#rendogkin

-rendog

i... don't know what to say to you, honestly. i started this message knowing i wanted to say something, but i'm not sure what.

maybe i want to say i hate you, i don't know. part of me hates you, but the other part of me is stuck on all the "i love you"s and the way everything felt so real. i want to believe it wasn't real- it would be so much easier to just accept you didn't love me- but you kept playing along even when nobody was watching.

was it gratitude? was i reading everything wrong the whole time? why didn't you tell me it was all a bit to you? just a way to keep us both in the game longer? did you think i knew?

i know you'll likely never see this letter and its even more unlikely you'll ever respond, but god, i just wish i knew what you were thinking. if it really was just a ploy to save yourself or if you felt anything for me at all. i don't know. i think this message is more supposed to be some kind of closure than it is a way of reaching out.

either way, i'm running out of things to say and even more running out of the will to say them. i hope you're taking care of yourself, martyn.

with love,

ren (3rd life + kin)

Heyo!! I’m Absinthe or Wilbur! However, I’d strongly prefer to be addressed as whichever kinshift I’m in (usually Karl or Scott/Smajor)!

There is a likely chance that you found me on a kinfession blog or a kincall blog. My anon tag is 🌀🍬⏱ on most spaces! So, hi!! Nice to see you over here!

I am boyflux, and I use many pronouns! Star/Void/Comet/Blue/They/Xe work perfectly for me, and I have no preference for which you use! I am Aceflux, Polyam, and a very odd mix between Toric and some Aro-spec identity.

I am otherkin — mainly fictionkin, but I’m also some other alterhuman identities!! My main kintypes (also known as selfhoods or IDs) are c!Karl Jacobs, c!Rendog, c!Smajor, and c!Philza! More can be found here! ⏱

I would like to claim the fact that I am a minor. I am sixteen , and will be seventeen in June. I kindly ask that you don’t be creepy with me! Please.

Anyone is welcome to interact — with the exception of 18+/Smut blogs. Look, I don’t wanna look at some wild glizzies. I’m really cool with Kins/IRLs/systems interacting! Hell, even doubles are cool with me!

What am I gonna do on here? Probably talk about some kin stuff, talk about some memories that I can recall. Reblog some art and posts and stuff. Maybe lovepost here and there. Other times? I’m just gonna be a chaotic lil dumbass, joke around here and there lmao.

And that’s about it!! I’ll see y’all around. Later!!

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Im a rendog fictionkin (specifically thirdlife) and one of my best friends is a martyn itlw kin and sometimes when we interact you can really see it we were playing a game of mafia the other day and we spent the whole time sitting in the bathroom being dramatic then they got killed by the mafia and I was going on for the rest of the game about how "they were dead on my shoulder I awoke in their arms and they were cold" and they also kept going on about it too it was really funny and I miss them (they fell asleep before me lmao)

Anyway hi thanks for letting me ramble and I hope you have a nice day

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(Though someone in a discord server did bring up the idea of me maybe being Martynkin which... I wouldn't be surprised, that's all I'm saying. Looking directly at the roleplay I'm actively doing.) -🐺🪓

Do your Kins share a different birthday than you and/or canon? If so, when is it? (Doesn’t have to be percise, months and whatnot work!)

For me, my birthday as c!Scott (X Life/3rd Life/Last Life/ AfterlifeSMP ) shares a birthday as cc!Smajor ; November 10th. As Mack, my birthday was April 22nd, which was when the first part of ISWM came out (pretty sure the Captain’s was May 11th, but that’s off topic lol).

I was definitely a Spring baby as Karl (DSMP) — maybe March? And finally , for Rendog (3rd Life/Hermitcraft/Last Life) , either in September or in January.