This might be an odd request, but if youâre interested could you do Jhad angst with prompts 2 and 21? I get itâs a pretty niche ship, but Iâve seen your other work and Iâm interested on your take of the pairing.
Brother I shit you not I was JUST talking about this ship right before you sent this ask I am not even kidding. The timing on this was amazing. Hereâs the screenshots of my exact reaction
ANYWAY Iâd gladly do this pairing!! I think it would be really cute and I may or may not be thinking about writing a slow burn for it eheheheh
2. âPlease donât leave meâ and 21. âIâm better when Iâm with youâ
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
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Alone. A word that kept repeating in Jâs head.
She was alone again, just like before, just like she always was. Just like before the manor, and after the massacre. She couldnât win. She just couldnât win.
Tessa was her friend, yet she was ripped away from her by that damn thing. V was her friend, yet she ruined that by siding with it.
Why couldnât V just understand? It was the only way to survive. There was no escape, even in death⌠Though apparently she was wrong. Because they won. Solver was gone, and she was alone again.
J sighed as she gripped the blow torch harder, repairing the ship she had unceremoniously blown up.
She grit her teeth together, memories of their battle flashing before her, of Cyn using Tessaâs skin as a suit.
Suddenly, the blowtorch snapped in half from the pressure, the metal dented.
âDamnit!â J exclaimed, angrily throwing it into the snow beneath her. She jumped off the ship and kicked the broken torch further away, fists clenched by her side.
âYikes-â A voice said nearby, by the exit of the corpse spire.
J immediately swiveled around, one of her hands switching out for a rocket launcher as she aimed in its direction.
The worker drone flinched and fumbled with whatever it was he was holding before putting his hands up, eyebrows raised.
âWoah, J, relax!â He said.
âOh.â J huffed, lowering her arm.
It was Thad, the one worker drone she managed to befriend. Well, more like he befriended her, despite her previous attempt to kill him. Granted, it was at least a few months after she had attacked that bunker.
Sheâd first met him in the woods, just outside of the abandoned city where âTessaâ was scouting out. Sheâd put J on watch duty.
At first, J didnât bother to interact with him. But then she kept seeing him, and heâd only look even more sad and cold each time. Eventually, it turned into pity. Sheâd visit him while Boss was scoping the planet.
She would never admit it, but she slowly grew acquainted with this strange Worker Drone. Maybe itâs because it reminded her of the manor, when life was simpler. Maybe itâs because he reminded her so much of Tessa, goofy and dorky and funny and caring all the same. It was a breath of fresh air.
That was, until boss pulled her away from him too, because she finally had a lead.
J wouldnât see him again for a while, at least not until everything came to a head and it was finally time for Solver to finish what it had started on the planet. They hadnât gotten to talk at all, of course, everything was so intense, but she had noticed that he was hesitant to attack her before the planet had suddenly broken into pieces.
âWhat do you want? Here to mock me?â She asked with a snarl.
âUh⌠no,â Thad said, scratching the back of his head. âI wanted to check up on you, actually.â
Her gaze softened as Thad walked further in.
âYâknow, that whole big battle seemed really intense. Thought you could use some company, sinceâŚâ He trailed off.
J crossed her arms, putting her weight on one of her legs. âBecause everyone hates me now?â
Sweat ran down his visor. He blinked and nodded slightly.
âI wanted to give you this.â He held out the item he had been holding to her.
It was a plush of a pink rabbit, its ears, arms, and legs floppy. It had button eyes and a white belly, yet it looked dirty with oil and debris. J took it from his hands and turned it slightly, looking at it.
Her expression softened more.
She loved plushies, even now after all this time since the manor days. She had missed just being able to hold one close and play with it. She gently squeezed its torso.
ââŚThank you, Thad.â She said, glancing away and furrowing her brows, âBut I donât⌠I donât need plushies.â
Thad raised an eyebrow. âThen why did you hesitate?â
J stopped for a moment, then moved the plush to her other hand, her claws extruding from the other as she pointed them at Thad.
âDonât forget I can kill you right now!â She threatened, baring her teeth.
Thad put his hands up again, but only chuckled. âCâmon, J. You know you donât have to hide anything anymore, right? You donât have to pretend to be something youâre not. Itâs gone. It canât hurt you anymore.â
J froze. How did Thad know any of that? He was just a worker drone. There was no way he couldâve just said that on a whim.
