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NCT 127

A/N: OMGGGG SO LATE!! Sorry, I held on to this for a while because I wanted to do it, but knew it required a lot of thought kinda- I’ll save HC for DreamGifs don’t relate btw^^ Listening to Touch~

Taeil:

This awkward turtle……… Ugh, everyone totally knew he has a thing for whoever he’s crushing on, but he shows it in weird ways so his crush may not know and may just say he’s being friendly…He gets super excited at the sight of them and you can’t really blame him for whatever he does next. He’s dorky, so he makes dad jokes and even goes as far as physical things such as cutting your cutlet for you or something.He doesn’t really plan on verbally confessing, he just hopes his actions and manner can convey it and if you’re interested you’ll convey it back… or not.He’s deeply sentimental and I think a verbal confession would only happen if the sentiment was there- over phone, text, or person, it’d just happen. So, if maybe you felt close enough to him to talk about feeling lonely or maybe an ex-lover- Once he feels the deep feelings he’d want to let you know it’d be okay and share possibly good news? That you’re beautiful and he likes you if you’ll take him. Sort of offering himself to you–

Johnny:

Johnny is a self-proclaimed true romantic. He knows how to read an atmosphere probably better than any of the others and his confession would be really sweet.He’d be one to know he should confess. He doesn’t want to dwell on it if his crush doesn’t like him, so he’d make his moves. By moves I mean yes, flirting, to the point you’d know he had a thing for you, or at least your friends would always tell you if you’re thick… He’s showing you that he’s interested so that maybe you’ll become interested in him or show him some sign back- He’s not shy of it, in his mind you deserve to be loved and know it, so he doesn’t really feel embarrassed about putting himself out there. He also uses a lot of actions to speak instead of words, putting his hands on your shoulders when he’s behind you, tying your shoe for you, etc… When it comes to actually confessing, he’s probably still not sure if you like him back because he’s probably been overthinking everything you do and found contradictions. Anyway… He does it in person and it’s low-key planned. I mean like he asks your schedule or something and finds a way to fit himself in. He doesn’t want it to seem like a date, so he makes it something casual like deciding to walk you home after one of your lectures because he’s ‘in the area’ that time. Kind of odd, but FGSUIRHFWRUIA! So, he sorta will manipulate the conversation while he’s with you, he wants to turn it towards something romantic because he wants to confess to you at your doorstep. “I’ve wanted to say this for a while- You may already know; I like you, a lot- And I just wanted to let you know because you deserve to.”A line straight out of a movie T T He can give a whole speech about why you’re so wonderful if you ask any more about it really.

Taeyong:

So, when it comes to his crush, I think TY would be pretty shy- He’d be sort of all over the place and his crush definitely wouldn’t be able to read him- Being normal and even kind of flirty when he’s feeling close, but occasionally being distant and clamming up…He’s always wondering if his touches go noticed or if they feel their palms perspire at the mere sight of his eyes like he does-He’s kind of a coward when it comes to love and being honest about his feelings… So, I don’t think he’d actually confess in person. This being said, I think it’d happen over text- It’d probably be late at night- You in your bed on your phone and him chilling after a tolling session of choreography. Finally, you guys got a conversation going, before it was always off/on neither of you wanting to seem clingy- Once he feels close as friends too he’d be more open to opening up. He wouldn’t confess to someone he wasn’t close with, he’d just admire them from afar- Anyway, so probably a few flirty texts are hidden in your guys’ conversation and he’s smiling to himself. He’d probably feel a bit nervous if the conversation turned to relationships or loneliness because then he’s prone to confessing with something sorta hidden like;“You’d make a really good S/O. Anyone would be lucky to have you.” “You think so? That’s so sweet-”“I’d feel lucky.”Which… he’s prone to being friendzoned or his crush missing his point, but if it’s you, you won’t :’)The type to also freak out a little when he realizes he’s outted himself also.. and send a whole thread of messages one after another, tapping his foot impatiently, eyes glued to the screen in seriousness as he checks for your reply.

