#saeran.hours

You had inevitably fallen into a depression episode. Compared to your other episodes, you mostly spent this time laying around, not really being able to do anything and waiting out your episode until you were able to function again. This time, you had Saeran but to be honest, it still wasn't any easier. In some ways, it was almost harder to do anything.

When you first started dating, you were the one that was able to commfort him on hard nights. You were the one that talked him through his anxiety attacks and night terrors, but now you felt you set a high expectation for yourself. The expectation to be his caretaker… and now you weren't meeting it. 

Saeran was your partner and vowed to make you happy in any way he could but this was not solvable by just talking it out. You just needed this to pass and wanted him by your side to make it easier. But you were still new to this. 

You didn't know how to just be depressed around someone you loved.

 You wanted to be there for him but when it was a struggle to even do basic human functions, you found it hard to be there for him. 

And worst of all, you just felt needy . You hated hearing that word as you grew up and as you aged, it never got any easier. At first, you appreciated Saeran doing the extra work for you. Cooking you meals, bringing you flowers, laying with you in the morning until you could manage to get up, but now it was all starting to get to you. 

Didn't he feel tired?

After all the trauma he went through, didn't he feel tired having to look after you. You just felt so helpless and weak. He promised to spend eternity with you but that was before you had exposed your mental state. Did he still love you as much as he did before where you were the one helping him stand on his own?

You laid in bed, mindlessly letting your thoughts run rampant in your head as you stared at the bedroom you guys shared. What if he finally just got fed up and didn't come for you in the morning? What if he finally realized how much baggage you carried and no longer wanted to spend eternity with you? How deep did his love truly go?

Right on cue, you heard knocking before seeing Saeran walk through the door holding a plate of what seemed to be pancakes. “Good morning my love, I’ve made you breakfast.” 

You managed to meek out a small thanks before looking away. You felt guilty. You should be the one taking care of him, not the other way around. 

And you knew a relationship goes 2 ways, but it didn't stop you from feeling the familiar burn in your eyes. You quickly tried to blink them away but the blinking quickly turned into tears and tears quickly turned into crumbling against Saeran as he held on to you tightly much to your dismay. 

He let you cry into his shoulder until your throat became dry. You felt so pathetic crying into the shoulder of the person you felt should be doing the opposite. Did he really love you this much or was he just tolerating you. You couldn't stop your tears from falling until you eventually ran out of tears. Saeran held you the entire time, only letting you go when your crying became stuttered breathing.

He held your cheeks, using his thumbs to wipe away tears as you attempted to catch your breath.

“Don't you ever get tired of me?” you managed to get out. It was meant to be only a thought but you unconsciously said it outloud as you avoided his eye contact. 

Saeran dropped his hands from you face in confusion as if he had did something wrong. Of course he didn't but you just felt so frustrated in the moment, you didn't mean for your words to come off as aggressive.

“What do you mean?” he asked. He sounded so genuinely concerned. You a

“Me. Arent you tired of having to take care of me?” You told him, trying your best to hide your hurt but it was hard to do so when you had only just stopped crying.

Saeran stared at you as you continued to avoid his eyes. “My love… why would I be?” Maybe it was because he was confused or was genuinely hurt that you questioned his love, but his pause only proved how shocked he truly was. He sounded so soft and you so badly wanted to take back your question but you knew there was no going back now.

“Because well… I mean… you know.” You managed to get out. You knew you had an answer but you didn't really have an answer for him. 

“No. I don't know.” He answered back quickly. He was adamant on his stance. He tried to get you to look at him for an answer but you were to embarrassed to look him in the eyes. He didn't show it but you knew he felt somewhat hurt by this.

You guys sat on the bed for what felt like ages before Saeran let go of the hand neither of you realized he was holding. “I’ll be right back.” You thought this was the moment yout brain had made up. The moment where he leaves you and never comes back and you felt your heart drop to your stomach. That is until he doesn't reach for the bedroom door but rather the closet door.