He was right. She knew that. Butâ how?-
âI, uh⌠I asked V, N, and Uzi to give me a run down on everything,â Thad admitted, rubbing the back of his neck. âI didnât fully understand everything, but from what I got, it⌠sounded pretty rough. For all of you.â
J felt her legs start to shake. First, anger, but then confusion and relief, all hit at once. Someone knew, someone, for the most part, understood, wanted to understand, wanted to understand her. Her expression twisted, trying to keep the emotions at bay, but the softness of his voice, the tone, the look he was giving.
It all made her so weak, in such a good way.
J lowered her arms and hung her head, arms shaking, her fists clenched around the bunny plush.
âAnd yet, after all of what they told you, you still want to talk to me?â She asked incredulously, her voice shaking slightly.
âOf course I do. You were there for me when I was stuck in the woods, even if you were mostly mocking me.â He chuckled at the memory, then added, âIâm repaying the favor.â
J glanced away from him, hugging her arms.
âThanks, I guess.â
Thad smiled up at her, then looked past her at the ship.
âWhatâre you working on?â He asked.
She followed his gaze, then groaned.
âThe ship. I was repairing it after I blew it up- You know, as an⌠apology to V. And N and Uzi, I guess,â She explained, âBut I just broke the only welder I had.â
âOh!â Thad perked up. âWant me to go grab you one?â
J looked at him again, confused. âWhy?â
Thad shrugged. âWhy not? I donât want you to be lonely out here forever, J.â
Her core shook.
âBe right back, kay?â He said, turning on his heel and sprinting back out of the spire.
J watched after him until he disappeared behind the corpse walls. She looked down at the snowy footprints he made in his wake, tracing her eyes over each ridge of the shoe tracks.
She turned back to the ship, her mind wandering as she hugged her arms.
Now that she thought about it more, Thad really did remind her so much of Tessa in many more ways that she thought. They were both so bright and bubbly all the time, yet they bruised so easily. They were fragile, one and the same yet two separate people. Two separate things.
She was athletic, just like him. He was kind, just like her. He smiled with his teeth, just like she did when she laughed. She would glow when she was happy, and so would he.
He made stupid jokes just like she would, and would sometimes mess with her just to get a reaction. J gripped her arms tighter and closed her eyes.
The day of the Gala. Tessaâs left arm was hurt. It was bruised, yet untreated. J wanted to help, but she couldnât.
âIâm âright, J.â Tessa would tell her, smiling nervously and rubbing the bruise with her hand.
She could tell she wasnât alright. It hurt still, even moreso emotionally, she figured. But J never got to express how much she cared, because in the end all she was to Tessa was a pet. Something to be admired and laugh at, something that wasnât supposed to have or understand the same complex feelings that a human possessed.
J knew she was more than that.
Then, before she and Cyn had reached the cabin fever labs. She found Thad in the woods again, hunched over and sitting in the snow, holding his left leg tightly. When she walked over, he looked up at her and smiled.
âHey! Whatâs up?â Heâd say, cheerfully, attempting to mask the pain he was in, albeit terribly.
âWhat happened to your leg?â She would ask, sounding stern and uncaring, her arms crossed across her chest, portraying faux feelings of apathy toward him.
âOhâ Itâs nothin. Iâm alright, J.â Heâd promised, smiling up at her nervously.
Her heart swelled. He even talked like her sometimes.
J opened her eyes again and looked up at the glittering stars above her, a complacent expression playing on her face.
It was a surprisingly clear night out that night, the stars clear and twinkling softly, looking back down at her.
Thad was everything Tessa was and more, wasnât he? He cared about J. He wanted her to have friends, to learn how to live with them so she wouldnât have to live alone forever, regretting the decisions she made and the pain she caused.
He held his hand out for her, much like Tessa did, but this time, as a friend. Not as an owner, guiding a lost dog to her home. Thad had picked her up despite her flaws and tendencies, to try and guide her down a path of love and joy.
Not to mention, he was as handsome as his personality. J would never admit it herself, but he looked nice. Nicer than most male worker drones she had come across and ultimately slaughtered. For a moment, she wondered why he, of all drones, had hair, despite most males not having any, from what she could tell. So full of mystery as well, wasnât he?
Just then, J froze, her head snapping back down as she stared into the distance, her eyelights hollow and blush forming beneath them.
ââŚOh noâŚâ She said slowly, the realization kicking in. âNo no no!â She exclaimed, hiding her hands in her face.
