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𝆴 . A War of Love part 39𝆴 . :

• A War of Love ( masterlist)

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I made my decision.

I clench my teeth as my hands itches to hold her hands and hold her tighly so among all this light that doesn't reach me for a bit, I could sink in into that warmth I have always dreamed of . However, her dreams are probably not mines.

I clench my teeth tightly.

Words rassembles into a crowd, all hurried, pushing altogether to get out first, they push themeselves, battling between them and at the same time with my own mind and heart.

My throat is about to explode.

My heart tears apart.

" Y/n... The truth is ... "

I will keep my feelings to myself. I've hurt her enough like that.

At least I would spill the rest, my heart is pounding , leaping , bouncing on my bones both in cries and half-relived screaming. I confessed almost-everything : The deal between our elder, the pain I felt for so many years, the abuse, the losing of who I am , me knowing that she is Luffy's sibling...

I go on speaking , my mouth felt numb, all feelings of neither hot or cold could reach it as it moved in a rusted mechanic way. My eyes did not dare to look directly at her. The Dark Knight took over.

I was not only the thief who took her liberty away... On top of that , I am as well a liar who does not want to see what may happen, what expressions of disgust or hatred will appear on her face when she will discover the truth.

The image produced by my mind drained all energy or color from my body. A concrete proof of my gigantic cowardice. I feel pathetic .

I finally ended my speech ( not where it should've) .

My gaze is still on the ground. Where it belongs.

" So... If I understand well... You're my betrothed ? -Yes. Sorry about that ... I know you would've preferred someone like ... Koby . "

She backed off to take a better look at me . I dare to look at her face ... It wasn't what I expected.

" Is that a joke ? He isn't really my type. As a brother , yes. Not really as a fiancé . " She held my hand up. " Having you as a husband wouldn't be that bad of a thing , right ? - Please ... I beg you . Do not say these things on a whim. - It is not . I imagine myself loving you. "

My eyes watered yet again. I abruptly get hold of her shoulders.

" Is this a confession ?? - Not before you get the guts to make the first step. " Tears rolls down. I am the only one. " Since when ? I.... - You can tell it . It is no secret. "

My grip on her tightened even more, arms folding around her, engulfing me in an overwhelming wave of warmth.

The numbers of tears in liberty doubled.

It felt like rain was coming out of my eye , between each of them is reflected our younger figure, allies of a past time as our pinkies intertwined .

The warmth that I have always yearned for, I did not just discover it . I was just about to forget how it feels like, the real warmth of the embrace of the person I love. I guess I was just imagining it all the time.

I snuggle into the crook of her neck. She let me water a bit her shirt with my tears. She pets my head as if I was a puppy or a kid ... I can't help but to lean under her touch. The moment she takes her hand away, the second I felt her drifting away from a millimeter, I immediately close the gap by this time bringing her closer .

I must seem so desperate.

Maybe I am just imagining things again.

How could she be in love with me ?

"I imagine myself loving you."

She never said she loved me. I understand her. I'll get her out of this situation, by any means. I will get as far as possible from her . Where nobody will never find me again. And she will not have to be forced to do something she does not wish to do. So she won't be trapped the same way that I am.

But before that...

I put gently my hands behind her head. I push it towards the crook of my neck.

I want to be her pillar. For her to rely on me , just one more time.

Part of also did not want her to see my facial expression at the time.

Twisted dreadfully with joy and pain.

" I love you... Romantically. Way more that you could ever imagine..."

SanjixReader

AFAB reader

Nsfw

I tried to make it the sweetest possible

Hand job & penetrative sex. Unprotected sex

Song fic

Sub Sanji

Forced to say the truth

(English isn't my first language, so any grammar mistakes just say, and I'll correct)

There's over 4000 now...🤭🤭idk and idc if I'm weird

Bedside Serenade

All you see and hear is him, the strumming of his fingers, and the sweetness that is his voice, seeming to sing you to sleep.

How nice it is to be accompanied, you admit to yourself. How soothing it is, observing his every move, his every small sway with each chord he strummed. How his fingers played with the strings in such bliss, and how his eyes were like crescents, his gentle gaze fixated down onto the guitar in his lap.

All for you.

So I didn't think this would get so long but I really got so invested on this story. Hope you like it guys.

WARNING: NSFW (minors DNI).

You were so mad at your boyfriend for being so distant. It was supposed to be a romantic getaway for both of you, but instead he was always talking on the phone or seeing some of his friends.

