honestly all i’ve been able to think abt today is the vaguely 2.3 trailer inspired concept of robin and ratio forming a weird sort of bond based in losing someone, maybe the only one, who truly knew them as they were. something about the blue hour, a place were people go to be together. ratio, royal blue, robin, pale blue-grey like a summer storm. i once read a paper for a class about how blue is the color of distance. i wonder if they look into the waters of the blue hour and feel farther away than they ever have before.
You DID NOT need to hurt me like this smh... But I get it.
It's over, now - the storm has calmed. You're not fighting the storm anymore, yet it still feels like you're drowning in the loss. It's over, but what do you do with that? It's over, but how do you deal with that? Everything has come to an end, your little paper boat has reached the port, yet it's one person lesser than what it was when you first set sail. And you know that you will set sail to brave the seas again, so was it worth it? Was that trip worth it, if it only ended in you losing the person who could actually peer under the cracks in your mask?
I think that people don't recognize that Dr. Ratio also wears a mask, just like Aventurine - and Robin does, too. She pretends to be perfect and has no flaws, because that's what the idol industry wants from her. Dr. Ratio wears the mask of superiority, when in reality, he struggles with the fact that he will never be enough for a divine gaze to peer upon him. I feel like they could find comfort in one another in their "absolutes" that they could never reach - Robin could never be entirely without flaws and struggles with having all the eyes on her, being absolute "perfection" - while Dr. Ratio could never be smart enough, because his kindness held him back from being a true "genius."
I rambled a lot here, but I'm in a bit of a writer mood. I see your vision. I handshake you.