She had fallen for him. And hard. Either it was because he was so much like Tessa, or because he was just himself, it didnât matter. She liked him; no, she loved him, just as she had Tessa.
Butâ how could he ever love her back? She tried to kill himâ She tried to kill everyone. She sided with the thing that was trying to eat the planet and kill everyone else with it. N, V, and Uzi undoubtedly hate her, and worst of allâ âŚShe was a failure. All of this time trying to be the best, and she couldnât even do one thing right.
She failed Tessa. She failed to be the best maid, she failed to keep her safe. She failed Cyn, and the company. She was sent to do a job, yet she couldnât even complete it.
She was pathetic.
The sound of snow crunching underfoot broke her from her thoughts, a gentle tap on her shoulder.
She flinched and turned her head.
It was Thad, looking at her with concern. âAre you okay?â
Donât look at me like that.
âYeah. Iâm- Iâm perfect!â J said, straightening her posture and turning to him, her tail swaying close to the ground. âJust fine.â
Thad tilted his head, then shrugged. He held out the welder to her.
âHere. Just donât break it this time,â He joked.
She rolled her eyes at him. âYeah yeahâ
Jâs wings appeared from her back again and flared out as the anti-gravity jets roared to life, sending her up so she could gracefully land on the top of the landing pod again, carefully welding the metal pieces together. She watched Thad out of the corner of her eye.
He put his hands into his pockets and watched, leaning back and forth on his feet. Despite his body language, he didnât look bored. He seemed more intrigued than anything, looking over the ship in its whole, or at least as whole as it was at the moment.
J glanced at him.
âWhy are you still here? Shouldnât you go back to the bunker now?â She asked, putting on an annoyed facade.
âItâs the middle of the night, man,â Thad explained, âNo one knows Iâm here. And I donât have to get to school for another two hours.â
J huffed. âWell, you better not distract me,â She said.
Please talk to me.
Thad put his hands up and nodded. âYou got it, J.â
No, not like that. Stop acting like her.
J drew her eyes away from him and back at the metal she was welding, trying to focus. But her thoughts always went back to him. She couldnât get him out of her head. Just the thought of hugging him was enough to make her mind spiral, and the idea of holding him made her feel like melting.
She was hyper aware of all movement in the area - a side effect that came from being a disassembly drone - so every small subtle move he made was enough to gain a glance from her. When he shifted his weight, or moved his hands, or took a few steps forward, sheâd notice and look at him.
Suddenly, his words broke through the icy air.
âHey, J.â
J glanced up at him, then back at her welding job.
âWhat?â
A smile slowly grew on Thadâs face, getting an idea.
âWhatâs this thing for anyway?â He asked, knocking on a metal panel, âTrying to build some kind of forest creature?â
J paused, looking at him in confusion. âYou, of all people, should know what a space ship like this is for.â
Thad shrugged. âI mean, if you look at it from an angle, it kinda looks like a messed up spider.â
J simply rolled her eyes and returned to welding the metal panels. She moved to another support and lifted another metal panel, holding it against the metal already attached to the ship.
Thad seemed to stare at her for a moment, then glanced away.
It was times like these where J wished solver granted them the power of mind reading. She wanted to know what was going on inside that little brain of his. Two out of her six eyes squinted at him, the remaining four focused on the welding.
The only thing that filled the air was the crackle of the welder and the howling of the wind for a moment, until Thad interrupted.
âHey, JJ!â He called.
âWhat, Thad?â She asked, the eyes on her display deadpanning.
âI bet your humor is as hard to catch as a frisbee in the wind!â He said with full confidence, a wide dorky grin on his face, his hands on his hips.
Stop doing that. Stop being like her. What is wrong with you?
J stifled a smile and rolled her eyes. âYeah, well maybe you arenât trying hard enough.â
âOoh, playing hard to get! I like it!â He teased, pointing at her with finger-guns and winking, âChallenge accepted.â
J shook her head. What was he doing? What challenge? What was the point of this? What was he going to gain out of this?
Jâs mind raced so much, she nearly welded her hand to the ship.
Now he was doing the one thing she told him not to do. Distract her. Granted, him merely being there was enough to distract her at first, so maybe he wasnât at fault.
âOoh! I got a good one,â He said, a mischievous look in his eyes as he rubbed his hands together.
âWhatâs white and has wheels?â He asked, anticipation in his voice.
