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i was also really pissed when he confessed and she asked to remain friends and he was all “when a man makes a confession like this he’s ready to never speak to you again.” like.......how do you love her sooo much and are soooo tortured over it but somehow that doesn’t  mean you can’t cut her out of your life? and the fact that she said his friendship means so much to her and he just threw it back in her face like that....ugh.

one thing i really liked though is when they meet again and siwon is just so fucking cool. she’s been living her life, went to college and is working in television, and they meet randomly. they sit down to have coffee and she has her arms crossed and she’s slouching and she sizes him up immediately, sees right through him, and he can’t even keep up his charade of “oh yeah i’m dating someone” for more than 2 seconds. i also liked how direct she was about liking him. i liked the comparison yoon jae made, how he said “i had forgotten. that if she liked something right now, she expressed the fire of that moment directly, and without hesitation.”---the comparison of how honest she is with liking him to how vibrant she was in her fangirl zeal for tony.

It’s the desperate desire to give them things.

Loving someone does not mean that you love to feel them near you.

But it means that you love tp acclimate yourself to them.

Loving someone means no matter how much pain that person causes you, that you find yourself wanting to hate them so much, you can never bring yourself to hate them.

Loving someone doesn’t mean that you don’t hate them.