With this melancholy heart?
Blood spurts from our heads to our feet,
From head to foot we are wounded,
From head to foot we are bloody,
From head to foot we are all pain.
We have exposed our loving heart to hazards
When the tongue feared the lip,
When the pen doubted the paper,
Even, even our recollection dreaded to speak during dreams,
We used to engrave your name in our heart
Like an image on turquoise.
When in that dark street,
And the horror of its silence
Crashed on the closed window,
We spread your voice like spurting blood
Like a stone thrown in the swamp
On the roof and at the door.
When the deceit of the beast,
Disguised in Solomon’s garment,
Wore the ring on his finger,
We used to rhyme your secret, like God’s mightiest name
Wine, of flower, of morning,
We spoke of light, of goodness,
That bird that journeyed in the cloud,
That seed in the ground that grow into a lawn,
That light that danced in the mirror,
And murmured to our heart’s solitude,
Spoke of meeting you at every breath.
In the school, in the market,
In the mosque, in the town square,
Those nights, those nights, those nights,
Those dark and horrible nights,
Those nights of nightmare,
Those nights of shouting,
Those nights of patience and awakenings,
We sought you in the street,
We called your name on the roofs:
I will lift my young heart
Like the banner of victory,
"On the day that you return,
I will strew this blossoming blood,
This carpet lying under your foot,
This flower garlands is made of blood,
It is the flower of blood…
You come through the alley of blood,
You will come and I tremble in my heart:
What is this which is concealed in your hand?
What is this which is twisted around your leg?
Houshang Ebtehaj, Persian poet