Tonight you were going to this fancy restaurant, you were supposed to meet with his best friend and his new girlfriend there, but he was nowhere to be found and you were still in the hotel, waiting for your boyfriend to get there.

You were all dressed up, with your finest dress and those expensive shoes he bought you as a present. But under all of that you felt sad, not really wanting to go...It would be one of those dinners where he would talk for hours, forgetting about your existence.

Suddenly the door opened and you snapped out of those sad thoughts. He was there, wearing his clothes from this afternoon, but something looked different, you could quite put your finger on it.

"Hey babe, I'm sorry I will get ready right now" He said laughing, he didn't even say a thing about the way you looked.

He took a quick shower and started getting dressed, as he said, very fast as he wanted to clean and forget something he had done before he got there. You shooked your head and ignore those thoughts.

"I thought he we were seeing them at 9 pm" You said, looking at him, you were pissed and wanted to let your boyfriend know.

"It's okay, they don't care about it"He said it and continued fixing his suit, ignoring your feelings.

"I got ready a few hours ago, I was waiting for you" You said trying to contain the anger and the tears.

He said he was sorry again and then said the car was already waiting for us so we would speak about it after dinner. Said he would take me to a special place to make me feel better.

When we got to the restaurant, you were amazed by how incredible it was, and the food looked also delicious, everybody seemed to be delighted.

As you got to your table and said hello to your boyfriend's friends you immediately started to look at the menu, every dish looked better than the other, you couldn't decide which one. Then you heard a voice, "I think the lady would like, perhaps some sea bass sashimi?" It was from a man standing a few steps from you.

He couldn't stop looking at you, and to be honest he was really handsome, you felt flattered. Your boyfriend noticed and he immediately placed his hand on top of yours.

"Hello, my name is Sanji and I will be the chef who will be cooking for you today, promise we won't let you down" He said still looking at you, not caring about your boyfriend or anything.

"Well I think I'll have the sea bass you suggested" You said giving him a little smile.

The snobby friends of your boyfriend decided to have something different, some kind of special meat brought from god knows where. And your boyfriend acting the same said to the chef to impress him.

The dinner went on, you were getting quite bored, and as you predicted your boyfriend completely forgot you were there. So after sometime you told him you were tired and wanted to go back to your hotel.

He said that that was okay and he would probably go to have some drinks with them.

"It's a shame you won't stay" His friend said with a fake smile, and I returned the phony smile. And left. You really wanted to get out of that place.

As you started walking, you felt like bursting into tears. It was enough. You thought that this trip would be different, that maybe this time he would behave different but it was all the same. You didn't even know why you kept giving him opportunities.

"Hey, leaving so soon?"It was the chef, he was now wearing street clothes, his shift was over. You cleared all the tears of your face and tried to calm down.

He approached to you, and asked"Who made such a beautiful lady cry?" He gently caressed your cheek.

"I...I.."You couldn't form a sentence, and you started crying again.

"Come with me, I live nearby" You both started walking, you didn't even know why you were following a stranger but right now all you wanted was to stay away from your boyfriend.

You walked for about ten minutes and you stopped in a beautiful but old building, you went up two flights and you were there in a huge apartment, that looked modern and elegant, contrasting the old architecture from the building.

"Please, make yourself comfortable, I will bring something to cheer you up" He said with a small smile and dissappeared. A few minutes later there he was with two glasses and a red wine.

"This is a wine from where I come from, I have never tasted something like this in the world" He poured some wine in each glass and offered one to me.

You tried it, and indeed it was delicious, you took another sip and another.

"Wow, wait, you have to enjoy it" He said pouring some more in your glass.

"Let me show you, take a small sip" And you did, then he explained how you had to keep it under your tongue and inhale so you could really taste the wine.

After that you both started talking about your lifes, he was a renowned chef all over the world but he didn't like to stay for a long time in restaurants as he liked to learn new things and travel, he also talked about how much he missed his family back home.

"I've talked enough to bore you, but now tell me about yourself, who are you?" He asked looking at you.

"Well, I'm y/n and I am a writer and I live with my...well at this point I don't think he's my boyfriend anymore, but I was living with him in a small island" You started talking about your family, your friends and how much you regretted pushing them away after leaving your hometown and start living with your boyfriend. About how much you wanted to travel the world and write about your experiences, or about almost anything. You talked about what happened before dinner and how your boyfriend was like that always.

"Then, what are you waiting for? You should definitely travel the world" Sanji said taking your hand and squeezing it gently. He started getting closer, you could feel his breath. Your lips connected, you could taste the delicious wine on his lips. He was soft and gentle.