J paused for a moment, thinking. She tilted her head slightly. In all the jokes that Tessa had told her, this was one she was unfamiliar with. Her mind went to the first most logical answer she could think of.
âA bike?â She said, hesitating.
âThe snow! I lied about the wheels!â Thad basically shouted, throwing his arms into the air with a large grin across his face. She noticed that some of his teeth were strangely sharp.
âThat doesnât even make any sense,â She said, rolling her eyes and returning to her welding.
âSure it does!â Thad said with a snicker, âYou gotta stop thinking so literally about everything, J.â
She stopped, if only for a moment. She remembered when Tessa had told her that, after making a dumb joke like that, with the same gesture and the same, proud grin.
Her grip tightened on the welding tool.
Thad paced around, thinking of what to try next. She glanced at him.
Seriously, what was he doing? He kept saying random jokes, despite the fact she told him not to distract her. Itâs not like she was going to do anything to stop him, she liked the jokes, it justâ
WOAH. No! She did not like the jokes! She didnât like jokes! Jokes were stupid and wasted timeâ There wasnât any point to them, they made no senseâ
Suddenly, she heard a thud and flinched, breaking her from her thoughts once again. Her head snapped to the sound, only to see Thad stumble back from one of the shipâs legs and fall into the snow, holding his foot with a pained expression.
J couldnât help but snicker at his misfortune, confused but delighted.
He opened an eye and looked up at her, surprised to hear her snickering. She turned her head away quickly and covered her mouth, stifling her laughter.
She lowered her head and shook it, trying to keep herself calm. Behind her, she heard Thad call her name. She looked up and turned her head to him, curious.
Right as she turned her head to him, he began sprinting up a mound of snow, only to purposefully slip and tumble down the mound, landing on his stomach. He looked up at her expectantly.
J simply stared at Thad, her eyelights half-lidded. She shook her head and averted her attention back to her welding. She was almost done with the panel.
Honestly, watching him get thrown around was kind of funny, especially since he was throwing himself around. All that, just to get her to-
The realization hit her like a bowling ball.
Those silly jokes, the stupid looks, the dumb actions that would end in him getting hurtâ they were all for her. To get her to laugh and âloosen up a little,â as Tessa would put it.
Dear God, heâs just like her. Why is he so much like her? What is wrong with him?!
âOh!â Thad suddenly exclaimed, causing J to stop welding. It was alright, though. She had just finished a panel.
She groaned, trying her hardest to keep her front up, and hopped off the ship, picking up another panel.
âWhat did one corporate say to the other?â Thad asked, excited to tell the joke, eagerness in his voice.
J raised an eyebrow as she shook the panel off, dusting snow from it. She was intrigued this time. Thad didnât seem the type to know anything about corporations.
âWhat?â She asked.
âNothing, because theyâre bad at diplomacy!â He announced proudly, almost way too excited to see her reaction.
J stifled her laughter, quickly raising the new panel over her face so he wouldnât see the look on her face.
She was smiling because of his dumb joke. It was funny, of course it was funny, and it made sense- and she was sure Thad picked up on her attempt to cover her laugh.
She tried to play it off, lunging back onto the pod with the panel in hand. In the corner of her eyes, she saw Thadâs goofy grin, and knew that trying to hide it had already failed.
A silence fell between the two of them as Thad began to pace, presumably thinking of more jokes, scratching his chin. Whenever heâd think of one, heâd stop and blurt it out. Of course, most of his jokes needed her to respond, but J didnât mind that.
With each joke, J would giggle just a little bit more than before, even snorting quietly once. She couldnât help it.
The way he delivered each joke with enthusiasm and the tone of a comedian, his stupid, adorable little face, full of excitement and pure joy, his face brightening whenever heâd hear her giggles.
She had to admit, his charm was irresistible.
She slowly began to forget her worries, forgetting how much Thad and Tessa had in common.
After a prolonged silence, Thad stopped in his pacing again.
âOh! What do you do if you get the bird flu?â He asked, that same silly grin playing on his face.
J leaned back and looked at him with a smile. âWhat?â
âYou getâ âŚUhâŚâ Thad trailed off, glancing at the snow.
âWait, Iâ I forgot the punchline,â He chuckled softly as he spoke, furrowing his brows as he tried to remember.
J snickered. âTake your time.â She said smugly, turning back to her welding.
