#seeking solice

That I omitted from myself,

Never wanting to cross that forbidden bridge,

Fearing that, I would soon be shunned,

Erased from God's thoughts,

When I set myself to satisfy my curiosity,

Of needing to feel alive,

By exploring every shameful pleasure,

That imploded deep within my wailing heart,

That aches to reach out into the dark,

Hoping that there will be a form of truth,

Of what lingers on the other side,

Might potentially be all that I have been seeking for this entire time...

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That I avoid when it's right before me,

Needing to create a safe space,

For I have enough noise that lives in my head,

I long a for a moment of silence,

To blank out all that perturbes my soul,

All that haunts my heart,

Blinding myself from meaningless hate that I don't need...

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