#relationship update

We laid in bed and cuddled. I spooned her to sleep. I then quietly left after kissing her goodnight and drove home.

Today was filled with much disappointment and frustration.

They decided to take a break

I was so fkn shattered and vulnerable and it didn't come across that all i needed was some reassurance.

Instead they just said they can't promise anything and they dk if im losing them..

Sigh it makes my heart ache so bad

Lady Puma and Black Hat are not officially a couple just yet-- Yes they are being more on the ‘playful side’, but Lady Puma trusts Black Hat to do such romantic gestures towards her. Knowing when something isn’t comfortable for her, and backing down for her sake. Since she still has to overcome her PTSD of her previous boss (Quantavius) from breaking her loving another like Black Hat. To be in a full-time romantic relationship with her boss.

As for now-- Lady Puma likes Black Hat, and wants to be around him. Even fully trusting the man with her life (even though she still doesn’t know that her soul isn’t owned by him).

In addition to Black Hat STILL hasn’t confessed his feelings towards her. The only people that know are Dr. Flug, Demencia, 505, and even my friend, @lolalovestruck‘s oc Wasp.

That being said, it is canon for this verse.

It just felt right, ya know? To have the two most important people currently in my life getting along and everyone being happy.

My favorite parts was when Girlfriend would put her hand in my hair or lean over and whisper sweet naughtiness in my ear. It also made me laugh whenever she would put her hand over my mouth so I wouldn't talk. Something I do with hubbs all the time and he does to me. It was cute.

I just hope I didn't embarrass myself or said something stupid to ruin this whole thing. So far so good but I always worry.

I was super nervous but I finally told my girlfriend that I love her and she said it back! She said she enjoyed watching me struggle to say it and was just waiting. We had a good talk too. Smoothie date accomplished! She had to take me home early because her smoothie didn't agree with her hangover she had. I just hope she feels better. We did a lot of talking before she started to feel sick.

Laying all my cards on the table so to speak. She seems to feel as deeply for me as I do for her?

Anyways, when I came home I talked to hubbs about it and he seems ok with it. It's a different kind of love than I have for him. I don't know how to explain it. I'm just happy I talked it out with everyone. Along with everyone seeming ok with it. Uncharted territory is scary. The gay panic was real yesterday when I was struggling to tell her.