Silence fell between the two again as he wracked his brain, trying to remember. J almost forgot he had even started to set up a punchline.
Suddenly, Thadâs head jolted back up as he shouted.
âTweetment!â He exclaimed, his voice so loud it echoed through the barren outdoors.
J finally couldnât hold in her giggles anymore, a hearty laugh erupting from her throat as she leaned back from the spot she was welding. Her legs slipped, sending her careening off of the pod and into the snow, still laughing and smiling, snorting every once in a while.
Thad grinned at her, admiring her smile and the way she laughed. He loved every snort, every giggle, every time she would roll on the ground, clutching her sides as she couldnât stop from laughing.
He had succeeded in getting her to let loose, at least for now.
He chuckled, approaching her from the side and leaning forward slightly to hover over her face, placing his hands on his knees.
âItâs nice to see you smile like this, Jaybird,â He said softly, his expression kind and full of adoration.
Jâs heart exploded in her chest, butterflies in her stomach as her eyelights hollowed at what he had just said.
Tessaâs voice echoed in her head.
âItâs nice tâsee ya smile like this, Jaybird!â
That same smile. That same nickname. That same damned expression and tone of joy and pride. Those damned green eyes.
J quickly sat up and shoved his face away, turning away from him and curling up in a ball, her hands on her head.
Thad yelped and stumbled back slightly, trying not to fall.
Damn it all! Why do you have to be like this, you stupid toaster! Why? âŚWhy me? Is this my punishment? Is this what I get?
Her mind raced, a swirl of emotions, anger and sorrow and melancholy, her core pounding in her ears.
âJ?â Thad asked, concerned, rubbing his face.
She didnât respond, her arms beginning to tremble.
She hated him. No, she hated herself. How could she let this happen? How could she allow herself to fall so heavily for this little drone? He was so much like Tessa, yet so different at the same time. She craved to hear his voice and feel his touch all the same as she did with Tessa, yet somehow stronger.
Thadâs worry only grew as he stepped forward, placing a hand on her shoulder. âCâmon, Jaybird, talk to me. Whatâs up?â He asked again.
That stupid nickname!
He was so much like her. But what if he was too much like her? What if she had fallen for someone with the same quirks and personality and phrases as her first crush, just for them to be ripped away again? Just for her heart to be taken and stomped on and spit on all over again? What if he didnât like her back? What if he was just there because he thought she was pitiful?
ââŚYouâre so much like her,â J finally muttered, not lifting her head, her voice shaking. Despite her doubts, despite everythingâ she decided to tell Thad what was going on. Maybe not about how badly she wanted to kiss him, though. Not yet.
ââŚWhat?â Thad responded, sitting next to her in the snow.
âTessa. Cyn was wearing her skin, you know.â
Thadâs eyebrows raised. ââŚOh.â
J chuckled sadly, hugging her legs. âIâm such an idiot, Thad.â
She paused for a moment, waiting for Thad to react, though he didnât.
âI sided with that thing because I thought there was no point in fighting. I knew what it could do. V and I both did.â She sniffled. âIt toyed with us. It used us to slaughter billions, all three of us.â
As she began to explain, Thad sat beside her and rubbed comforting circles on her back, listening closely.
âIt used us to kill Tessâs family. It used us to kill her. It wore her skin like a badge⌠I still remember her screams.â
Finally, Jâs head lifted. She looked out at the snow, her eyelights hollow, digital tears wavering in the corners of them.
ââŚI tried to fight back, Thad. Before all of thisâ I wanted to stop it. But I never won. It would always kill me and then clone me again. There was no escape, even in death.â J paused again, then huffed. âGuess I was wrong.â
it became silent between the two. The air around them turned sour, dampened by Jâs experiences.
She sniffled and sobbed, internally berating herself for being so vulnerable in front of a stupid adorable worker drone. She was pathetic.
ââŚGeez,â Thad finally muttered, âI canât imagine how Iâd feel if I was in your situation.â
J didnât say anything.
âI⌠I donât think you did anything wrong, J.â
She turned her head to him.
