so, i was going over my own feed (crazy right, like my own posts?) and i noticed ive never ranted to this about my gratest nightmare: not being secretary general of my school's mun 2026.
i've been this year's (2025) under sec-gen, but if im not the '26 sec gen im bawling my eyes out, quitting the team and never getting up again.
see, ive wanted to join my schools team since 2022. i got invited in a year early, (which was 2022) but for some reason they took back their invite and went, nah, forget it.
so, 2022, i went all in, and have been locked in ever since.
by 2023, my first year, i ran to be part either of the media commision (sub commision of communciations) or roses team. i made both. by 2024 (basically end of 2023), i prayed to be part of something bigger, i wanted to be on an actual commission. i made assistant director of a committee. by 2025 (start) i went with some people from my school as a delegation the the NYMMUN 2025 conference in february. i just wanted to go. i made head delegate of the delegation. i also, won closing bureau and got to speak at the UN's GA headquarters. by 2025 (basically end of 2024) i wanted to be part of the secretariat. i hoped they'd open up a new position, chief of staff, and that id be the first one in, and the youngest secretariat member of our team to date... i was made under sec gen.
by now, 2026 (end of 2025) i wanted to be invited by my school to be part of the delegation to go to the HNMUN-LA 2026. i've made it. and, in three weeks, the secretariat for 2026 will be announced. by now, 2026, i need to be sec-gen, i've worked years for it. if im not sec-gen, i'm aiming the pistol. i'm giving up.
