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2) My friend Laura. God, she's been with me for a while now. She goes way across the states for school, though, and I miss her more than I'd admit. But what's really great about her is her smile. She's always there to help for anything, really peppy and get-up-and-go. Sometimes, I feel like she's the only one I can confide in. She helped me learn to trust, even if sometimes that can be seen as a flaw. 

3) My friend Jenny. I only recently became close to her, and, well, college distance has drawn us farther apart, but she was probably my closest friend in high school. I talked about a lot of deeper stuff with her, things kinda.. out there, that other people wouldn't understand why I worried about it. Because of Jenny, I realize that I'm thankful for my knowledge, and how quick I am to learn things and grow from them. This extends to things beyond school. I am very thankful for my brain. 

4) Heh, this one is a little different. My friend Sean I met at an engineering summer camp. But once, when I was in my lowest during the year, he came and he helped me up. He helped me realize I'm not alone, and I have friends to help me. He helped me realize that I am strong, and it's only me that is stopping me from anything. I owe him a big thanks for that. 

5) The last is, of course, reserved for my boyfriend. He doesn't have a tumblr that I can link anyone to lol. But.. he's helped me so, so much. I've had a hard time away from all the friends I love from high school, but he's always been a constant support, and he's endured all of my angry moments and tense crying seshes. Because of him, though, I've learned to also be more tolerant, and to love more. I love that I can.. well, love. I have so much empathy for people, and its not just because of him of course, but he pushed me into realizing it. A lot of the stress I have comes so much just from worrying about other people, and loving them so much it hurts. I don't show that often, but it eats at me. I just.. I have a big heart. But I love it. 

That's it. There's so many more people that have had positive impacts on me, and they all deserve to be talked about as well. I will probably talk about them at some point, just because I'm so thankful.