He pulled out a large mirror you forgot you had stored away and placed it in front of the bed. 

He came back to the bed, sitting his back against the headboard before patting the space in front of him. You tilted your head in confusion before he mumbled “Please, I need to show you something. Take your clothes off”

You slowly striiped your clothes and climbed towards him, sitting between his legs, back facing him. He gestured for you to open your legs so you followed. You still refused to make eye contact with him or the mirror knowing exactly what’d you see. You pathetically opening your legs for him after crying your eyes out over feeling too needy. And here you were, naked and already getting horny and needing his touch.

“God… you know you look so amazing right now right? I wish you’d look at us” Saeran whispered into your ear.

You didn't answer. You were still unsure of what he was trying to do and to be honest, you didn't feel too amazing right now. You loved hearing his compliments but, it only reminded you of how dependent you had become recently. This also felt wildly out of place for the emotional moment that happened not even a full 5 minutes ago. 

He grabbed your chin, gently turning it towards him before kissing you. He tasted like the fruit and pancake batter and you couldnt help but melt against his tongue pushing through your lips to taste yours. 

His hands began to wonder around your body. He began to massage your thigh, coming close to your sex but never quite touching it. You resisted the urge to roll into it but after touching your body a million times before, his touch still felt amazing. 

He placed a couple of quick kisses down your neck before saying exactly what you didn't even know you needed to hear. “I’ll never get tired of you. I’ll never get tired of how our bodies mend together. I’ll never get tired of your pretty face no matter how many tears you shed. I love you more than anything and no amount of anything is going to stop that.” 

You leaned into his kisses and let go of the resistance you didn't even know you were holding. You took this time to finally sneak a peak at the mirror. Saeran looked so… in love. His kisses and touch seemed to soft and intimate and you couldn't help but let out an escaped moan. 

Saeran heard you moan and smiled at you through the mirror, seemingly pleased that you finally peaked. “You see yourself in the mirror right? You see how my hands kneed into you body like it's the only thing I want” You nodded, staring at him through the mirror in front of you watching you squirm against his touch. 

“Good. I want you to look at me and see how much I love you because obviously I havent been doing a good job with that recently.” He pulled a bottle of lube from out the dresser before squeezing a good amount into his hands. “Don’t worry about needing me right now, I just want to show you how much love I have for you.”

He closed the bottle and put it back in the dresser before going back to your sex. You finally let yourself roll into his touch and god did it feel amazing. So this is what he was planning. 

You let out a few more moans, rocking yourself against his hands. Watching you fuck his hand was all Saeran needed in that moment and you could feel his cock rising against your back. You looked so amazing against him. 

“That’s it. Feel my hands against you. Let me love on you for just this moment.” he breathly said into your neck. 

He began to use his other hand to rub your sensitive nipples as he kissed against your neck. Between him massaging your hard nipples and rubbing your messy sex so slowly, you began to feel your climax approaching. You held your hands around where his hands were and began to close your eyes in pleasure. You were so so close. Or at least you were close.

Saeran pulled his hands from off of you and used his other hands that were previously on your nipples to pull your chin fowards. 

“Ah ah, no closing your eyes. I need you to truly see how much I love you. Look at me now.” 

You opened your eyes to look at the mirror. Saerans hand held a loose but firm grip on your chin guiding it towards the mirror so it was hard not to look. 

He looked… beautiful. His eyes were soft and focused on making you feel good. He took his time with you, admiring every curve and shape on your body. He traced his fingers over every mark and blemish the front of your body had before returning to your nipples and touching both of them. You sqirmed against his touch. You wanted him to touch you where he was before but he wouldn't. You lowered you hand in an attempt to touch yourself but Saeran used one of his hands to stop you.

“Nope, none of that either. Right now, I’m the one making you feel good. You just need to tell me what you need, ok love?” 

