#san.pdf

The thing I hate the most about being a writer with ocd is that I can’t write what I want without struggling. I can’t write certain phrases or words or scenes without the fear of backlash or it coming into reality. It’s exhausting and it’s very true that ocd always comes after what you love the most because that’s what it’s always done for me

“If you’re coming back because you’re attracted to the shine of my neediness… I’d be okay with that” this line PUNCHED me in my stomach this is probably the purest love confession he’s made to wilson ever

Idc what anyone says but cuddy giving house the wrong address is beyond being an ass

another thing I deeply hate about ocd is the wave of panic I feel randomly, throughout the day, when I'm doing the most basic and necessary stuff (and especially when I'm studying) about all of the things I "fear" becoming true just because of me thinking them, or imagining them. I feel as though I can literally perceive them becoming real as I think, and then I have to wash myself, do what I was doing once again, because I feel contaminated by that thought, I have to erase what I was busy with when I thought of that specific obsession. It's tiring and it's never-ending. I hate this disease

sometimes i’ll be laughing by myself thinking about that tweet(/tiktok, i don’t remember) that goes “tvxq fans when you tell them your favourite song is mirotic and not an unreleased bside yunho wrote while doing cocaine in a club bathroom in japan” (but i might have got it wrong)

“I like what this [the pipe organ wilson bought him] says about you, wilson” HE’S IN LOVE WITH YOU MF !!!!!

there are some feelings only jonghyun’s voice can make me feel