#seenzone

ngunit, datapwat, subalit. mga salitang tinapos kinabukasang inuukit.

-siya nag hi tapos hindi nag reply

hello. i am very sleepy and groggy as i only slept for like one and a half hour? this morning. (i slept at 4 and woke at 5:30 a.m.) i was hyper for the rest of the day, though, which is normal if i only get like less than 3 hours of sleep. that’s fine. that’s normal and i carry on.

but i still get really bothered when people ignore me.

i understand that i don’t have much of a presence and that i am someone who can’t read atmospheres, but it’s still kind of frustrating when you actually offer someone something you thought of very well and put a lot of effort in and what do you get? seenzoned and ignored, that’s what.

i’m okay if we’re just talking randomly about nothing and everything and you don’t respond. i’m used to that, but when it comes to actual, important matters to discuss? do that and you deserve all my glares and short-lived hate.

i’m tired of feeling like talking to empty space.

– ju, ..:*

seriously, i’m alright being ignored for being my awkward self but important matters are a no-no, you nimrod.

Alam mo yung pakiramdam na makita mo siyang online. Yung tipong minsan lang mangyari. Sobrang excited ka kasi pareho kayong online. Hindi mo alam kung imemessage mo ba, kasi natatakot ka baka mapahiya ka lang. Pero sa isang banda, napaisip ka. Kung magmemessage ka nga ba o itatago mo pa. Pero kung itatago mo hanggang kailan mo kaya?

Nagkalakas loob at ilang beses mong pinag-isipan kung imemessage mo siya. Nung nakaipon ka na ng sapat na tapang. Nagisip kung ano yung sasabihin mo sa kanya. Alam mo yung feeling na andyan ka na, pero nagdadalawang isip pa. Mali ba ang spelling o pangit nga ba ang pinapahiwatig. Syempre ayaw mo naman lumabas na walang kwenta yung message mo. Kasi iisipin mo din na wala kang kwenta sa kanya