Yuta:

Well- Bitch would have to be blind to not know he’s into them. He’s so shameless honestly. He’s confident in that he’s suitable boyfriend material and handsome + charming, so he wouldn’t be shy about letting them know. He wants them to know actually, he wants them to feel loved and do whatever favors he can to help them, even if it’s stupid like giving them his umbrella in exchange for the promise of a date next weekend. HE HASN’T EVEN CONFESSED YET, but I guess you could take that as a confession. But… He’s kind of flirty with a lot of friends, so you may not think of it blatantly as a ‘date’.His confession would probably come indirectly a lot of times through his words.“Why don’t you have a boyfriend already?”“I don’t know- Life’s busy and I guess I just don’t have someone like that in my life.”“I’m right here though-”He’s a smooth dude, but if you constantly brush him off as ‘just joking’ maybe you’re nervous yourself about jumping the gun then he may turn serious about it and say it directly so he can get a direct reaction and answer, a simple “I like you.”

Doyoung:

Kind of similar to Taeil in that I don’t think he’d want to directly say it. He’s sort of a coward too, like Taeyong. He wouldn’t want to be found out either because he’d feel super embarrassed and childish, so he’d be discreet about his actions and words and ultimately admire his crush from afar….. He’d need a push from others to do something bigger- OR, like Taeil, his heart may bubble to the surface during emotional or deep moments- Perhaps you broke-up with a past lover and are rattled over it and need someone to confide in. He’s always been great with this kind of stuffs– And he knows he shouldn’t make it about himself, but he wants to let you know there’s someone else who can take care of and love you, even better than your past trash. BUT, it probably wouldn’t be when you’re crying in the moment, it’d probably be hours after you’ve calmed down and DY’s been thinking about confessing for hours now and finally lets it out. Or just during a deep talk about love or something he may realize he should be honest about his feelings and say it plainly; “I like you..” followed by 20 other rambles, “I mean not as a friend- I mean! I like you as a friend too! But also more- Ah….” 

Jaehyun:

This boy is out of a drama. He’s pretty versed in navigating love and his feelings, so I don’t think he’d get flustered in front of you or embarrassed. He’d just try to put on a natural persona, maybe getting a bit closer than usual. It’s really just innocent though, ruffling your hair and laughing at your jokes, smiling nearly every time he sees you- It’d be a wonder if you didn’t fall for him uh…….. He’s also a great friend who’s always reliable and he’d become even more reliable when knowing his feelings are growing.Sort of like Johnny, he’d be pretty honest about his feelings. He’d make sure the mood and environment are appropriate before talking to you in private. But I don’t think he’d do it unless he’s getting vibes that you like him even just a little too- He’d kinda bombard and fluster you with it being a lot at once, but he knows your cheeks flush like that because you like him too.“What do you think of me?”“All of a sudden? Hmm, you’re great-”“Great?”“W-Why are you smiling like that? Yeah, you’re great and-”“Do you like me?”“O-”“I like you~”“aH-”“It’s sudden isn’t it? Hah- It’s not really, it’s maybe been a year..”“It’s so unlike you to be like this-”

Win:

He doesn’t know what to do around his crush T THe’s all over the place… He wants to seem cool and chill, but just is a major cutie dork- He goes from being hyper around you to being ‘too cool’ and acting like you’re not even there- If he looks at you he might get a heart attack so maybe it’d be better not to…Sounds bad, but I think he’d need to be feeling emotional or upset to confess. Maybe over text or in person…. An example would be if he liked you for a whole year, but this past week Lucas has been really flirty with you and Winko is catching some vibes he doesn’t like and then Lucas confesses to you. Win would be pretty upset and feel it’s unfair since he’s liked you longer and still hasn’t confessed- So he’d probably write you a long email text about how he’s liked you longer and out himself lmao.Or maybe if he’s just feeling emo and homesick he may confide in you a lot and sorta out himself unintentionally by saying things like ‘I miss you.. You’re all I have here’ Or if in person may just need some hugs and tell you how important you are which kinda leads to how much he admires you for being tough and that leads to how he likes you and anyone would be lucky to be with you-

Mark:

An all die Mädchen und Frauen da draußen, ich möchte euch gerne etwas sagen. Ich bewundere euch. Frauen sind die stärksten Menschen auf dieser Welt. Dabei meine ich nicht nur den Fakt das ihr Kinder gebären könnt, sondern viel mehr auch eure Werte und eure Art.

Ja Frauen sind vielleicht nicht immer einfach und ich muss sie nicht immer verstehen, aber das sind Stereotypen, die auf keinen Fall auf alle Frauen zu treffen!! Was ich aber bewusstmachen möchte ist, dass Frauen wundervoll sind! Frauen sind stark in ihrer Persönlichkeit, da sie in ihrem Leben mehr einstecken als austeilen können. Sie nehmen sich zurück und sind gleichzeig Leidenschaftlich. Ihre Fürsorglichkeit beeindruckt mich, die Scharfsinnigkeit, die viele besitzen.

