I Hate Facebook, Too
Meh.
All I did was say Democrats need to vote, more or less, and it sparked something. Sigh, myĀ āAuntā said what she usually says, that I never post political posts, which really pissed me off, because youād think if youāve had to say that on several of my political posts, it canāt be true, but whatever... Sheās a damn broken record, and Iām just going to ignore her for a while.
My Best Friend gave me some good advice about my Competitive Friend (Iāve decided to leave out possessive pronouns, articles in acronyms for my silly nicknames):Ā āPay him no mind.ā My BF is right. I need to do whatās best for me, so I muted our group chat after letting them know my sub ended.
Iām a fucking mess, but Iām trying to get to a higher place.
I went ahead and reinstalled Snapchat. That guy... Iāll go ahead and call him the Dumb Slut--you know, to give him dignity. Anyway, he never messaged me here, and it was driving me wild. So, I decided to cast aside my pride and apologized to him. I donāt think he knew what I was apologizing for, but he might know now.
DSĀ isnāt as dumb as heād like people to believe. Wanting to be degraded like that can only come from a place of anxiety that is associated with higher intelligence. Maybe he also suffers from low self-esteem, which may cause a distorted reality, but Iām not buying that heās truly dumb. He told me heās having a bad day and that he just needs to be fucked to fix aĀ āchemical imbalance.ā I warned him thatās a temporary fix, but I wasnāt interested in arguing with him.
If DSĀ wants to have fun and blow off a little steam, then by all means...
Iād just mention... Youāve been getting fucked, and yeah, it makes you feel good. You were elated that night I made you do all those things, but tell me--How long does it last? Of course, thereās nothing wrong with wanting to get fucked, degraded, but it can be easy to lose control and yourself.
Do you even know who you are?
At any rate, I canāt help him, and I admit Iām a bit of a Jim on SC. Iām of a sign thatās known as an initiator of conversation, so itās weird for me to wait for stories, watch them, and say nothing. I also like to feel important. Oh, this isnāt all my fault, though, even if Iām the one who came back with his tail between his legs. Perhaps our ideas ofĀ ādirtyā are different, but DS, I just wanna see your cock. Iāve my own doms; I donāt need to be yours.
I simply find his predicament interesting. His behavior is concerning, yeah, but I was and perhaps still am in a similar situation. I wonāt be playing my game for a while, so itāll be fun to see what heās up to from time to time.