âSure, you made some mistakes,â Thad said, shrugging, âbut you were just scared. You did what you thought was right, even if it wasnât the best. Everyone makes mistakes.â
J stared at him. âHow can you not be mad at me?â
Thad thought for a moment, glancing at the stars. Then, he looked back at her. âBecause everyone has their own story. You were forced to kill someone you were super close to. You gave up, because you couldnât fight back. You only wanted to survive.â
He paused, then smiled. âIn the end, thatâs all any of us want, right? Thatâs why the Worker Drones fled under the ice when you guys showed up.â
J looked into his lime green eyes. Her heart swelled. He was genuine. He didnât hate her. He actually understood her. He was finally someone who cared enough to see her side of the story, to listen to her grief and fear and empathize.
Something Tessa failed to do.
Tears welled up in her eyes again as she dropped her head back into her knees, hugging her legs.
Thad frowned, his brows furrowing in concern. He gently leaned on her, awkwardly slinging his arm around her shoulders and patting her arm.
âItâs okay. Youâre gonna be okay, J,â He reassured, speaking slowly and softly.
Stop doing that.
She hated this. She hated being vulnerable like this, sobbing pathetically into her knees while a Worker Drone leaned on her, comforting her. She hated that it was working. She hated that she needed comfort. She had said it before, she would say it again. She didnât need anybody.
âŚBut deep down, she knew that wasnât true. Without someone to boss her around, what was she worth? If she couldnât do a job, what was the point? That was the real reason she had started to put that stupid pod back together.
Most of all, J hated how much she crumbled around Thad. She hated how much he reminded her of Tessa, and how she fell for him just like she did her. Just because they cared. Just because they were trying to save her from a terrible path. She hated how pathetic she was.
She was suddenly broken from her thoughts by the sound of an alarm. She hadnât even realized she stopped crying. How long were they sitting there for?
Thad jolted upright, slapping his face.
âCrap! I stayed out too long! Iâm sorry, J, but I gotta bolt!â He said in a panic, quickly scrambling to his feet.
J perked up as well, but quickly turned, her knees hitting the snow as she reached up and grabbed his wrist.
âWait!â She called.
He stopped and looked back at her, surprised.
She looked back up at him. Blush spread across her visor as her jaw hung open, eyelights hollow.
Wait. What am I doing?! She thought, panic rushing through her wiring.
ââŚUh⌠PâŚPlease⌠donât leave me.â She asked quietly, glancing away, âI⌠I, uh⌠I feel better when Iâm around you, Thad.â
She groaned and pulled her hand away, covering her face.
âGod, Iâm so pathetic, arenât IâŚ?â She asked no one in particular.
Thad didnât seem to move for a second. Then, he dropped down onto his knees and gently grabbed her hands, pulling them off her face with a soft smile.
âNo no, itâs okay! Whatâs one missed day of school, right?â He shrugged, âItâs Friday anyway. Iâll stay. I promise.â
J looked at him in the eyes, her processor running at two miles an hour. She felt so conflictedâ she wanted him to stay, but her prideâ like it wasnât already damaged enoughâ but itâs a Worker Drone! I donât need pity from a worker droneâ
ââŚThank you.â She muttered, cracking a small smile.
Thad smiled back.
âNo probbles.â
J snickered.
âSuch a dumb abbreviation.â
She didnât care. She could sit like this for the rest of forever.
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HOOLLLYYY SHIIIT. LONGEST ONE OF THESE EVER I APOLOGIZE FOR ALL OF YOUR DASHBOARDS. ANYWAY. I'm so sorry this took fucking ages to complete, my personal life has been so so busy.
I HOPE YOU ENJOYED ANYWAY!! This was so so much fun to write, I love exploring J's character. AUGH. Don't worry Thad eventually helps her get over Tessa :D
Also so sorry to all the people who are waiting on their requests , especially to those who have been waiting since August. Life has been busy and I've been unmotivated. I'm hoping to get back to it whenever I can though!!!!
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Prompt Post! Lizzy x Doll; "Stay with me forever"/"Because I love you!" N x V; "I thought you didn't want me"/"Why haven't you kissed me yet?" V x Thad; "I'm in love with you" V x Thad "I missed you so much"/"I can't stay away from you" N x Thad; "Can I kiss you?" N x Thad; "I want you. Only you." V x Thad; "I thought you didn't want me." Sam x Uzi; "The way I feel with you"/"I can't stay away from you." Uzi x Thad; "Please don't leave me"/"I'll always love you" N x Thad; "Please marry me"/"Why haven't you kissed me yet?" N x Uzi; "You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen"/"I'm better when I'm with you" J x Thad; "Please don't leave me"/"I'm better when I'm with you." <- You are here!














