#richkin

for 14 feb: thank you to all my past lovers. rantarou, you were gentle and trusting. keith + cherry, you loved me more than i thought possible. dave + kk, you guys are assholes and i loved it. davesprite im sorry you left the way you did. kurloz, you were worth the world. craig, you made me feel so alive. kravitz, you were ethereal. michael, you were strong. corbyn, you were worth every second. and anyone i dont remember yet, i love you - ouma, pico, sollux, rufioh, kenny, taako, rich, and kalem

i only just kinfirmed him, but it turns out i've been rich for ages now! i've been getting memories this whole time and i didn't even realize, passing them off as headcanons. anyways i absolutely adore my two boyfriends jeremy heere and michael mell!!!

So, I'm getting flashes of Eddie's death, and after, and I'm getting really emotional, and I just, don't want to go through that... I'm really hoping this is just my overactive imagination and they're headcanons, but idk, hhhhhh -a very worried Rich

me, also a rich: no, it was very much the squip. #noteveryonehastoconformtoyourmemories (:

Me: *gets out of a three day long Rich kinshift* -- Dysphoria, Anxiety & Depression: WELL LETS MAKE UP FOR THOSE THREE DAYS OF SLIGHT HAPPINESS