#rex rants

anyways bunny and shep interacted yesterday and i thought more about it cause their beef is definitely something! and i’m intrigued

tbh I'm not really into poly stuff personally so I'll admit its a bit hard to say... but I think Helsie would make every day a party (you can't argue when theres balloons and fun music!) and Joni is trying to be realistic while getting dragged into their (Helsie's) insanity (and loving every moment of it, secretly). Lucien is just following them around like the overly protective person he is and enjoying the chaos. Its like that one meme;

joni: someones gonna die... helsie: ...OF FUN!!! lucien nodding in the background. he agrees with both.

I know that in a couple of months (or sooner if I remember to contact my np) this anxiety shit will ease and everything will be okay again, but it's winter and it's dark and both my depression and anxiety are /awful/ I just want to go back to my meds working nicely, thank

I'm sick of feeling like I'm annoying my friends, sick of the anxiety keeping me up at night, sick of the endless cycle that is 'want to talk to friend bc don't want to be alone' - 'cannot, might annoy friend' - MISERY and repeat.

“DONT! pull anything that you did like in Jamalia I was picking pieces of viscera out of my stitching for weeks it’s disgusting, keep it clean! ideally thank you very much”

so if i had to hazard a guess on whatever the HELL the realm keepers did for tr!owen back in Jamalia, it assumingly made people explode and or caused that much of a mess…..

whatever thing they did back then aka “old times” was at that level, that was supposedly “big” to them and they also said that whatever chaos they cause next IS gonna be “big” so that makes me wonder, whatever happened specifically in Jamalia chances are they’ll happen in this realm too but was that really the most theyve done? is that actually “big” to them and if not HOW MUCH MORE CAN THEY GO???

working off of these 2 messages so far!

both messages give me the impression that whoever is talking/whoever they’re talking about is trapped, i say this as one mentions dreaming of a better life that’s out of reach while the OTHER sounds like an announcement to the people, somewhat like a confession, questioning what they have to say to the people of Pity, maybe because they caused whatever is happening maybe it’s just a typical announcement idk! along with that the town being called “Pity” (which incredible name for a wild west town waow) holds the meaning of sorrow, misfortunes, disappointment, etc typically towards others but can be for yourself as well so maybe those who are apart of Pity know they’re trapped after arriving and have slowly regretted entering this town OR if they don’t know they’re the trapped the town itself may take “pity” on those who are coming from out of town!AND after these first two pow dropped a mc server last night with more ciphers to decode, numbers show once the ip is put in translating to “Someday i’ll escape” (also these numbers were tweeted! i definitely missed that 💔)