#sedar

This article provides a breakdown of the seder : each major component and the order in which it traditionally occurs. For more details, including readings, words to the blessings and other materials, you will want to consult a Haggadah.

He’s coming together!!! (This isn’t done yet). I REALLY like him so far. I tend to be really indecisive when it comes to fursonas (so I’ve had like 4 over time) but maybe this one will last haha 😅

He’s based off of me a lot—he has the same piercings and tattoos in the same spots (though they’re altered because my tattoos are too intricate to put on something I wanna be able to draw a lot/quickly). And he’s built the same way I am: hips and shoulders the same width, realllyy small ribcage, scoliosis, arch deformity (I’ll probably make it more obvious in subsequent drawings), the same top/gynecomastia/whatever surgery scars from not having a big chest pre-surgery because I’m intersex… I’ll probably draw him with the same genital differences too, until I get bottom surgery when I’ll draw him with bigenitals.

It’s also the first fursona I’ve had that’s represented my dissociative part as well. One thing we’re working toward is to seeing ourselves as one so this is really helpful in that regard and it makes me love him even more, as well as making him finally feel represented in my art and the way I see myself :)

I want to feel sexy while using a cane while being deformed—this helps.

OKAY!

Here he is, finished! Finally!

I’m really happy with how he turned out.

He’s kinda meant to be a reflection of myself (and my part /plural). I gave him a lot of the qualities about myself that I have learnt to love—he’s deformed (I might make it a bit more visible in subsequent drawings), auDHD, intersex, and still meant to be sexually appealing and in control. i struggled for a long time to feel both sexy and in control in sexual situations. Either I’ve been desexualised for being disabled or fetishised for being trans/intersex. Both resulted in me just feeling like my sexuality wasn’t mine.

I also love how I’ve represented both me and my part. Past fursonas have all been just me but, because of that, they represented more my identity and less my lived experience as somebody with OSDD. This one feels more representative of my life and I like that! Especially as somebody who is only recently coming to terms with it.

I also included a lot of traits that people tend to assume don’t go together. She’s a smart slut, an autistic partygoer who likes video games, a deformed cane user that loves travelling new places. I hate feeling like people assume stuff about me, so I guess I wanted to make a character with all of the traits that people assume I don’t have.

I also love her tattoos. They don’t perfectly mirror my own as the ones on my sides wouldn’t have worked well on them, but I think the end result is really cool.