#revisionsuccess

This happened months ago (March) when I was new with the law and didn’t know a lot of things about it, i just knew the basics = affirm. I was receiving coaching from a big account on twitter from a giveaway i won (I manifested unconsciously, but we’re not talking about that).

I received the guidance and wanted to apply it to manifest a sp, i chose my affirmations and started to repeat them with music in the background, the bad thing comes when i started to repeating them out loud (not necessary) and my mom was near my room so she DID hear me, she opened the door and i was very scared about it, she started to ask me about “why are you saying those things?” And I couldn’t lie to her, i told her that i like a girl (me being a girl too) and she started to tell me that it was wrong, it’s not correct, im a women and i have to like boys, blah blah; she was busy with work so she told me she will talk with me later about it.

I was scared af, it was the first time i accepted i wasn’t straight but i was worried about how my entire family would react, i thought about “i could revise this” but i wasn’t sure if “it will work” (obviously it will but ykwim, also i was new). I started to affirm full of anxiety just to calm myself and don’t overthink about it, i affirmed:

“Everything is fine” -> main aff

“She will accept me”

“She forgot about it”

And to distract myself from my mom, I was affirming while doing a university’s task. I think I affirmed for 1-2 hours NONSTOP literally, I didn’t thought if it will work, I just wanted to feel safe.

When i stopped affirming i fell asleep, after like 3-4 hours i woke up and my mom was in my room but i was sleepy so i didn’t feel any emotion, i just heard her saying “oh, you fell asleep” took my blanket and covered myself with it, and i slept again.

Next day, i was still feeling a little bit worried about it, but i wasn’t thinking against it, just the feeling (feelings don’t manifest 🫶🏻) and i confirmed that she forgot it. Why? Because I know my mom, she would talk to me about it (I know this because of a past event) and actually, she still doesn’t accept the lgbtq+ community (I’ll manifest her acceptance) but yes, I DID IT.