Eine Frau ist kein Objekt! Es ist ganz egal wie sie aussieht oder was sie kann. Sie hat dieselben Rechte und dieselben Pflichten, wie Männer auch. Eine Frau hat das Recht das anzuziehen was sie möchte, ohne am Ende vom Tag als Schlampe oder Keusch angesehen zu werden. Ihr Wort hat den selben Wert und das selbe Gewicht, wie von einem Mann.

Und was am aller wichtigsten ist: Es gibt das perfekte Frauenbild NICHT!

Es gibt es nicht und ich würde auch nie eins haben wollen. Jede Frau ist toll so wie sie ist. Wenn man mit sich zufrieden ist, aufgrund seiner eigenen Meinung und nicht auf dem was andere sagen, oder was man eingeredet bekommt, dann ist das vollkommen in Ordnung!

Dazu möchte ich gerne ein Song rausgeben, er ist von Käptn Peng & Die Tentakel von Delphi und heißt gelernt

Du hast gelernt zu schauen, was die ander'n brauchen

Ihre Bedürnisse zu kennen, alle ihre Launen

Zu bestätigen, woran sie glauben

Du hast gelernt zu flüstern, während and're fauchen

Du gehörtest zu den Schlauen

Die nie viel sagen, aber sehr viel staunen

War jemand traurig, fingst du an ihn aufzubauen

Du wurdest beliebt, du begannst ihnen zu trauen

Du hast gelernt zu geben, um etwas zu kriegen

Weil alle ja die Gebenden so lieben

Du hast gelernt, als Frau hast du nett auszusehen

In Kleidern rauszugehen und dich niemals aufzulehnen

Denn wer nett ist, der wird meistens nett behandelt

Doch nett hat sich schon immer schnell in Scheiße verwandelt

Du wirst gemocht, kriegst den Mann, machst ein Kind

Doch dein Kopf bleibt leer und dein Herz bleibt blind

Du machst dir Vorwürfe, warum du nicht glücklich bist

Und glaubst noch immer, die Gesellschaft unterdrückt dich nicht

Du suchst nach Wärme, willst ihre Liebe binden

Doch durch dieses Binden wirst du wahre Liebe niemals finden

Du gibst und gibst, darauf bist du stolz

Doch dieser Stolz ist wie faulendes Holz

In einem Haus, welches dir lächelnd verspricht

Dass es dich beschützt, während es über dir zusammenbricht

Du triffst einen Jungen, es hätte fast gefunkt

Doch Heidi Klum hat leider zu viel Scheiße in dein Herz gepumpt

Denn du schämst dich für das, was du bist

Doch das, was du bist, ist das, was du vermisst

Denn du bist die wichtigste Person, die du je treffen wirst

Der einzige Mensch, der dich jemals retten wird

Also hör auf, deinen Körper zu verschandeln

Du willst Leuten gefallen, die dich scheiße behandeln

Und du bedankst dich noch dafür, dass dich jemand sieht

Sowas braucht ein Mensch, der ständig vor sich selber flieht

Sie füttern dich mit einem Bild von der Welt

Bis du es irgendwann selbst für die Wirklichkeit hältst

Weil du zu feige bist, selber zu fühlen

Selber zu denken und dich selber zu spüren

Du suchst Bestätigung und zahlst jeden Preis

Ich seh Kinder auf Plakaten, die so kalt sind wie Eis

Wir sind ein Wunder, doch behandeln uns wie ein Produkt

Und sind enttäuscht, weil jeder nur auf unsere Packung guckt

Wir verarschen uns selbst für den Applaus

Wir haben dem Teufel unser Lachen verkauft

Und du redest deinem Körper ein, er wär' nicht perfekt

Er kann Leben gebären, habe ein bisschen Respekt

Vor dir selbst deine Seele hat Hunger

Du bewohnst ein atmendes Wunder

Und was du brauchst wird dir niemand geben

Wer du bist, kann dir nie jemand nehmen

Und was du suchst, wird dir nie jemand zeigen

Und was du glaubst, wird dir niemand beweisen

Denn was wir sind, hat noch niemand verstanden

Und was du fühlst, passt in keinen Gedanken

Und wer du bist, wirst du niemals ergründen