Would anyone notice if I would just stop being there?

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Would anyone notice if I would just stop being there?

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Very Specific Thoughts
I've come to this conclusion that there are just recurring thoughts about my OCs:
-Amara and [Insert Your OC Here] tag teaming/jumping [Insert Specific Character That Probably Deserves It Here].
Example: Amara and Baji (OC of @iamverynormalaboutocs) 2v1ing Cell.
There'll probably be some other additional context if i think of it, but that's the usual prompt.
Now Admittedly this is like the biggest recurring thought outside of other ones such as
-Goofy Scenario involving two characters
-Wholesome Scenario involving characters
-"Okay so hear me out, What if X thing happened here"
-"Okay so hear me out on this idea you should totally do sometime with your characters"
and so on and so forth.
do you ever wonder how successful you could have been by now if you hadn't been abused consequently and just generally taught not to trust yourself at all? cause I do and it makes me fucking angry
Have I ever fallen in love with a person, or just with love? Were any of these people truly sensational, or were they sensational because I thought I loved them? Can there be more than one truth?
EchoesΒ
What if i already fumbled every opportunity for love i'm ever gonna have in this life at 30?

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Recurring thoughts
Itβs not that you left.
Itβs that you left so much for me to remember.
Wonder if constantly thinking about that one person I used to follow (who Iβll never name) on that social media account I deleted years ago (that Iβll never specify) is not just a me thing.
Mine influenced me pretty heavily, until I realized they were a self-absorbed flake. Theyβre hard to find info on now but from what Iβve heard Iβm glad I jumped off that train. Somehow Iβm still rooting for them but Iβd look like an idiot for admitting I used to admire them.