorse those fraction moment that culminated to a long development relationship. sometime i just feel there too much sexual, fast pacing love hardly see someone slow down take a time to know each other. The dating app these days, everyone try their best to pursuit their subject if this didn't work then go to next, or only going out 1 or 2 times then being asked if you would like to be my boy/girl friend

mate ! we only have chatted 2 weeks and go out 2 times then you ask me this question you don't think if it's too fast for me or you?

i love pining and company, admire those small moments being each other, feel comfortable with each other, comfortable enough to let my guard down, makes me feel easy not complicated, feel peace and quiet

once, someone asked me what's my idea date i couldn't came up with answers back then, now, i would delight to share if there's someone out there i love to take them to dinner in a french bistro or any resta you like, i would bring a flower to you on our date i know it's trite you make laugh to me but that's what i am, that's what i love to do. i would order a wine, we will have a drink and talk, talk abt nonsense and pointless ideas or complain the shit thing happened today, i would smile and said it's rubbish and nonsense while it's my turn of talking you would like to listen and laugh whatever stupid thing i said, we would enjoy our dinner and have a time of our life, when the dinner is over we depart and life goes on

we may not bring out the topic of what are us now cuz we just wanna enjoy each other's company through out the time and we don't wanna label on it as well

within the proper time in the future, when the right time is coming and we finally decide to be together for the rest of our life as partners