#rt intervals

you know with a story with eldritch beings you'd except a grandstanding world ending event to happen (well, it KINDA gets there but.)

they're taken care of. and then there's that second storyline coming in. that other being on the void. you cant let them escape right? or else they'd cause unfamthable damage, right?

right?

except they wouldn't. they'd just live life. they just want to live somewhat freely. to feel the sun and air again. to see life, while being able to keep over their obsessive guardpost.

so who cares? right? in comparasion to everything else that's happened

what's one life to lose?

and that's what Nameless is so scared of. Because there's all this fuss. There'd be so many complications for IF they just didn't give up and give what Nocide wanted.

I CANT STOP AND LOOK THE OTHER WAY...

ahhh its themm..ohh..its them...so long since i drew it felt like..i just have to give them more time.. (ignoring blue NOO i will get to them later..)

but yeah! them...and anger...and thinking what is "right" and then subverting it...so hard to put into words... but they are definitely vindictive and spiteful at times (before regretting the 'high' they get from hurting others, because it is so unfair but nothing is fair)

=i was also orignally going to draw c!Dark in the background...teehee... ohhh, Dark and mangie..

=wrote blurb thing in comment, mostly on spot--unrefined. it's a little more insight onto Mangie's character! hope it's decipherable enough!

song i listened to while drawing YAY: OHH SOME OF the lyrics like BARELY apply to them X,[ WAHHH banger songs though ehehe

you right x luxurious (sped up + reverb) [huh, i usually associate this song with Ikari. oh well!]

Yu Yu Hakusho Soundtrack (Romantic)

Killshot

I dont think I ever put this up here! its kinda an unfinsihed thing, but mostly finished. i’m just gonna put this up here as a little art to go along with a little blurb in my head (mostly because an idea just popped up in my head, and i just really wanted to try writing it out.) the picture doesnt exactly match but...

=Scenario/Event: 

-Blue(Unicorn on right, blue/grey hair) slowly gets convinced that they’re a horrible person by Mangie(Cyborg alicorn,grey/red hair.)

-Mangie deflects Blue’s questions on Mangie’s lack of sympathy and care towards other people to imply that it isn’t their fault or to lessen the blame.

-Mangie uses this confrontaiton as a “bonding” moment, as a moment between two people who can’t ‘understand’ how other people feel.

-Mangie makes themselves out to be the better person as they make no effort to be ‘better’, while saying that despite Blue attempting to help people, all they do is hurt other people even when they don’t mean it. 

-Character development does not save Blue from being crushed by thier anxiety.

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= writing practice below (tried to...i can do better! i just need to do better) 

also i don’t know if i should put any warnings? but its just like a realy small moment kinda compressed into writing. perhaps one day i can write this better to make it more emotional/intense/weird. Also, there’ a lot of the belief below that “not understanding emotions/lack of empathy=bad person” below, so just keep that in mind. dunno how i feel about that belief myself, but enough ramble! also like, i’ll admit a decent part of that below is based on my own thoughts but it does have relevance in those two’s stories/relationship. it’s not very nice, so don’t read if you get uncomfortable easily. i got uncomfortable myself writing this, but i may be sensitive.

'WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER WHO WAS IN THAT MEMORY?'

>look in the mirror. it's you, but you still can't remember who was in your place in that moment.

=Heyo!! back from vacation...! so tired...gotta try and communicate and keep touch with people better, heh... anyways, i was listening to a song which just. made me remember a lot and made me think a lot about the ideas/thoughts i had with RT INTERVALS! there's a lot behind it that comes into play that I'm unable to just draw out >_<

playing with art a bit!! more variations below! +

I dont like the “how long” but ehh. wanted it in, and coudlnt make it white color for the font or else it would blend in. but like OMG OMG OMG ITS DARK!!! ITS THE CHARACTER IN MY PFP YOU, SCANDOULOUS FUCKING MURDER SNAKE!!!! i think ill upload my extremely vauge mini comic with him and c!nocide sometime soon. 

Lyrics refrenced in background from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhfs1CzzUPM (song. there’s also an offical slowed+reverbed version too! the mood and tone of that song is just so different, i just love both versions... )

-the lyrics used in the background aren’t exacltly the most accurate  but that section of the song is just one i aboslutely love, and “HOW LONG” is a phrase i’ve used before for him and i just couldnt pass it up. ngl, nocide and dark kinda fit well with the song but in different ways.

also, alternate versions below! (kinda like em better)