You let yourself go completely. Not caring about nothing else but what was going on in that moment. His hands traveled to your waist pulling you closer to him, you placed your arms around his neck, and he lifted you with no effort, now holding your hips and you placing your legs around his waist.

He walked all the way to his room, and placed you in his bed. Focused in his eyes you started taking of your dress, while he also started taking off his clothes.

"Don't take that off yet" He said as you were about to take off your underwear. "You look beautiful like that" You blushed at his words, you started thinking about why couldn't you have met before...but you stopped thinking about it and focused on what was happening in the present.

We continued to kiss as we finished undressing each other.Him unclasping my bra and taking it off while I unzipped his pants and feeling him already hard for you.

He started playing with your nipples, gently touching them and then biting them, filling you with pleasure. All of a sudden he stoped and got down on his knees, and started taking off your panties, leaving you completely naked on his bed.

"I want you to feel beautiful and sexy again" And then he started leaving a trail of kisses on you thigh, traveling all the way to your sex where he started doing magic with his tongue and his fingers, making you moan loud enough for the whole building to hear, making you arch you back and almost rip the sheets from his bed.

As you were about to come, he started moving his fingers harder and deeper in you, hitting your spot.

Hi! i actually don't like crocodile much but as you asked so cutely, i am not able to resist. here you go!

SANJI

(A/N: Awww just look at how chopper goes to Sanji and Sanji smiles as sees Chopper. So adorable!)

When heard that their s/o is pregnant, firstly Sanji would freak-out in a good way. He is happy, exited, thrilled and very much overwhelmed. He would be very grateful for his S/O for carrying his baby.

Also as Sanji was almost rejected by every woman, being with S/O and starting a relationship with them already made him devoted to them, and to think they are carrying his baby, he would cry with happiness and express how thankful he is to have a family with them.

As Sanji didn’t have a happy childhood, he would promise to himself that he would protect and love his child and also his S/O who is making this happen.

He’d make sure S/O gets all the required nutrition they need by creating healthy tasty recipes. He’d always take his S/O to regular health check-ups. He’d take extra care of the health requirements they need.

During morning sickness, Sanji would hold S/O’s hair and shoulder while they threw up. S/O would try to stop him from seeing them in such a mess but it would be futile as Sanji wouldn’t listen to them anyway.

Consider the already less housework done by S/O to be stopped. He would not let his S/O lift anything nor bend to even tie their shoes. Even if S/O assures him that they are fine and could do some work, he wouldn’t listen. They are carrying his baby and needed rest. He treats them like a royal as they deserve, but… he makes them do regular exercise which needs to be done to make sure they are healthy.

Talking about the baby names would make the couple so happy.

He’d buy cute baby clothes as the due date approaches. Learning baby recipes would be Sanji’s new hobby. He would think about S/O and their child all day long. But he’d do his work amazing so his thinking wouldn’t affect his work. But… his best friends would never hear the end of his talking about his S/O and their future child. But still as he is happy they just let it slide and they stay happy with him.

He is very happy to have a baby but at the same time he is kinda scared. What if he wouldn’t be a good father? What if he is not responsible enough? All his insecurities would keep him up some nights. As S/O knows about this, they assure him that everything is going to be fine and they trust him and believe in him that he’d be the best father. Hearing these lovely words from his S/O Sanji slowly believes in himself and let’s go of his insecurities. And guess what… he is the best dad to his child and is absolutely smitten by the baby.

“ If it’s for his happiness, I don’t see why not”

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*This is after the whole cake island, just imagine they’re all together hehe  *

You guys were docked on an island, it was small but very lively. Surprisingly, everyone on that island was very fond of pirates. Some were even fans of the Strawhats, admiring their courage to stand up for their beliefs. The crew decided to go for some drinks, there merrymaking was made. People enjoyed the company you pirates had to offer. Zoro and Nami were on their fourth glasses already. Then one of the people at the bar opened up a topic;

“Have you pirates heard of the famous Old Lady Nao?”

People started whispering

Luffy, innocently said “Who is that? Does she give out free food?”

Many laughed at his statement, “Kind of like that” said a drunk man. Old Lady Nao lives in the forest of this island. Many say that she can see the kindness of your soul. She’ll ask you what you wish for, and if she sees that you’re worthy she will grant it”.

“Sounds interesting,” said Robin “I’d like to see her for myself”

“Hey, If I’m worthy she can give me tons and tons of meat, right?” Luffy said excitedly.