“Saeran, please, mmm~,  I need you to fuck me.” you manged to get out between him still rubbing your sensitive nipples. 

He was waiting for you to ask him and after being able to ask him without him telling you to, he felt you deserve more. “Alright, alright. But I need you to say these words ok? Whats my name?”

He stopped rubbing you and placed his hands around your hips in order for you to answer properly. He needed to hear you say this. “...Saeran.”

“Good. Now say ‘Saeran loves me’. That's the secret code for now ok? I’m gonna need you to say it whenever you want something from me ok?” 

You were used to telling him that you loved him or him telling you that he loved you, but you’d never had to tell him that he loves you. It felt kind of embarrassing to say but you knew Saeran had a habit of teasing you like this. 

“...Saeran loves me.” you said, but not loud enough for his liking.

“I need to hear you baby. You know I won't continue if I think you don't know how much I love you.” He continued to tease your hole with his cock making very light brushes against your sex. You just wanted him in you and you were almost to the point whered you face any type of embarrassment to get that from him. 

“Saeran loves me- mmph!” you were interrupted by him sliding his cock into you. You fell fowards slightly, his push forward proving he was a lot greedier than he let on. 

“Good job love, that's all I needed to hear from you - fuck baby you feel so good~ “ Saeran leaned over you, using one of his hands to place around your waist while using the other one to hold your hand. You interlocked fingers with him as you slid back against his cock. “Arch you back love.”

He began rocking into your needy hole as you watched him in the mirror. He looked so focused on fucking you, so proudly watching you fall apart under him.

“Fuuuck mmmm baby look at us. Look at how my dick slides into you.”

You watched as he pumped into you, his tip reaching you most pleasurable spot. Each rock followed by you moaning his name. 

“If i didn'tlove you, would I really be fucking into you like this? Do you see how much I love you right now? Tell me how much you need me right now.” 

“Ah~I’m so close Saeran!” you moaned.

“Whats the code love?” Saeran asked between thrusts. 

“Saeran loves me.”

“Louder, I need you to say until you believe it.”

“Saeran loves me!”

“Louder for me.”

“Saeran loves me!! Saeran loves me! Saeran loves me!!” You didn't care how loud you were at the moment. This was the least you could do for him right now and you wanted, no, needed to believe him right now.

“That's right, mmm, that's right baby I love you. Now cum for me, I know you can.” 

Saerans pace became uneven as you felt the wave hit you full force,cumming around his cock inside of you as you moaned incoherent strings of how much you love him. He moved his hand from your fingers and moved it towards your stomach as he fucked into your hole clenching tighly around him until he slowed to a stop. When he slowly pulled his cock out, he was covered in a mixture of both his and your cum. 

He pulled you back up against you, kissing all over your body. In between each kiss he couldn't stop smiling and staring at the mirror. “Look at you. You look so beautiful,you know that right? Come on, lets get you cleaned up.”

He led you to the bathroom, where he prepared a warm bath for the both of you to sit in. Once in, he gestured for you to face him as he cleaned and massaged you.

The both of you sat in silence, enjoying the presence of each other before Saeran spoke up. “You know, my love for you extends past anything you can imagine. I love you and want to spend eternity with you and no amount of is too much for me.”

You only managed to nod after his words.

“Can I hear the code?” he asked softly. 

You looked him into his eyes and unlike before where your words were mostly just from horny brain fog talk, you cupped his cheek and told him. “Saeran love me. And I love you.” 

“That's right, I know you do my love.” he told you, now holding the hand that was against his cheek.

His hands glazed over a mark on your shoulder you didn't realize before before you flinched. Saeran just laughed before touching you more gently. “Look at the lovebites I left for you. If I didn't love you, would I have left these just for you?” He continued to massage your shoulder, being extra careful around the hickies he left. 

Between his soft touches and reassuring words, your body began to tremble again. This time from comfort. You realized how little tension you had in your body compared to the last couple of days. Sitting between the love of your life in the hot bathtub was more than your brain could handle. You unapologetically let your tears flow for once enjoy the comfort you felt in that very moment.

