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been many weeks since i last posted, but it's getting better somewhat. the acceptance settles more heavily as each day passes

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Never mind the last post turns out im plural. Cool 👍👍👍👍
So, since I have been so busy lately, I guess I can finally spill the beans on my venture I mentioned previously - which is I opened a home based bakery!
I know lol, I made it sound like a bigger deal than what it is, but oh well.
So far, I've just sold cookies. I've done 2 markets, sold out my first market and had 2 left my mast market. And I filled an order for a friend for 200 cookies. (Which was exhausting, baking in the summer in a house with no air conditioning is not for the weak).
I'm going to add more things soon, but cookies were the easiest starting point. So here's to hoping I get into a flow soon, because it's been a little difficult trying to find my groove while still taking care of things at home. Well...it's not that bad when it's a normal market week. But doing that large order last week plus market prep had me fucking exhausted. Thankfully next week is fair week and I'm using that as an excuse to take a week off, since I figured people probably won't have as much spending money then.
Declaration
I was 15, when I was too eager to post, too eager to show people what I have, what I achieved, where I have been, what I did.
I did had the ability to express. I don't know what happened to that kid, I mean what's the point of showing anything?
I started believeing there is nothing to be captured in photo, there is nothing to be shown to others, there is no point of doing all this.
I was afraid, afraid of what people would think about me. How they would perceive me after seeing what I'm up to. Same way I perceive others and label them cringe, dumb and stupid. I am the stupid one, at-least they are enjoying and me? Scared little kid!
Idk but something in me died this year and yet I’m more me than I’ve ever been.

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okay so apparently we are a high functioning autist
thanks "J"
Kind of happy about it but also not??? It's.. weird