Apr 30
joke nervous system. see a dog person being mean about someone I know and panic so bad I need to take a bunch of weed and listen to enya and use my vagus nerve zapping device five times 👍
#we are not well regulated about our dog fancy experiences I fear.#dysfunction junction#ALL TRAUMA IS RELATIONAL TRAUMA AND BOY IS THAT RELATIONAL TRAUMA NOT GREAT IN THIS INSTANCE.#I do not talk Abt it much bc some of those ppl are still Here Watching#which i hate!#scream.#even now I'm like oh they're gonna screenshot this and send it to each other on their mean discord.#type of thing which they have done. a lot.#you can see why I am. not in a good place regarding Dog People Online.#bullying is sooo fun#the worst thing bout being bullied as an adult is like#it makes you feel like a stupid child.#and it's like well I did not bring the childish behavior here. and yet!#as the one discussing the bullying! it's BAD