“Luffy, how can we load the ship with tons of meat? We already have enough supplies” Nami says with a sigh.

“It wouldn’t hurt to see for ourselves,” Usopp interjects. “We can defend ourselves if anything goes wrong”.

It was settled, the crew made their way through the forest with the help of the people at the bar. As the leaves on the forest floor crinkled your heartbeat was increasing. You were quite nervous, there are countless of this you wanted, how could pick just one? The smell of cigarettes broke your train of thought. To your right, Sanji was smoking with a tired look on his face. Being the concerned person you are you asked him, “Hey, are you okay?”

He gave you a small smile, “Yeah, just thinking about the recent events”.

It made sense, the Whole Cake Island must’ve tired him out, physically and mentally. You pat him on the back, “Cheer up, maybe when we see this Old Lady Nao, you can ask her for peace of mind” You say with a cheerful smile. He smiles back at you and continues to walk by your side. Sanji was someone you admired, someone you cared deeply for, someone you loved. Only a few people know about your love for the blonde-haired cook. You didn’t want to have a sense of awkwardness between you in the preface that he knew. Nami, Zoro, and Robin swore to not tell anyone. But they knew how hard the WHI thing was for you. It broke your heart seeing Sanji getting his heart broken. You even cried for an hour when you say how Pudding kissed Sanji, even though he doesn’t remember.

“We’re here!” Luffy exclaimed. What you saw was a small little house that had a little lamp hanging above the door. “It looks adorable,” said Chopper.

You took some courage and knocked on the door, the door creeks, and an old voice says “Come in” Old Lady Nao was sitting on a chair looking at the window, gazing upon the moon. “So, to whom must I owe the pleasure of having the infamous Strawhats at my humble abode,” she says in a kind and gentle voice. Luffy, excited “They told us that you grant wishes!” while Nao just smiles at him “Yes, I do. But only if your soul is kind enough,” she turns to look at you and the crew, “If you would like to see if your soul is kind enough, I will tell you. But one at a time, please. Everyone else, kindly go outside” And you do so, Luffy went inside first. Then Zoro, Nami, Usopp, Chopper, Franky, Robin, and then Brook. All of them leaving the house with different emotions.

Brook leaves, approaching you and telling you to step inside. You open the door and Old Lady Nao smiles at you, “Hello deary,” she says and urges you to sit in front of her. The floorboards squeak as you approach her. You smile and say, “Old Lady Nao--” she interjects and says, “Your soul is beautiful my dear, I can see so much compassion, love, and bravery in that soul of yours”, you blush. “T-thank you,”

“So what do you wish for?” she asks with a smile. You think for a second, what does your heart desire? Over Old Lady Nao’s shoulder, you can see Sanji, he’s in the distance, smoking with his head tilted towards the sky in deep thought.  At that moment you made up your mind,

“Old Lady Nao, I want Sanji’s Happiness,” you say with a smile.

She asks, “Why so? Don’t you wish for him to fall in love with you?”

Shocked you ask, “How did you know?”

“ I sense the admiration you have for him, It’s quite lovely honestly”

“Well, since you’re the only one who can hear,” you pause and put on a smile

“I do, I love him with my whole heart. He is my sun, my reminder that after everything, there is a new day. It sounds cheesy but, people often ask ‘how do you look at someone and decide that they’re your everything?’ then I look at Sanji and say, ‘I don’t know, but when I look at him, every fiber of my being says that it’s him. Yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. At the end of each day and at the rising of each sun, I’ll always choose him.’ His smile that I oh so love? All I want is for that to stay forever, even if he finds happiness with someone else” you pause for breath,

“He’s quirky, lovable, and sweet. He makes sure I’m happy, even if it’s not in a romantic way. Sanji never leaves me out in a conversation, when I talk in a group some people don’t pay attention to me, then I look at him and he’s looking at me with a smile. Its as if he’s saying “Go on, I’m listening.” you say.

Old Lady Nao is astonished, she holds your hand and says “What you wished for, will be granted.” You hug her and say goodbye. When you leave she says, “ You can come in know, stop listening beside the window.”

Sanji’s cigarette drops in shock and he chuckles. He was eavesdropping on the conversation by accident, but he couldn’t be happier. He was ecstatic, knowing the person he loved the most, loved him back. Old Lady Nao smiles at your retreating figure. Little did you know, that Sanji’s happiness which you wished for, started with you.

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Hey, its lils! I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while. But hopefully, this makes up for it. Also, give me some prompts, my suggestions are open!