“I love you Saeran,” you began to hiccup. “I love you so so much.”

“I know you do. I love you too.”

The both of you sat in silence as he continued to bathe you. You wondered just what you had done to deserve such a loving partner, but you knew Saeran would put you through another round of “showing you his love” if you said that though out loud. 

“The breakfast is probably cold now…” you thought outloud. 

Saeran facepalmed his forehead in shame. “Damn, I completely forgot about it.” You found it kind of funny how after all of that, he still felt bad over cold pancakes.

“...Can I make us breakfast instead?”

Saeyoung!

I'm not sure if this is an unpopular idea or not, but I fully believe he's actually kinda a meanie and enjoys teasing you. (I'm gonna make this a separate post cause it got too long tehe)

It’s not that I don't see him as a touchy person, but I don't think hes to the type to always initiate touch. You can “annoy” him by being super touchy though. He’ll tell you to get away while returning your affection in the same breath cause he secretly loves it when you're needy for him.

He likes making bets and games with you just so that he can get you to give him affection and then making fun of you when he of course wins.

Looking back, I feel like he actually hated his eyes for a long time because he shared the same eyes as his father. He loves when you compliment them now though because it gives him the subtle reminder that he's not him.

He loves taking you places to explore.

Yk what… he would be into the whole smart controlled vibrators when taking you into semi public areas. I won't be taking criticism on that one

He’s literally said multiple times he’s a sadist/has sadistic tendencies… I’m not saying he wouldn't be slightly selfish in bed buuutttt he doesn't mind taking what’s rightfully his. Especially if you've already been touchy with him that day.

“What’s wrong princess? I thought you wanted me to return you love?"

He’s a huge fan of acting oblivious when it comes to teasing you.

He likes making you cry but only good tears. He can't stand it when you cry any other time. You're the light of his life, he’s supposed to make you happy.

Saeran!

The twins are both pretty lovey dovey with things, but I feel like Saeran easily outbeats Seven.

Post afterending, he makes it one of his top priorities to create that fantasy life with you. He gives many lovebites and kisses throughout the day… he just loves loving you. Sometimes it's too much for him to handle so he just has to show you some type of affection throughout the day.

Regurlery calls you my love but sometimes uses my prince/princess and my everything.

Sometimes his love for you can seem overwhelming and you have to tell him so, but he's very understanding of it despite the fact that he just wants to love on you all day.

Ok, enough of sweet Saeran: mean!Saeran is very much still the love of my life.

Mean!Saeran is still Saeran so he's still very needy but he will be an asshole the entire time. He loves the attention you give him, but absolutely refuses to acknowledge it. Therefore, it's very easy to mess with him.

He says a lot of mean things, but tbh, he loves it when you're able to bite back. Talk back to him, I guarantee the conversation will go on for hours if he’s not busy. However, don't be fooled. He always makes sure you know you belong to him in the end. How he does so, that's purely based on how he feels in the moment

Saeyoung/707

He’s been working a lot lately and hasn't had much time with you. He didn't realize what time it was and that he hadn't spent time with you until you had timidly entered his room asking if he’d still have lunch with you that day. He looked at the time and realized that it was well into the afternoon...you’ve already been waiting for a bit. He decided to make it up to you and take you out.

There wasn't a specific “date location”, but let's say the main goal was to get ice cream. I say that because there are many detours in between actually going. You guys saw an interesting shop with cool figures, there was a flower lady giving out flowers, the red bean paste guy was on the way… the “real” date was the walk itself.

Seven actually didn't plan to have many detours in between because he actually had more work to do... but after you guys accidentally got distracted by the pet shop nearby, he realized how genuinely happy you seemed spending time with him. After that, he made an effort to take any stop he could. You guys actually had to rush in the end because despite leaving plenty of hours before the place closed, you guys made so many stops that you didn't even realize the place selling them was close to closing until about 10 minutes before.

