hey its been a while lol. uh. if any of my family are on this blog still; hi biiiiitch (raph; not meant in a mean way i promise. using it as a term of endearment here). i hope you're like. doing well. havent had any sort of leo kinshift in a while and it sort of screwed me up a bit. i miss being me, like this, but what can you do, really. happens when it happens.
i miss you. i always miss you. its always in the back of my mind, even when im not thinking about it. feeling kind of incomplete. i have a partner now. we've been together upwards of a year by now i think. year and a half, anniversary's in i think october. and i am happy, sometimes. not as often as id like but still. its better than nothing. i havent been around (in the fronting sense. #system) as much recently, so its all kind of weird. but like. yknow when you notice something really small that's off. like. a single pixel being off in a texture or something. that kind of thing, you cant help but notice it after the first time. this feels like that. i feel lonely. i (we, really) overthink a lot and itd be nice to have donnie. logic me out of it, or mikey to dr feelings me into not being so goddamn stupid about things or . yknow. raph pep talk or april complaining marathon or anything. im tired and lonely and i miss my family.
love you always.
-leo hamato. ๐ทโ๏ธ๐ . i think that was my signoff thing.
x