When you guys finally got the ice cream, he felt a bit sad that you guys had reached the end of your journey. He wanted the night to last a bit longer, even if that meant neglecting work. He had to think of something else to do before the night ended because he wanted to spend more time with you, so he took you on a “detour” through an open space where you guys spent the rest of the night star gazing. The both of you didn't make it back home until the early mornings.

Jumin

Nothing had gone his way that day. Work was unnecessarily long, there was extra traffic, and worst of all, you had woken up late today so he didn't get the chance to spend the morning with you. He had told his driver almost immediately that he would be going out tonight. You had been notified by one of his workers that someone would be coming up to help you get ready for a date.

He’s going with the classic dinner date. Fanciest restaurant nearby with your favorite food while also reserving a whole section just for yourselves. He’s already had a bad day, he’d be damned if the date was interrupted by others or wasn’t best quality. You told him that you don’t mind the quality and that you're content with just being with him, but he insists on only the best. He’s in the mood for spoiling you and though sitting on his patio or yard drinking wine was something he enjoyed, he wanted something special for you.

Being around you was something that always cheered him up. You were the love of his life and the fact that he was able to come home to someone as perfect as you waiting for him with open arms was something he was truly thankful for. However, spoiling you was a whole different story. He knows no gift will ever match the love he has for you, but he will of course try his damn hardest. Which is why he only gives you the very best. Maybe that's why he resorts to spoiling you when he has a bad day, it’s a reminder that you're around for him to love.

He didn't admit it at first but after being his spouse for so long, you kind of already knew something was wrong. You knew that him spoiling you was a way to make him feel better but you insisted on doing something for him. When you guys got home, you invited him to a warm bath together. Something to wind down a stressful day with.

V (After ending)

V had just come back from a long trip. He wanted to be home sooner but luck was just not on his side. He originally was going to spend the day with you relaxing but arriving home and seeing you rush to hug him was all he needed to change his mind. He decided to take you on a date that very morning.

V takes you to the museum, specifically a more kid/art focused and interactive one. Similar to Saeyoung, you guys preferred a date that wasn't focused on just one goal and had more of an adventure element to it. You liked the variety of exhibits and he liked watching you. It was a win win. You would take his hand and drag him around from exhibit to exhibit and he knew from this moment that he made the right choice for once.

You look so beautiful with your face illuminated with joy and curiosity. Watching you smile was something he thoroughly enjoyed and wanted to see forever. He couldn't help but snap a couple of photos. Most of them you were aware of and posed in front of whatever you were showing him,while others you goofily made fun of. His favorites, however, were the ones where you were so captured by the exhibit that you didn't realize he was taking a photo.

When you guys arrived home, the both of you spent the time looking through photos and picking which ones to keep. Looking through the photos together, you were able to see the ones he took while you weren't paying attention. He was a bit embarrassed about it but you found it endearing that he looked at you this way. He mostly picked out the ones where you were distracted while you picked the few that he joined in with.

Saeran

You simply mentioned that it’d been a while since you guys have been on a date and he said “well why not go on one now”. He didn't realize you guys hadn’t gone on a date in a while because you guys spend so much time together anyways. Nevertheless, he still agreed to it. It'd be fun to go out for once.

He’s taking you on a classic picnic. It’s the perfect option in his opinion. It's nothing but undivided attention to each other from the very start. Preparing the food, packing, finding the perfect spot, all of that required togetherness. Out of all the dates, this one was probably the least impulsive because he’s already thought of this idea hundreds of times. He was just waiting for the perfect time to bring it up.

He insisted on setting up in a spot where not many people could see them. You guys took turns feeding each other and discussing mundane things. It was no different than any other conversation back at home, the only difference was that you guys didn't have to worry about anything else such as work or chores. You guys sat out until the late afternoon before taking the slow walk back home.